lets breed in the saw bathroom

Lawrence Gordon who has been sick his whole life but learned to hold it in and push it down until it flooded into his lungs. He convinces himself that he doesn’t have it, he forgets what it felt like before, deludes himself into thinking that he’s perfectly healthy. And then he meets Adam and suddenly he can breathe. He has to leave behind this man who’s more important to him than Adam could ever even know. A few days after he exits the bathroom Lawrence vomits up flower petals and he knows that Adam is dead

Mark Hoffman with familial Hanahaki who starts coughing up flowers after the death of the only person he ever really cared about. He does his best to hide it at work and around people but there’s only so much one man can take and the police start to find dead flower petals at Jigsaw crime scenes. Amanda goes after him ruthlessly about it but John tells her off for it. She can’t even imagine what having the disease is doing to Mark and she’ll never have to. She and John Kramer will die at the same time.

One day Amanda goes into the warehouse and sees Mark, thinking he’s alone, hunched over a desk, trying to pull a foot long vine out of his throat. It finally dislodges with a trail of spit and blood and Mark collapses onto his elbows, coughing and choking, and gagging.

it’s the most horrifying thing she has ever seen.

Amanda Young who has found somewhere that she can exist freely for the first time in her life. Doing everything for John and becoming more and more frustrated when she can’t help him, feeling like she’s failing him. Amanda who starts to check her mouth every day for flowers crushed between her teeth, Amanda who slits her thighs and has started to look for flowers in the wounds, terrified of the day that she might find any.

John Kramer who knew what his lifestyle would do to his and Jill’s relationship and did it anyway. He’s dying of cancer, what more could Hanahaki do to him? Jill never suffers any symptoms. John never stopped loving her. She must suffer the guilt of having her husband be dying not from one fatal disease, but two. One of which she feels responsible for.

yay

44. You get a free pass to kill anyone, who is it? Honestly probably no one. I'm trying to think of an answer but i'm just not built like that. (like the obvious answer is someone in power who makes others lives worse, but these nasty people have so many people working under them, killing one wouldn't do anything)

46. Favourite holiday film? The films i watch on holidays aren't classified as "holiday" but the ones i watch every year is Cabaret (1972) and Legally Blonde The Musical.