wormy

Looking at Zane is just like. You will experience a profound loneliness that no one will ever be able to understand or truly empathize with. You will experience a love so full and rich your heart will never truly falter and you will never yearn for anything. You will know pain and fear and emptiness on such a level that you will never fully return back to who you once were. You will know devotion and joy and kindness that will never abandon you even if all seems dark. Your emotions run wide and deep and you are in a life raft and it will simultaneously be the greatest experience and worst nightmare of you existence.

You will die young and it will hurt. You will live forever and it will be beautiful. You are never ready for death but you are always prepared to die. Your dreams are prophetic but your nightmares are trauma compounding trying to process and you can't tell the difference between the two. You will live happily ever after. It's all going to leave you one day. Thank you. I'm sorry.