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Well before I head out into the bush for my first camping trip I’d figure to try and keep my promise to be active. Try and give you something to think about. After these five years here now the grinding begins. Sometimes numbers dwindle, people lose interest. Is what I’m talking about not so interesting anymore? Maybe my life is just normal? Normal can can boring. When dealing with the type of…

I’m standing at my bedroom window, looking at the backyard. The trees are budding, hostas are poking through the now frost free ground. My patchy grass is dark green in some areas, in others mud…the result of dogs playing. It’s beautiful and calming after what the last five weeks have been like. A smile crosses my face, although I know much work is to be done to make the yard clean and up to par…

So, here we are back a little quicker than the last while. Time, boy where does it escape to? Trying to come up with engaging content is by far the toughest part of writing. To those who do this for a living, you have my admiration. Blogging about my life and cancer battle can hit a wall when nothing really exciting happens. But, in a catch 22 I really prefer the stable part of journey so far. As…

I'm on this rock but once so much do, so much to seeTaken some time to refind meNow let's just see where this leadsWhether you like what I write, say or doI simply just don't careWe are who we are if you can't except thatI'm not here to impress, just to give back Man I’ve tried to be much more active for some weird reason I find myself avoiding my laptop. Not sure why? I still love writing and…

The Cost of Value Well a couple of weeks have gone by, but hey better than months again, right? Before I get into my latest health update I’m just going to briefly touch on something. I have been taking stock again of my life, I know I have talked about the importance of time and that it’s mine (and your) most precious commodity. This time though it’s not so much time, but who or what brings…

We start the new year with a clean plate, so we think. Many times I have told myself this year will be different. I will try this or do that, get fit and ya, it can last for that short while as that quick acting inspiration to be better, nicer, take no shit attitude or actions last. For me? This doesn’t work well, while last year started as one of my strangest and most foreign, you can read about…

Move forward he said, like it's as easy as pieFoot stuck in the mud I looked to the skyHow is this done?A forceful voice inside yells, just try!Forget what's happen, pull yourself upMake that next step count As I make my return now, don’t call it a comeback….I know, lame. My journey to live a meaningful life with cancer continues. Always will. I look back at some of that private I shared while I…

I sit here and often myself why do I write this blog? Why do I share my story with anyone willing to listen? It’s much easier just to be, say for lack of a better word…ordinary. Have you ever felt like this life has something more for you. Being ordinary is well, boring. I don’t by any means say that to offend anyone who enjoys the life they have. From an early age we are taught a specific order…

Just when you thought breaks wouldn’t get any longer, here I am. Hoping I still have some readers out there interested in what is happening in this life of mine. Understanding that ya, every once in a while a writer (blogger) can take a break I have been meaning many times open this laptop and get things rolling again. So….if you’re still here and willing to follow along I have a lot to talk…

Trust me, I’m glad you’re all still here Now that five years has come and gone it’s awful ironic how so many things have changed and that I had a series of posts related to the “change” in my life. I have caught myself looking in the mirror taking time to reflect and yes talk to myself, I swear I not that crazy, well….only a little and isn’t life is much more interesting that way. Although the…

Some of us start living at eighteen Others find their purpose at fiftyAge is only a number, remember thatSome of us never wake up Well here I am again seemingly always falling behind when it comes to posting this year. Life has a way of throwing you twists and turns whether it’d good or bad, rolling with the punches is just all part of the journey. I’ve been back from my trip now for two months…

As we all navigate changes and choices in our lives it’s important to be present in the moment as to not spoil this journey, right now. However, like most humans imagining what a glimpse into what you may want in the future to hold is well, impossible. Just so long as the focus doesn’t stay there too long, makes sense? We all set New Years Resolutions only to break them. What, I think the stats…

Stop pursuing , when not pursued Respect those who only Respect you Dump the Extra Baggage Learn to you Love yourself First Only the insecure uses someone to validate themselves Be well, Be kind…but only if given in return Learn, Adjust, Stick to core values Make Mistakes, fail, remembering that’s how you learn Life will be a Struggle, it will be a Cruel, Dark place Soon enough a Light…

The Goal is Simple, Be Better than Yesterday Welcome back to you all I’ve been on a bit of a hiatus unsure of how to go about writing in this new year? First of all Happy New Year to all of my readers, I hope you’re still here. When I take a break this long I often wonder who I’ll lose and keep. I just needed some time to figure some things out before I start again. Figuring reset is better…