daydreaming about real love

i don’t watch succession but i’m happy for you guys or sorry that happened

we’re all boring to someone, annoying to someone, ugly to someone, but it’s not that deep

full of hate and malice...you know how it is with me...

sorry but I am not subscribing to our society's disgusting obsession with youth. when I turn 30 I'm going to be really happy and throw a party and be elated at how much I will have grown by then, the same way I did when I turned 10 and celebrated finally being 'double digits'. When I turn 40 I will be ecstatic. There are good and bad things about every age but there is no way my 20s are going to be the best years of my life because I am still barely getting to know myself. By 30 I hope to be very well-acquainted

in order to be possessed you need to have empty places inside of you, but if you are full of things, then the thing will just wrap itself all around it and it will be a haunting instead

so much of the experience of being human basically boils down to feeling an aching desire for something ephemeral and sublime which you cannot name, and then instead on somehow acting on that desire you go to bed because the animal needs sleep

Thank you for engaging in the mortifying ordeal of being known so that I may partake in the euphoric experience of knowing you.

not sexually attracted to this guy not aesthetically attracted to him but a secret third thing

I haven't yet found a simple word for "I have a desperate desire to argue with him until I have unpicked his entire brain"

All Quiet On The Frontal Lobe

I like to fuck around and waste time for at least ~6-10 hours per day, and let me tell you, that really puts some pressure on your schedule. you have no idea how busy I am

ceo of being weird by myself in my bedroom.

sometimes im like…..what is the point of all this ??? and then i hang out with the people i love, and for a brief moment, i see