Apr 25
FUCK I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU ID LITERALLY DO FUCKING ANYTHING
#vent#youre happy with him and thats all i need#but i have to stop myself from going “haha lets leave our boyfriends for each other and do all of the things we wished we could have done#in highschool when we loved each other but you were too cowardly to admit it#i want you to know that all of the pain you put me through was worth it#that i dont care that you constantly made me feel less than you#that i dont care that you played with my emotions for your comfort and gain#that i would let you do everything again and worse if i could just kiss you once#that i still think of the nights we spent in hawaii when youd only let your lips touch my neck#i wish i had kissed you then#i wish i would have dropped the guy i was talking to even though you told me not to#i wish i didnt start dating him#i miss you and id do anything to finally have you#youve been at the forefront of my mind since i was 12#thats a decade now#god im fucking pathetic!!!!!#hes so much fucking better than me though#honestly even if you would have me i wouldnt say anything because hes what you need and im a complete mess#and have been since you met me in 1st grade#stranger.txt
