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I wish I wasn't at my parents and had diapers on, I nearly pooped myself earlier.

And now I'm horny about it.

So I have been traveling and my diet got a bit messed up, which meant I ended up kinda constipated, I didn't poop for five days, and it was five days of eating three pretty big meals a day. So one night my tummy started to really hurt and I felt pretty sick so went to sit on the toilet and try and get something moving, I let out the most disgusting, stinky fart ever, it smelt rancid, and I managed to do a small poop, not nearly enough. But there was still some gas I had to let out which was pretty wet. I felt well enough to go back to bed. and then the next day I was out and I got lunch out, then I walked around a few shops while I was in a toyshop because I wanted to buy myself a new stuffy, my tummy started to feel a bit weird, and I started to feel really full, I could feel my bottom wanting to empty, but I couldnt risk having to clean up my underwear in public, and i figured it would be really big and smelly, so I walked really quickly to a McDonald's nearby, the entire time I had to clench because this big constipation poop was threatening to come out, and then I finally found the toilet and It started coming out the moment I sat down, it was thick but softer than I thought it would be, it took a while to finish pooping it all out though it was slightly out of the water when I flushed it. It would have made a really big, nice mess in a diaper, but alas.

"Yeah, just putting on my-" You start, but a feeling in your stomach and bottom cuts you off.

Without your permission your poop starts to rapidly migrate lower in your gut. You can feel the pressure of it against your hole, and without even pushing it's poking out. Before you can straighten up from tying your shoes, your body releases the mess into your diaper. The log flattens itself against your bottom when it hits the plushy wall of your diaper and settles along your perineum.

Ugh, you just changed. You feel bad, it seems like your diapers are always slowing things down and causing problems. Your friends reassure you that it isn't a big deal, that they don't mind, but you can't help but feel like an inconvenience. You know Bailey wants to get downtown and check out the book store before you meet up with some other friends and catch a movie, and you having to change might derail all of that.

"Carla? You ok?" you hear again, this time accompanied by footsteps.

You step towards the door to close it, but Bailey is already one foot in.

"I'm fine, I just need to change really quick. Sorry," you say, avoiding eye contact and hoping Bailey doesn’t breathe through her nose too hard.

"No problem," she says.

"Right. So..."

You expect Bailey to leave your room so you can change, but instead she starts walking around your room. She crouches at your dresser and pulls open the bottom drawer.

"W-what are you doing?"

"Helping!" she says, cheerily, grabbing a diaper and a package of wipes.

"Oh, Bailey, you really don't have to-"

Now she's at your bedside drawers, rummaging around and coming up with a tube of rash cream. How did she know that was there?

"Aw, shush. It takes you forever to change yourself. Come on, let me help. You know I'm good at it."

It's true, she is. The memory of Bailey changing you when you'd stumbled home absurdly late and drunk a few weeks ago lingers in your mind. Your diaper had leaked on the back of your skirt, and she insisted on changing you before you collapsed into bed. You haven't forgotten the softness of her hands, the gentle way she wiped down your skin, the way she managed to line up and tighten the tapes expertly...

You don't let yourself get too caught up in your daydream when she's standing right in front of you, though.

"Well, uhm..."

But she's already spread the waterproof pad on your bed and is patting it, looking at you with her big, hopeful eyes. She might have even bat her eyelashes at you, but it's hard to know for sure.

You lay down on the mat and feel a squish underneath you. Oh, God. You immediately bring your hands up to cover your face. One of her hands grabs both your feet and lifts them up while the other reaches for the tapes. Has she always been this strong??

Bailey keeps up a steady stream of conversation while she wipes you clean. It's as if you're catching up after work or on a car ride together.

"Danny told me he had an interview...and when he got there...then she said...can you believe that?"

You can't follow her gossip, you're too focused on trying not to die right there on the changing mat. You gasp a little bit when a cold finger parts your vulva and traces down towards your butt. You were hoping she wouldn't notice that you're wet down there, and that it definitely is not pee glistening on your pussy. Probably too late for that now. Her finger creeps back up and grazes your clit for just a second longer than incidental. You let out another gasp, this one definitely audible.

"Oh, sorry! That must be cold! I gotta, though, I don't want to hear you whining about a rashy tushy again," she giggles, wiping the excess cream from her fingers onto the inside of the clean diaper under you.

Her changing you actually is quicker. With your legs propped up like this she can get your bottom clean in record time. Unlike your own time consuming method of bending over backwards and tweaking your neck to make sure you got it all.

Once your clothes are back on and you've stood up, you muster a mumbly "thanks". Her touch has left you in some kind of daze and you're throbbing in your fresh padding, no doubt dampening it.

"Of course, Carla. Please, let me know anytime you want some help,"

"Uh...ok," you say, not committed to agreeing to that just yet.

Mommy leaned against the doorway, arms folded loosely, watching her little boy fidget on the living room floor. The warm glow of the lamp bathed him in soft light, catching the faint sway of his thickly padded bottom as he shifted from side to side. She didn’t need to check to know, she could tell from the way he wriggled, the subtle slump in his posture, the distant look in his eyes.

