oh you know, the sun must set to rise

*   warning   :   may  contain  spoilers  for  episodes  one  through  ten .

‘  if  you  were  me ,  you  wouldn’t  be  such  a  fucking  asshole .  ’

‘  the  world  out  there  has  teeth  and  it  is  hungry  and  it  is  stupid  and  it eats  and  eats  mindlessly .  ’

‘  you  listen  to  your  gut .  even  if  it  makes  them  hate  you .  ’

‘  i  am  a  dream  and  so  are  you  and  so  are  we .  ’

‘  you  are  a  looker ,  aren’t  you ?  ’

‘  honey ,  someone’s  in  the  house .  ’

‘  i’m  dreaming ,  right ?  ’

‘  i  just  need  a  little  time  away .  it’s  nothing  more  than  that .  ’

‘  you’re  saying  it  was  an  accident ,  so  you  accidentally  put  your  hand  through  a  mirror ?  ’

‘  i’m  scared .  that’s  all  i  am .  there  is  nothing  else .  i’m  only  scared .  ’

‘  do  you  think  there’s  something  wrong  with  me ?  like ,  really  wrong ?  ’

‘  it’s  alright ,  sugar .  it’s  just  a  dream  —  just  a  screaming  meemie .  ’

‘  we  yield  to  it  or  we  fight  it ,  but  we  cannot  meet  it  halfway .  ’

‘  i  seldom  am  well  behaved .  ’

‘  i  enjoyed  the  conversation ,  but  i’m  gonna  say  goodnight .  ’

‘  did  you  just  punch  me  in  the  boob ?  ’

‘  just  enjoy  me .  i’m  loving  you .  ’

‘  i  wouldn’t  have  changed  a  thing .  i  need  you  to  know  that .  ’

‘  forgiveness  is  warm  like  a  tear  on  a  cheek .  ’

‘  i  loved  you  completely  and  you  loved  me  the  same .  ’

‘  that’s  all .  the  rest  is  confetti .  ’

‘  forgive  a  girl  for  being  lonely .  ’

‘  there’s  nothing  sadder  than  a  cold  bed .  ’

‘  journey’s  end  when  lovers  meet .  ’

‘  journeys  don’t  end ,  not  if  you  love  someone .  they  don’t  end  at  all .  ’

‘  probably  best  you  didn’t  say  anything  to  them .  ’

‘  i’m  asking  you  to  love  me  hard  for  the  next  few  minutes .  ’

‘  i’m  gonna  jump  and  i’m  asking  you  to  hold  my  hand  while  i’m  falling .  ’

‘  i  have  something  that  i  have  to  tell  you ,  but  i  need  you  to  remember  when  i  do  that  i  love  you .  ’

‘  i  wish  i  would’ve  loved  you  better .  ’

‘  pandas  don’t  like  macaroni .  ’

‘  i’m  just  floating  in  this  ocean  of  nothing  and  i  wonder  if  this  is  it ,  this  is  what  death  is .  ’

‘  i  wonder  if  this  is  what  death  is ,  just  out  there  in  the  darkness ,  just  darkness  and  numbness  and  alone .  ’

‘  i  wondered  if  that’s  what  they  felt ,  just  numb  and  nothing  and  alone .  ’

‘  he  was  a  light  in  the  darkness .  he  was  a  life  preserver  in  the  ocean .  ’  

‘  i  reached  for  him  because  i  had  to  feel  something .  i  had  to  feel  anything .  ’

‘  god ,  i’m  so  glad  i  did  it  though .  thank  god  it  worked .  ’

‘  i  felt  scared .  so  fucking  scared .  ’

‘  honestly  i  had  to  do  it  because  it  felt  better  than  feeling  nothing .  ’

‘  that  thorough  fucking  shame  was  so  much  better  than  that  horrible  empty  feeling .  ’

‘  you  have  to  live .  ’

‘  i  don’t —  i  don’t  know  how  to  do  this  without  you .  ’

‘  i  learned  a  secret  :  there  is  no  without .  i  am  not  gone .  i  am  scattered  into  so  many  pieces ,  sprinkled  on  your  life  like  new  snow .  ’

‘  when  we  die ,  we  turn  into  stories  and  every  time  someone  tells  one  of  those  stories  it’s  like  we’re  still  here .  ’

‘  we’re  all  stories  in  the  end .  ’

‘  you’re  supposed  to  protect  me ,  but  you  say  the  meanest  things  to  me  when  i  try  to  tell  you  things .  ’

