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(will add things as I remember them lol)

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name: mel

age: 32

gender: transmasc-nonbinary (he/they pronouns)

sexuality: demisexual, panromantic, preferably t4t and monogamous

religion/spirituality: pantheist pagan @sophoriel

dream/doorway aesthetic blog @walmartdisco

secondary blog @mothghosts

I have CPTSD and autism

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what I hate (in no particular order)

trump (duh)

terfs/radfems

racists

anti-choice advocates, so-called "prolife"

fascists

Christian nationalists

antisemitics

people who support the actions of Israel

islamophobes

people who try to argue or dictate other people's identity within the LGBT community (or stir up drama in general, etc)

(will add as I remember things)

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my creechurs:

- Spooky Beans (male, 5 yrs, black) aka The Best Little Bean

- Sweet Potato Pie (male, 2 yrs, orange tabby) aka Mister Bug (he eats them), Tater, Tatteroo, Baby Tate, etc. (a lad of many titles)

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games I play:

- Animal Crossing (need cherries and peaches for my orchard)

- Pokemon (working on Home Pokedex, lacking those last few extra-extra-rare ones. would LOVE a Celebi, it's my all-time favorite)

- Tears of the Kingdom (I have BOTW but I struggle with it for some reason idk)

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things I watch on youtube:

- animal stuff (vet/rescue/docs)

- reactions to tv shows/movies

- history and culture documentaries

- people recording their visits to foreign countries, trying new foods and learning new things for the first time

- clips from tv shows so I don't have to watch the whole thing

- smosh tntl/podcasts

- classic vine compilations

- sometimes tiktoks if they have the right vibe

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favorite movies:

- lord of the rings/the hobbit (the durins should've lived and I can't handle the fact that richard armitage played thorin as closeted/in love....rings of power is a very strange adaptation and the only reason I keep watching is those gay little hobbit girlies and their pet wizard)

- only lovers left alive (idk why I want to watch it over and over, I guess for the soundtrack and the vibes?? it's so weird and cool idk)

- moana (I'm not normally into disney but I really like this and I hope the third movie is good)

- the last unicorn (if they make a live action and it's not good I'm gonna put a curse on somebody is2g)

- what we do in the shadows (the TV show kinda disappointed me at the end but the movie is always fun to watch)

paranormal activity (they're not scary but they're fun and I really like the third one)

sinister (something about the found footage and the music/sounds really gets me creeped out)

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favorite tv shows:

- house md (should've been gayer but I say that about everything)

- it's always sunny (they're so funny and terrible and I get the weirdest gender envy from charlie)

- lucifer (I'm really into theology/mythology and this is an interesting take on things)

- friends (should've been less fatphobic, phoebe and joey should've ended up together)

- anne with an e (shouldn't have been canceled, I don't get why none of the adaptations ever go into her college/adulthood)

- once upon a time (corny and cringe but surprisingly entertaining)

- the orville (did not expect to enjoy this but I keep watching it)

- the mighty boosh (obscure british absurdist comedy, I am deeply obsessed with naboo the enigma. also there is an undiscussed secret drama of why the main duo in the show stopped being friends IRL, normally I'm not a celeb gossiper but I have theories about this and I am very convinced)

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favorite anime:

- bleach (obsessed since college 2012, haven't watched final arc yet because I will dive back into one of the most intense hyperfixations I've ever had in my life and I'm not ready for it lmao, I shipped literally everybody and had pages and pages of detailed notes for fanfictions I never even wrote)

- apothecary diaries (I could happily watch it over and over, not spoiling myself with the manga)

- my next life as a villainess (surprisingly good and wholesome bi harem dating sim isekai, wish there was more of it)

- rascal does not dream (also surprisingly good and wholesome, romantic comedy with some really deep and sad stuff, made me full on sob at one point but I keep watching it anyway

- sugar apple fairy tale (not a fan of the age difference but the story is interesting)

- kotaru lives alone (he's just a baby and he's been through so much ughghgh he's so cute)

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favorite books:

- strange the dreamer/muse of nightmares (wish I owned some nice hardcovers of these)

- pretty much everything by Alice Hoffman

- warrior cats (I lost track of the names and lineages in the books after a certain point and haven't read them in a few years but I've had a secret warrior cat name for every cat I've ever owned lol)

I mostly stick with fanfic tbh, the Compulsions demand that I read about the same people falling in love in different ways until I make myself sick of it and move on to the next pairing

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