N0IZ

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"Play Rhyme with me!"

DNI: anyone below 21, RQs, non-traumagenics. I block freely otherwise.

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Alias: Noiz or N0IZ

Age: 21+.

Interests: way too many to name. DMMD is one of them. You'll have to interact and see. I smoke medical cannabis, and I drink on occasion.

Boundaries: Follows, Asks, DMs, Tagging, Reblogging are OK as long as you are 21+! Use THEY / THEM / HE / HIM pronouns for me. I will NOT follow back from this blog.

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Blog Contents: Dramatical Murder posting / reblogs, yearning for love, whatever the fuck I feel like essentially. I made special tags to filter any unwanted content.

I do have memories/dreams of being Noiz. I call it source, but I'm unsure if I label myself as anything in particular other than the host of a system.

Blog Tags: [ruffrabbit] = intoxicated thoughts, [piercemyheart] = love posts / yearning

It's been rather rough. Things don't feel like they're going anywhere, even though I know logically that I'm making progress. Well, technically some alters of mine have been out more frequently in an attempt to help the body out, because lately I haven't seen much point in taking care of myself. We've been switching multiple times a day again. These new meds my doctor put me on make me feel awful. I was only fronting very briefly yesterday, but I had a bad time.

All I want to do is lock myself away, to isolate, but that's not going to help anything. The world is loud for me right now. I need a quiet place to stay for a while, where I can do as I please until I'm ready to hop back out. My room has been my sanctuary lately because I can kind of shut out my immediate vicinity.

Today's a rough day. One of the days where I want to shatter the mirror, where I can't look. I'm tired. Maybe this body's folks were right, maybe no one can stay near a freak of my kind. Maybe I'll die alone in the end, like they keep hoping. Maybe I deserve it somehow.

Chloroform boy, where have you been...?

Why did you take out your facial piercings again?

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