‘  that  was  really  wild  stuff .  ’

‘  that  was  really  wild  stuff  considering  you  were  asleep  for ,  what ,  like…  ninety-nine  percent  of  it ?  ’

‘  i’m  sorry .  i  should  have  made  more  of  an  effort  with  you .  ’

‘  you  tried  the  best  that  you  could .  i  should’ve  met  you  halfway .  ’

‘  people  fuck  up .  i  guess  you  don’t  get  that  —  you  really  don’t  get  it  until  you  fuck  up .  really  fuck  up .  ’

‘  i  felt…  nothing .  just  nothing .  and  it  spread  everywhere  in  me ,  this  nothing ,  until  i  couldn’t  feel  anything  anymore .  i  was  just  this  dark ,  empty  black  hole .   ’

This is my favourite thing

I’m finding it difficult to find memes for nonverbal characters ( be they mute, or just not fond of talking ) so I thought I’d make a few!

Neutral

☝️ Tap my muse on the shoulder

👉 Point to something for my muse to see

🤙 Bump into my muse

😊 Sit down next to my muse

🤨 Sit down across from my muse

📓 Push/Slide [an object] across a table to my muse

✍️ Pass my muse a note

🙄 Roll their eyes at my muse

🚪 Tap on a table/door/wall/chair to get my muse’s attention without speaking

Aggressive

🐺 Growl at my muse

😬 Snarl/show teeth at my muse

😠 Death Glare at my muse

🙌 Push/Shove my muse

👊 Punch my muse

👖 Kick my muse in the shin

👠 Stomp on my muse’s foot

😵 Knee my muse in the gut

💀 Knee my muse in the groin

🔪 Point a weapon at my muse

🖕 Flip my muse the bird/a similar gesture

👔 Roughly pull my muse down by the collar

💢 Bang on a door/wall/table to get my muse’s attention- angrily

Angst

👩‍⚕️ Put pressure on my muse’s wound

🌡 Push my muse down to give them medical attention

🥣 Bring my muse soup/medicine when they are sick

🤢 Hold my muse’s hair back/Rub my muse’s back while they are sick/throwing up

👐 Hold my muse when they are badly wounded/dying

👁 Wake my muse up during a nightmare

🐱 Hold my muse after a nightmare

😭 Hold my muse when they are crying

😢Touch my muse’s shoulder while they are crying in secret

💧 Wipe away my muse’s tears

💥 Try to calm my muse during an overwhelming emotional moment

⛈ Find my muse after some kind of trauma

Soft

👕 Tug on my muse’s sleeve/shirt/skirt

🐈 Lean against my muse’s side

🤝 Hold my muse’s hand

🤗 Pull my muse into a hug

🐕 Rest their head on my muse’s shoulder/knee

🐶 Nuzzle my muse with their nose [specify a location]

✋ Touch the back of my muse’s hand

🤝 Reach for my muse’s hand to hold it

👗 Fix/Straighten my muse’s clothes

😴 Stand by the bed to see if my muse will let you under the covers with them

🛌 Crawl under the covers with my muse

🥪 Set a plate/tray/bowl of food down for my muse

😚 Kiss my muse on the cheek

Playful

🌸 Put a flower in my muse’s hair

✨ Playfully shove my muse’s shoulder

💃 Pull my muse onto a dance floor/up to dance

🤞 Come up beside them and tap the shoulder opposite where they’re standing

😈 Jump out of the shadows to scare/startle my muse

😛 Stick their tongue out at my muse

😱 Make a silly face at my muse

🤭 Tickle my muse

👃 Poke my muse’s nose

💪 Pick my muse up

Sensual/Sexual

💘 Pull my muse in for a rough kiss

💕 Pull my muse in for a tender kiss

💞 Pull my muse in for a messy/desperate kiss

💖 Lean in to give my muse a sweet/chaste kiss

❤️ Lean in to give my muse a tender kiss

🔥 Pull my muse down by the collar/by their clothes - in a sexy way

😉 Pull my muse in by the hips

😲 Smack my muse’s butt

💋 Kiss my muse’s neck

👌 Push my muse down and give them a massage

👙 Pull [an article of clothing] off my muse

👀 Push my muse down on the bed

[Random Number Generator can be found here]

with a broken arm

with a broken leg

dehydrated

with a concussion

with a stab wound

hungover

after a bar fight

with the flu

with (a) broken rib(s)

with sore muscles

after falling down the stairs

with a twisted ankle

blinded temporarily

with ringing ears

with a burn

after running into a door

out in the cold without warm clothes

covered in blood

overly exhausted

after a nightmare

after losing part/all of their memory

with a black eye

who are you?  .. the devil? 

i remember the night of my 21st birthday. 

that was the first time i died. 

