starrrywrites

one little dream at night and i can dream all day

a newly appointed field scribe goes on her first field assignment on the surface after living in a bunker for so many years. what she finds, is in search of herself.

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(an au loosely based off of littlemoodswings' fic "army dreamers" and a year-long wip of if lucy and norman were raised in the brotherhood like maximus)

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tbh im not the best with reading namaz or specific duas, but i do feel very connected to God and the universe. 2024 was easily one of the worst years of my life, but i still felt extremely spiritually connected. once i met my fiancé last year, it felt like everything id gone through was for a reason and that he was sent to me for a reason.

as much as i didnt want to admit it, i wanted to find my other half and experience love. i think the intensity of all the feelings i felt in 2024 (both simultaneously incredibly negative but also hopeful) were so earnest that our paths finally crossed. like there was no other choice but for us to meet. it feels meant to be – like our entire lives we were just waiting for each other and we finally were put together. so many things with us feel like fate, and if i typed them all the list would go on for so long (even the people in our lives think its freaky how similar we are and how parallel our lives have been lool).