“Do you need a change, baby?” she asked in that singsong voice that always made his stomach flip.

He froze. The words hung between them like a trap he already knew the answer to. If he told the truth, Mommy would scold him for “thinking about his diaper like a big boy.” Good littles didn’t think about what was in their pampers. They just played, and squatted, and let Mommy take care of everything. But if he lied, if he said no, she’d see right through him. She always did.

“No…” he muttered, tone dripping with that pouty, defensive edge of a toddler caught red-handed. He couldn’t meet her eyes, so he kept staring at the carpet, fingers picking at the seam of his onesie.

The corner of Mommy’s mouth twitched into a smile. She crossed the room slowly, kneeling down beside him. Her hand rested on his shoulder, warm and steady, before sliding down to pat the heavy bulge between his legs. The crinkle was drowned out by the soft squish beneath her palm.

“Oh, sweetheart…” she cooed, drawing out the words. “You can’t even tell when your diaper’s messy anymore, can you? Such a good boy for Mommy.”

His cheeks burned, and the heat spread down his neck. “I–I just didn’t…” He trailed off, flustered, unsure whether to defend himself or shrink into the floor.

She tilted his chin up with a finger until their eyes met. Her expression wasn’t angry, far from it. It was that infuriating mix of affection and amusement, the kind that made him feel both small and impossibly cared for. “Shhh. No excuses. It’s okay if you don’t notice, baby. That’s what Mommy’s here for.”

She leaned closer, nose brushing his hair, and sniffed softly. The faint, telltale scent in the air made her smile widen. “Mmm… yes. Definitely a very full diaper. I bet it’s been like this for a while.”

His toes curled in embarrassment. Part of him wanted to protest, to insist he knew exactly when it happened, that he’d been choosing to ignore it. But deep down, he knew she was right. He couldn’t pinpoint the moment anymore. One minute he’d been stacking blocks, and the next his pampers were warm and heavy, without a single thought crossing his mind.

Mommy shifted so she was sitting on the floor with him, pulling him gently into her lap despite the thick bulk squishing between them. “See? You don’t have to worry about what’s in there. That’s big-boy stuff. You’re my little boy. And little boys just play and snuggle and let Mommy take care of everything.”

Her hand rubbed slow circles over the swollen front of his diaper, pressing just enough for him to feel the fullness, the reality of what he’d been sitting in. “I think it’s cute. You used to get so fussy about the tiniest tinkle. Now? You could waddle around all afternoon like this and not even notice. That’s my baby.”

His chest tightened, equal parts humiliation and warmth. The teasing was relentless, but so was the comfort in her voice. She didn’t sound disappointed, she sounded proud. And that, somehow, was even more disarming.

“Let’s get you into a fresh one,” she murmured, kissing the top of his head. “But remember, good boys don’t pay attention to their diapers. They just let Mommy decide when it’s time.”

I know, I know he wants me to be a baby, that’s why he lets me live here, why I have to do silly things like put on these dumptruck pajamas, sleep in an oversized crib, but the whole idea is just absurd… isn’t it? Adults don’t just go back to diapers or…

… or start pissing their pajamas as they sleep?

My diaper, and the large messy accident in it from an hour ago, squished beneath me uncomfortable. My tush was starting to itch. I desperately hoped I wasn't getting a rash.

I didn't just want a diaper change. At this point, I knew I needed one. But, as Mommy, my wife, got ready for a night out with her friends, I didn't dare ask for one.

Babies don't ask for changes.

I had written that mantra in crayon 200 times last week, while sitting in a similarly icky situation. I wasn't willing to risk that, or a worse punishment again.

Mommy looked down at me softly.

"What's wrong, cutie? Why the long face?"

Even with the invitation, I wasn't going to push my luck by complaining about the state of my diaper, instead I through my arms up in an unspoken request for a hug.

Mommy knelt down and wrapped me in her arms.

"Oh, is my big boy sad Mommy's leaving him?"

I whimpered softly and breathed in the smell of my wife's perfume, blushing as I secretly hoped she was taking in my smell the same way.

I almost giggled in relief as I felt Mommy's hands drift to the waistband of my diaper and pull it back, in the all-to-familiar motions of a diaper check.

"Oh, sweet pea, missing Mommy isn't your only problem, is it? Let's get you changed."

I could have cried out in relief, but I didn't.

Instead, I crawled behind my wife into the nursery, and laid on the changing mat obediently as she quickly and expertly cleaned me up.

She tickles my belly when she's done. I can't help but giggle and blush.

"Such an obedient little man!" She says, smiling.

I look away, the reminder of my submission both overwhelming and arousing. A noticable bulge forming in the front of my diaper.

Mommy plants a deep, passionate kiss on my lips, cupping my padded manhood in her hand.

"So obedient, in fact, I think Mommy's going to let you make another type of mess in your pants for you while I'm gone."

Mommy stands up, walks to my crib, and pat the crib mattress. I whimper softly, but comply.