(name)? hello, (name), wake up sunshine. 

whats the matter, you pussy? you get one little baby tap from a nightclub bouncer and you go to sleep on me? 

i already told you, he don’t look so good. 

(name)’s gonna rip my nuts off.

oh man. man, we screwed the pooch on this one, (name).

you know what (name) is like. you don’t collect, best not come home.

maybe he’ll be nice, because it’s (name)’s birthday.

the guys a piranha, (name), he wouldn’t know ‘nice’ if it smacked him upside the head with a 50 lb sledgehammer.

we gotta get a plan. 

i mean, (name) was adamant, right? 

maybe. but we gotta get there, first. 

hold onto your lunch! 

hahahah, christ, (name), you’re gonna kill us! 

i told you they were coming. i heard the sirens. didn’t i say i heard the sirens? 

you hear sirens in your sleep, (name). 

two jobs in one night, like we’re slaves or something. 

c’mon, load up and help me out! 

take your time! don’t worry about us getting our heads BLOWN off! 

hoo hoo, they got new uniforms! did you see those new uniforms they got? pretty sharp! 

you wanna drive straight, i can’t get a bead! 

i am driving straight. you shoot straight! 

waste the guy on the left, i’ve got the one trailing! 

what the fuck is this? they knew we were coming! i say ambush! am-fucking-bush!

oh god .. it hurts! 

hey, i’m dying over here! 

jesus. i wouldn’t wanna do that again.

these pants cost me 400 bucks over at sals. now they got blood stains all over them. 

some fuckin’ 21st birthday for you, huh? here. got you a present.

now this looks real bad. real bad. go find out whats going on, and get the hell out of here. 

that’s like asking a goddamned shark to share its dinner.

you ever got that loan you applied for?

how can he still be standing?

you know, you been a pain in my ass since the day i met you.

he’s just a parasite. wants to bleed me dry. 

i saw him! he came out of the window! down there – he’s going towards the cemetery! 

where is he? i don’t see him no more. 

darkness will fall.

hey, don’t shoot me, son.

i live here. smells like satans bunghole, but it beats freezing to death. 

yeah, nice place, angel statue and everything.

there’s a gate at the north end. they got a lock on it, though. 

through you, i will display my power. through you, i am born.

you are nothing but my puppet.

i’ve heard people complain that life is unpredictable. 

what happened to me today, thats why i need you, (name).

you’re the only one i can count on.

he put his boys out to look for you.

i steer clear of that little rat like he had the bubonic plague. what the hell did you do? 

money was involved. i was unconscious at the time. 

it aint fair, man. that asshole wont let me play my harmonica spot unless i give him a couple hundred bucks.

big guy, he’s always hanging here, goes by the name of (name). 

you just gotta know how to persuade a guy. wait here.

i never would say this to no one, but you’ve got a good heart.

i wouldn’t put much stock into crack-pot theories like that. 

stay in the shadows, (name). 

happy birthday, rat face. 

are you okay, babe? you’re being kinda quiet. 

i’ve got a real problem, (name). 

(name) isn’t a teddybear. he’s a fucking psychopath, and he’s gonna kill me.

kill you? what are you talking about? what exactly do you do for (name) anyway? 

i’m .. i’m a contract killer. i, uh, kill people, for (name). i meant to tell you. i just didn’t know how.

what? are you nuts? you are nuts. this is just like you. 

lets take one day off from ‘fucked up.’ 

lets just sit here for a while. okay?

are you cold, (name)? god, it’s freezing in here.

i heard about what happened tonight. i don’t need to point out to you that this is a bad situation.

this has been one messy afternoon. 

you get yourself over here, but tread lightly. 

i’m about to get my ass handed to me by a very nasty scumbag. 

i do this only for you because of who your father was. 

make sure no one sees you. i’ll leave the backdoor entrance to the kitchen open.

ah! you got the wrong guy! please! stop! 

you turned out to be a real motherfucker, (name).

