Lmao Halt's a bit feral in this one. He has been in a lot of them and possibly more to come but still.
Halt stared after the wolf ship getting smaller and smaller as it slowly disappeared beyond the rough, cruel waves. He had no idea how long he stayed there atop of Abelard, repeating the promise and last words he had said to Will over and over again in his head.Â
Abelard tossed his head to look at his master and friend, his big eyes filled with immense sorrow. Halt ignored the look, his eyes fixated on an apprentice he could no longer see. A dark mood overcame him in an instant along with a determination to see his promise through. He needed to see Crowley, and if not him, then the king.
When he made it back to the battle ground he could hear soldiers muttering about his appearance. Covered in mud as he was and a missing boot it made sense they would wonder, but their words he could barely make out was really grating on his nerves. He would have given them all glares that would have them scrambling ten steps back, but he didnât have the energy. Some smarter men, noticing the expression on his face and his tightly clenched fists, decided it would be better if they kept their thoughts to themselves.Â
He searched the grounds for his commandant, until finally he spotted him, talking to Sir Rodney and Baron Arald. He made his way over to the three men.
âOh there you are,â Crowley said as he approached them. âWhere have you been? You just disappeared.â Then he seemed to take notice of Haltâs appearance, and he became instantly concerned. âAre you okay?â
âWillâs gone.â His voice was a mixture of deadly and broken. He knew Will was gone, he had seen it happen with his own two eyes, yet saying the two words out loud to someone else made it seem all too real, and he wished he could take them back.
âWhat?â Crowleyâs eyes widened, his voice so soft as horror dawned over him. âWhat do you mean gone?â
âI mean heâs gone,â Halt snapped. âHe got taken by some damn Skandians and now theyâre taking him away on their ship, probably back to their bloody country to do God knows what to him!â Despite already having his hands held in tight fists, he kept loosening the muscles in his fingers, clenching and unclenching as he tried to cope with what had just happened. It wasnât working much.
Crowley was silent for a minute. He couldnât think of anything to say that would help. There was nothing to say. Haltâs apprentice, someone that had come to mean so much to the man, was gone, and Crowley knew there was a high chance he would never be seen again. He knew Halt must have realised this too. Whether he had admitted it yet was another question entirely.Â
âIs there anything we can do?â Baron Arald stepped forward. He went to place a hand on the rangerâs shoulder, the best comfort he could offer, but thought better of it. In his state of mind, Arald had no idea how Halt might react to that.Â
âYou can let me go after him,â Halt said, looking Crowley dead in the eyes. âIf I go now I might be able to catch up to them by the time they reach Skandia and get him back. The princess too.â
Araldâs face went white. Sir Rodney, standing next to him and listening to the conversation with anxiety mirrored his expression. âThe princess is with him?â Arald said, barely above a whisper.
âWhy didnât you mention that earlier?â Rodney asked, his voice rising slightly.
Halt glared at him. He didnât want to tell them that the princess was the least of his concerns at the moment. He had met Cassandra before, she was a nice girl and he liked her. He knew she was around Willâs age, just a kid herself practically, and he was well aware she was the crown princess. Surely she should be at the top of his priorities. But she wasnât. He may have been cold and cruel for thinking it, but compared to Will, he didnât care what happened to her at the moment. He needed Will back first.
âLet me go after him,â Halt repeated, ignoring Rodneyâs question. There was a fierce determination in his eyes as he looked at Crowley. Crowley sighed, knowing what he had to do and hating it. But he knew Halt would hate it even more and thatâs what he was worried about.
âNo,â he said. He tried to sound more authoritative as he said it, hoping it would give him more ground to stand on in the argument he knew was going to come, but he couldnât manage it.Â
âWhat?â Haltâs voice had gone quiet. A dangerous and deadly kind of quiet that Crowley had heard many times before, but rarely directed towards him with such silent intensity.Â
Crowley drew himself up straighter and looked his friend head on in the eyes. He tried to ignore the ice cold fury he could see, just waiting for one wrong word to be let out. âIâm sorry. I canât. We need you here. I donât have much of a choice. If it was completely up to me I would let you go, no questions asked.â
âBut it is up to you,â Halt grit out. He looked close to ripping the commandantâs throat out.
