I know I don’t really come on here anymore but I just need to jot down how scared I am right now that I’m actually pregnant. I’m on birth control and he always uses a condom but with my irregular period I kind of never really know when my “period” is. I’m having a whole bunch of symptoms that could either be pms stuff or it could be pregnancy. I tested yesterday and it was negative but I’m not even due for a period yet for a few more days so it could be a false negative. He’s definitely supportive and told me he would go buy me another pregnancy test if I’m still having symptoms in the next few days and I still haven’t started by period. But it’s just kind of nerve-wracking. Especially since being pregnancy is the last thing either one of us wants at this point. I am literally just now about to have my 90 day evaluation at my new job where I can apply to insurance through them. I’ve been waiting on this insurance to get an endometrial biopsy so they’ll pay for an endometrial ablation and getting my tubes tied. So clearly I’m like trying to avoid ever being pregnant and this would just be the cherry on top of a stressful couple of months full of tests and diagnoses.
