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Who ever said it doesn't is either rich , have a very fulfilling and satisfying/ happy life , job , family or loved ones or loving ones .

Power / Respect/ Education/Knowledge etc all matters...

Dfuq.

Hate my situation. This powerlessness. Worth . ....

Idk..

It's frustrating.

Want to become someone..

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Not liking this phase. Or my current self

Esp when they are ur colleagues and are found outside the workplace.

I don't want to be ignored by them nor look impolite if not interacted with them .

Enjoying myself .

Feeling good .

Not stressed or pressurized, no bounds...free.

Feeling like myself.

Finding me.

It's about the bond ,the trust , care ,love , happiness , moments that we share. Where we are fulfilled and blessed. It's abt being with someone other than family , friends and yourself. Where u can truly be yourself without judgment, and .. someone just be there.

I'm Not good with words and idk wt I'm getting at.

But someone to call mine and have the rights to annoy isn't much right?

I mean someone asked why u ?

And I was like. ...yeah right why me ? There are millions of ppl out there . So..yeah.

Why not me ? Or well why u only?

Why these questions?

Does everything need to have an answer or be labelled. Do we really need to figure out everything just in an instance ?

Idk...

Love . Peace .

I need to get back on track.

It's really shocking to look back n see how distractions are there around us when we are actually trying to be productive/concentrate. And how many people just want yo hold u back.

Ugh!!! I need peace please!!!! Just get out of my life I don't want to listen to ur talks .or go out rn. Let me freaking do my work !

Whn text books seems more like self help or pep talk/read. Something.

U feel like ur reading something abt monk life n solitude, self worth , belief n all.

Or this room.

Note .Nothing wrong with Charaka Samhita. I do respect the book n subject.