Crowley shook his head. âItâs not. Thereâs going to be so much to do after this and the kingdom needs you here. We canât risk you going off to another country and leaving this all behind.â
âHow much difference will one person make? If I go now it wonât even be that long! Iâll grab him and come right back! And the princess!â
âYou canât say how long it will be. And youâre the best we have. It will make a difference, a big one, whether you realise it or not.âÂ
Halt dropped his gaze from him, but it didnât soften. He glared down at the ground, no longer able to look Crowley in the eye. All he saw there was betrayal from his bestest and closest friend, betrayal of him, but most importantly Will. How could he? he thought furiously. After everything Willâs done for this country Crowley canât even give him the chance to be found? Halt had fought with Crowley on numerous occasions, but never before had he hated him. But he did now. In this moment, he hated Crowley. He wanted to punch something or someone. Preferably the man standing before him who was supposed to be his friend.
Crowley nervously watched as his friend seethed with rage. He looked at Arald, shrugging his shoulders helplessly. Redmontâs baron gave him a sympathetic look, but had no idea what to do himself. They all knew there was only one thing that Halt wanted, one thing that would make him feel better, and it was the thing he couldnât have.Â
Sir Rodney stepped closer to the ranger now. Maybe, he figured, cold hard reason would resonate with him better.Â
âHalt,â he started firmly. Crowley and Arald gave each other nervous glances. âThink about it. This is the kingdom weâre talking about. We canât risk losing help to clear everything up for the sake of two people, even if one of those people is the princess and even if one of them is your apprentice. The kingdom comes first. We know that, and so do you.â
Crowley swore quietly to himself.
Rodney barely had any time to process before he saw a fist coming straight for his face. He had a split second to brace himself for the sharp pain he knew would follow. But he never felt it. It never came. Arald had acted on instinct and grabbed him to pull him out of harm's way, and Crowley had acted on instinct and grabbed his friendâs arm before it reached anywhere near the knight.Â
He held Halt firmly by his arms, pulling him away before readjusting his grip to get a better hold. Halt tried to squirm out of his arms, his breathing heavy and nothing in his face other than white hot rage and a desire to punch that stupid knight in his stupid face! But this wasnât Crowleyâs first time, and held strong, giving Halt no chance to fight his way out despite his strength.Â
âLet go of me!â Halt screamed out, directing his furious glare to Crowley. âIâll kill you!â
âSure you will,â Crowley said. He turned to Rodney, who was a little wide-eyed at just barely missing another broken nose. âI think you should go.â
Rodney nodded. âI was going to go check on Horace anyway,â he muttered. Then with Arald in tow, he walked to the infirmary tent.Â
Crowley directed his attention back to Halt. He had stopped struggling and instead had gone back to burning holes into the dirt. âLetâs go somewhere else,â he suggested. âMaybe we can talk about other options.â
Halt shook his head. âI want to talk to Duncan.â
âI donât think thatâs a good idea. Heâll just tell you the same thing I did.â
âI donât care! I need to talk to him!â Halt snapped at him. He gave Crowley another ferocious look, not that it had any effect on him. Halt knew this deep down and it only served to make him angrier. He swore as soon as he found a way to get his hands on those Skandians he would tear them all to pieces and then stitch them all back together so he could do it all over again.Â
Crowley gave him a serious look, finally finding the authority he had lost before. âIf you promise not to do anything stupid, we can go find him.â
âFine! Now let me go!â
Crowley loosened his grip on Halt and the other man immediately forced him aside, elbowing him hard in the chest as he did. Crowley didnât know if it was intentional or not but he didnât really need an answer. He rubbed the fresh bruise he could already feel forming and followed his friend as he stalked the battle grounds in search of the king.Â
They found him surrounded by other officers and knights, discussing the effect the battle had on their numbers and what would come next.Â
âDuncan!â Halt shouted to get his attention. Crowley nearly smacked his palm to his face. They were off to a great start. Halt couldnât even grasp the right protocol of how to address his damn king. But he knew there was no point telling him off so he let it slide.
King Duncan didnât seem to be bothered by it either, although some of the men surrounding him had surprised looks on their faces. Duncan immediately picked up on the tension, probably because Haltâs fury was radiating off of him like the sun radiates heat.