Mommy places a magic wand and my favorite stuffed bear in the crib with me before closing the side. I watch her sway her ass seductively as she walks out of the room.

"Ni-ni, little man! Enjoy your reward."

I'd lie on the couch that was a little too short for my body, cover myself in a thin blanket, and doomscroll on my phone while the sun came in from the windows unimpeded.

Because of that, when Mommy first started introducing naps, I threw a tantrum. I could never nap. They were a waste of time. I'd much rather spend that time playing or cuddling with Mommy.

Mommy just scoffed at my outburst, told me I had been doing it wrong, and took me by the hand, leading me to my nursery.

Two months later, I have to admit, she was right. As Mommy so lovingly points out, if I don't get my daily 2-hour nap, tucked into my cozy crib, free of distractions, with the shades covering the window, I become 'Mommy's Little Grumpasaur.'

Thank you for sending me an ask. I love getting asks 🙈 I’m not sure if I’ll be comfortable filming a video when I need the toilet. It’s a little distracting sometimes - gotta hold the phone, rub my upset tummy, try and push out whatever’s hurting me so my tummy ache goes away…

I’m happy to take pictures though. Here’s one for you. Had a bad tummy ache and was quite bloated here, definitely in need of relief. (Feel free to DM me if you want more private details / pics too, hehe)

I hear you in the bathroom moaning and softly crying as your belly cramps. I come into the bathroom shutting the door behind me and kneel in front of you who’s sitting on the toilet hunched over forward. I softly place my hand on your belly and rub it as you can feel the gas pressure shifting inside your guts. I offer my hand to let you squeeze as the cramps and gurgles continue

Greg and his girlfriend, Amy, had been at a BBQ all afternoon. He’d had a couple burgers, some sides, and a few beers. By the time they got in the car—Amy driving; he didn’t feel drunk, really, but knew he’d had too much to drink—he was exhausted, and uncomfortably full.

“Thanks for driving,” Greg said, reaching over and squeezing Amy’s leg.

“You okay?” Amy asked, looking him over.

“Yeah,” he said, “I just need to go home and lay down.”

Back at their house, they ended up on the couch, watching a movie. Amy lay across the couch, her head resting on Greg’s lap. He had started to feel a little better once he got inside his own house, in the air conditioning, and drank a glass of water. But watching the movie, he couldn’t help but notice that his stomach felt even more uncomfortably full than before. Every couple of minutes, it made a sloshing sound, like it was trying—and failing—to digest everything he’d eaten and drank.

“I’m sorry,” Greg said, rubbing his stomach with his right hand. “I just feel so full still.”

“Do you want some more water?” Amy asked, sitting up.

“I don’t know,” he said. “Maybe a glass of ginger ale?”

Amy got up from the couch and retuned a moment later with a large glass of ginger ale with a few ice cubes. Greg took it gratefully and drank a few sips. It seemed to help somewhat, so he drank a bit more. His stomach seemed to move a little bit, then, and he burped, long and loud, twice.

“Sorry,” he said, laughing. “But I feel so much better.”

Amy rolled her eyes. “I’m glad.”

They got back to the movie and Greg continued to drink his ginger ale. By the time he reached the end of the glass, though, his stomach was in knots again. He tried to force a burp, hoping it would bring the same relief, but he felt his stomach contents begin to rise. “Oh shit,” he said. “I think I’m going to be sick.”

Amy quickly paused the movie and looked at him. “Really?”

“Yeah,” he said, taking a deep breath and rubbing his stomach with his right hand. He grimaced as a wave of nausea washed over him. His mouth filled with saliva and he swallowed hard, then jumped up and walked as quickly as he could to the bathroom, barely making it to his knees in front of the toilet before he gagged.

Nothing came up at first and he knelt there, saliva dripping from his open mouth as he stared into the empty toilet bowl. He felt Amy’s hand rest gently on his back as she knelt behind him.

“Is there anything I can do?” Amy asked.

He shook his head, took a deep breath, and gagged again. This time, a small stream of what looked like pure ginger ale and stomach acid splashed into the toilet. Almost immediately, his stomach contracted and a gush of vomit—brown, with chunks of burger and baked beans and pieces of coleslaw—splashed into the toilet, too. Another one was close behind.

“Fuck,” Greg said, reaching up and flushing the toilet. He grabbed a handful of toilet paper and blew his nose, then spit a few times into the toilet. “That was—“ before he had a chance to finish his thought, though, he burped and gagged at the same time and another huge gush of vomit splashed into the toilet. He tried to steady his breathing, not sure if there was more to come. He coughed and gagged a few times, but his stomach seemed to have steadied, so he flushed the toilet again and fell back against the side of the bathtub.

Amy reached up and felt his forehead. “You don’t seem to have a fever,” she said.

“I think I just had too much to eat and drink,” Greg said. “I’m starting to feel a little better.”

“Good,” she said. “Why don’t you take a quick shower. I’ll grab you a glass of water and we can just climb into bed and finish the movie in there.”