You are ready now to admit that this isn't quite what you imagined. Part of you thought that this would be something you had to work at staying true to. That you'd always find a reason to go back to underwear, back to nudity, back to your safe little porn habit. So it's come as a shock, that you fell so easily, came so quickly, continue to return for your tiny little fix of Rationed Passion, every day you can. You want to pull away, right now, to the cheap thrill of the curve of bust or bum, hip or thigh. And you do so mindful that your poor, susceptible mind is just going to get more addled with fully clothed denial conditioning. You can't help yourself now. Actually, you don't want to be helped out of this rather odd little addiction. Because it just feels so good. And if it feels good, and respects women, and makes you tingle like the horny, slutty little puppy you are ... well that is nothing to be ashamed of, is it?