my friends call me dan

Another day another stomach ache bc anxiety

I have been invited to my coworker’s 70th birthday party and I unfortunately can’t go :/ BUT I’m gonna try and make her some good food and a nice card. We’re always talking recipes so you’d think I have a good idea of what to make (I don’t) ((actually wait yes I do))

While kayaking the other week I saw a beaver for the first time. I was so excited, and there were two guys behind me. One of the guys said “you need to follow that, man. That’s your spirit guide right there” and I know he wasn’t talking to me, but I have taken that indirect message to heart. I need to listen to Isn’t It A Pity about this

1-2 times every year I get /really/ into George Harrison’s All Things Must Pass (as it goes). Glad I’m meeting that quota this week. Whenever I’m in a weird mood I HAVE to listen to isn’t it a pity on repeat and stare at the cursor on the computer screen.

Maybe it’s that I’m a new-ish employee, and maybe I’m a party pooper for this, but I am slightly peeved bc my boss wants to throw a party for our IT guy getting married. This is cool, but also birthdays typically go unnoticed, like we rarely celebrate and when we do it feels forced. They’ve been saying they’re gonna buy lunch for our office working all that overtime, but it has once again been put off until sometime after the wedding party. I’m not mad, just truly confused about the party priorities here. And she wants us each to bring a side! I have very few ingredients at home, the party is on payday 😪

Adventures in psychological warfare at the city job - there has been a beeping sound all day and it’s been making my eye twitch. This sound is normal but today it’s a little more noticeable for whatever reason. I’m certain it’s an AC fan tbh, so maybe it’s on maximum overdrive bc it’s hot out. Regardless, two coworkers have asked me if I hear it too

Saw i love boosters over the weekend and I need to see it at least 2 more times, at different times of the day, so I can gather all my thoughts. We went to the late showing so by the time we reached the end I was FIGHTING to stay awake. This has nothing to do with the integrity of the movie, theaters just happen to be the perfect napping environment :/ Honestly, I have napped through a lot of movies

It’s pride month, I’m manifesting quitting my job this week, I’m nearly done knitting a cute hat, let’s see how it all goes down