(name) knows everyone’s business, but what keeps him alive is that he never, ever chooses a side. 

too bad there’s a war coming.

i heard you coming from a block away. those expensive italian shoes make you sound like a fuckin’, bull-elephant. 

fuckin’ cops, all i need now, huh? 

always, always, they gotta call me when i’m eatin’ dinner. 

good enough. what happened to you tonight? 

i wish the hell i knew, (name). i don’t know. 

next thing i know, i’ve got the 5th italian cavalry riding my ass. 

you know me, i never choose sides. whatever the problem is, its up to you and (name) to solve it.

i wouldn’t put it past him to throw (name) on your ass.

if i were the kind of man to be involved in things like this, i’d take down (name), and pull all his merchandise out of the building. but i’m not, see? 

ah, fuck. the cops. this is why i don’t get involved. get back inside. 

i got too many fucking people asking him questions. 

and now i’ve got a lot of cleaning up to do. all because you don’t know how to play dead! 

but you’re gonna be in the ground, (name). sooner or later. it makes no difference to me.

i used to come to these piers pretty often. most of the time it was to fit some poor asshole with a pair of concrete boots.. people don’t swim so good wearing boots. 

the best way to (name)’s heart is through his ribcage with a meat cleaver. 

one clean shot and he’s dead!

i guess it would depend on the moose.

what say you slip me a couple of bucks, hey? i gotta take a train. 

yeah, nice try. you tell him. 

well. (name) took the evening off. i’m the new guy.

this human is evil. 

lets kill a commie! 

they burn, (name). all the little ones. such delicate torture of the body and soul.

its kinda like being rescued from a shark attack by a grizzly bear.

there was no warning. we only heard the sound of gunfire.

that was our home, (name).

i don’t know what to do or feel about it. all i know is that it’s evil.

it’s a terrible thing, sweetie. it’s a terrible thing. 

they say you can still hear the cries of the dead and the dying as you sleep.

you are going straight to hell, you know that, mister? 

he had this bad habit of killing the wrong people all the time. 

(name) threw him under the train down there.

i wouldn’t hang out around here if i was you, pal. i mean, there is somethin’ that just ain’t right about this place.

human flesh.. festers. 

when you kill for a living, life’s only precious when you’re staring down the barrel of a gun – or someone you care about is.

(name) can have my life, my possessions, anything i own. anything, except you. anything! 

remembering something, (name)?

finish your soup, (name), be thankful.

did you feel that? it got so cold, all of a sudden.

this will be a night to remember.

too late, (name), love dies.

learn that you are my puppet! now watch this.

fuck you! why are you doing this! 

be still and watch! 

okay .. please don’t kill me.

your flesh is mine. your will is mine.

whats the matter? don’t know your ass from your elbow with all that demon shit?

you see a happy ending here? you figure you got something to bargain with me? 

we hurt you, you hurt us, like some fuckin’ game we’re playing here. 

she’s mine! 

and when blood takes from blood, someone always pays. so now, i take from you.

(name), this is not your fault.

awww, what did they do to (name)? 

she was a burden. this is freedom. 

where are you going? 

no, (name), this is not your time. 

no! cannot! must not! 

we shall spend eternity together.

you wronged me, (name). you betrayed my gift.

you should not be here. 

i would like to do some mischief! 

i think i got it.

hell has no form. it bends to my whim. 

this is my dream.. for you.

the sun grows ever darker.

the flame of life shall be put into shadow. 

all men are cattle.

you’re giving away our position, you idiot!

you’re with that other yank, aren’t you? 

bit of a sticky wicket, ey? 

can’t tell you much. need to know basis. 

i’ve seen things down there that would make grown men cry.

maybe this place isn’t a place at all.

i mean, i’m supposed to be dead. 

i think i’m in hell.

go back, or be lost forever. worse than hell! nothing can come of this. turn away!

nothing for you here!

its a lie, (name).

i, on that familiar hill, saw with uncomprehending eyes a hundred sunsets spill their fresh and sanguine sacrifice. 

i know there are a lot of things you’re not going to understand, but you have to trust me.

(name) is a living thing. it’s some kind of a creature, old as time. 

it needs a host, i guess. 

i messed up, (name), i brought it into the family. i didn’t realize it would do this to us.

everything happened here, (name), this is where it all began.

how do i stop this? and how do i get out?

listen. there might be a way to control it.

promise me that you’ll go find them.

it’ll lie to protect itself. just keep going, don’t look back.

go no further, (name). 

anyone who says the subway is dangerous never sat in the back of a yellow cab.. going the wrong way.. at ninety miles an hour.. through the midtown tunnel.. with a guy who can’t speak a lick of english.