âAre you alright?â he asked, concern written all over his face. âWhat happened?â
âWillâs gone,â Halt repeated the same two words he had with Crowley, feeling the same dread well up. âTaken by Skandians. Your daughter too. Let me go find them. Iâll bring them back.â
Halt nodded. âIâll find them.â
Duncan sighed. It was the same sigh Crowley had done right before tearing his friend's aspirations to shreds.Â
âI want nothing more than to see my daughter home safe to me,â the king began. Halt almost felt a wave of relief wash over him, but something in Duncanâs voice and manner told him otherwise. âBut we cannot abandon the kingdom now. To leave and to send people after her, even one person, even you, would be shifting priorities and we cannot afford to do that at the moment. Iâm sorry.â There was sorrow in his entire being that Crowley both noticed and felt. He knew how much it pained the king to say those words, how much it tore him apart on the inside to leave his daughter in the hands of born fighters and killers. Being king came with making hard decisions all the time, decisions that could impact innocent lives in catastrophic ways if he didnât choose correctly. Yet, this was the hardest decision Duncan had ever had to make. And it killed him even more to know it was probably the right one.
If Halt noticed Duncanâs mental anguish, he didnât care. His temper flared hot and bright again, just as Crowley knew it would, as he gritted his teeth at his king.
âYouâd abandon your own daughter?â he said cruelly. âYou really canât spare one person?â Crowley placed a hand on his shoulder to try and calm him as best he could, but Halt just shrugged it off.
Surprisingly, Duncan didnât look angry at the words. Just grief stricken in a way that said he had given up, and couldnât find the care in him to argue back. He looked at Halt with hollow eyes. âIâm sorry,â he repeated in a broken whisper.
âShut up!â Halt screamed at him, and everyoneâs eyes widened further. Not a single one of the soldiers gathered had ever heard someone raise their voice at the king like that. Not ever. Crowley grabbed him again, and again Halt pushed him away. âStop saying youâre sorry and then doing nothing about it! If you really were sorry you would let me go find them!â
This time Duncan did snap back. âItâs not that simple! Do you really think if I could I would just stand by and do nothing? This is my daughter weâre talking about! We need her here! I need her here! But we canât. And if we canât spare anyone to bring her home, what makes you think Iâd spare someone to go get Will? Cassandra comes first.â
Haltâs hands, already curled into fists, clenched tighter so that his knuckles were white and shaking. His expression darkened further into a terrifying, murderous look. His voice had slipped back into the dangerous quiet as he spoke, rising towards the end. âYou useless, pathetic excuse of aâ!â
Crowley clasped a strong hand over the rangerâs mouth before he could finish getting the words out. He pulled Halt back against his chest and wrapped his other arm around his torso, restraining him for the second time in ten minutes. Duncan and Halt were old friends, but whatever Halt was about to say, especially in front of witnesses, could be classified as treason.Â
The soldiers looked wildly uncomfortable over the display of emotion. Some had already left the scene to find some other job to distract themselves. Duncan looked at Halt, unimpressed and unoffended by the words. Halt continued to glare at Duncan from above Crowleyâs hand.
âIâm sorry about him, sir,â Crowley said, keeping a firm grip, muffling Hibernian curses and insults. âIâll take him somewhere else now.â
Duncan waved a hand. âYou do that.â He watched as Crowley wrestled with Halt to get him somewhere away from people. He didnât know the last time he had felt this terrible about something.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â Crowley said as he pushed Halt into his command tent. âI know youâre angry about Will, but thatâs the king! You canât always just say whatâs on your mind.â
âYou heard what he said! Heâs just going to leave them in a foreign country to die! If the Skandians donât kill them the cold definitely will.â
âThatâs not what he said, and you know it!â Crowley paused, taking a breath before speaking softer. âLook, neither of us said that you wonât ever be able to go. Just not right now. Give it a little bit, let us sort everything out here and then Iâm sure Duncan would send you off with his blessing.â
âNO!â Halt yelled, his breathing furious as was everything else about him. âWhat part of this donât you understand? Will could be dead by then!â He walked over to stand next to Crowleyâs temporary desk and slammed his hands down hard on it, the wood making a splintering noise at the force as he let out a frustrated scream.Â
Crowley had to fight to keep his expression neutral. In all the years he had known Halt, all the moments he had experienced and seen from him, both good and bad, he had never seen him this distraught, never seen such a raw display or emotion and rage from him. It was frightening and worrying all in one.
Halt took a few deep breaths, composing himself the best he could. He turned back to Crowley.Â
âI swear to whatever is out there Crowley,â he said lowly, the anger never leaving his eyes. âIâll get Will back. I promised him. And I donât care what I have to do to keep that promise.â
Crowley just had to take one look at his friend to know he was deadly serious. Halt would do anything it takes to bring his son home safe. God, help us all.Â
I had a lot of fun with this one. Feral, angry Halt will forever be my favourite Halt. It's tied with all other variations of Halt for first place.