hi, you can call me squish/squishy! this is the blog where i finally admit the kinks i'm into LOL. it's my spot to be horny, it's MY playroom, take it or leave it ❤❤❤
so, what do i like? tl;dr: i loooooove sickfics but i really like the dirty ones :3c
to be more detailed... look below. 👀
PLEASE do not click unless you're prepared for Dead Dove: Do Not Eat territory after the first section hahaha
— what i’m into ❤️❤️❤️ —
first, the "normal" ones:
whump & hurt/comfort (i looooove stories about sickies and people taking care of them)
snz kink
humiliation (nothing TOO extreme)
light petplay (wearing collars, being a good boy <3)
dacryphilia (a bit)
hypnosis
spanking
fics/stories/art about these things 👌👌👌
good? great.
you can go now.
unless... 😉 you wanna know the "gross" stuff.
WARNING: here's the Dead Dove stuff i warned you about, if ye be brave (or horny) enough:
belly noises (particularly upset tummy noises, but hungry ones are also cute)
this includes: gassy/bloated/rumbling bellies
emetophilia
messing/omo/pantypoop (mostly messing tho)
messing in diapers
SOME hyperscat
giant/giantess (if the giant/ess is embarrassed about their size and they have destructive bodily functions)
farts/farting (holding in farts is also MMMM good)
desperation (pee & poop desperation, holding it until you’re about to burst 🥵💦💦💦)
belching/burping (mostly if it's accompanied by a noisy belly or fullness)
rubbing someone's upset tummy 🥺
pooping in places that aren't toilets (outside, in a trash can, basically when someone can't make it to a bathroom and has to make do with what's around them)
SOME vore (nonlethal)
a bit of stuffing/feederism (the idea of feeding someone as a sign of love and affection warms my heart... but then i like the idea of them getting an upset tummy from being overfed :3)
and finally...
— what i’m NOT into 🚫🚫🚫 —
scat that involves eating (NO THANK YOU, nope, that's where i draw the line)
anything involving minors
snuff
NO FEET
Fandom list is right here!!! Please talk to me about my hyperfixation! Please!
anyway, in case you couldn’t tell by now, this IS a fetish blog. an ADULT fetish blog. **no users under 18 here, AT ALL. PLEASE DNI!!!** i would be more comfortable if you're 21+, though.
NOTE: I WILL DO MY BEST TO TAG ALL CONTENT. if you're only here for a specific fetish/fandom, please use your filters liberally! i'm considering a tag for the more "hardcore" stuff as an umbrella tag
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so who else is really fucking upset about thisvid removing all the good content (aka the scat)????? they really moved on it so fucking fast, too
i'm mad at myself for not taking time to save my favorites. like this really good one i found recently of someone rubbing a guy's growling tummy while he's on the toilet with diarrhea. they massage different parts of his belly, which then growls even louder and after a few seconds he lets out a huge, explosive fart. that was top-tier content. that's the literal shit i'm there for. and i didn't take time to save it because i've been busy with a million other things. and now it's gone!!!
i already have such a difficult time finding stuff that i like, something that actually gets me off, and now it's gonna be like 1000000x more difficult. i'm so mad that censorship is getting worse and worse. yeah, it starts with scat, but they'll find a reason to ban more and more stuff, even the "vanilla" things. no kink is safe. we're in purity hell
also as i mentioned in the tags a few posts ago i'm extra angry because lately i've jerked 4 different times for SEVERAL HOURS without being able to finish. eventually i get so sleepy and the fact that i'm trying to visualize something in my mind and have to close my eyes for it makes it harder for me to not fall asleep. i am desperate. i need some fucking help.
ughhhhh. why can't everyone have the same niche interests i do? why can't the internet be cooler about people and poop. like c'mon.
*barks because han is sick with a cold for like the fourth time in six months and now it seems like the other boys are getting it but i neeed to see clips of him from govball sneezing or rubbing his nose or SOMETHING cmon there had to be SOME moments when he did something cute like that*
*and yeah i saw that someone has footage of minho sneezing BUT WE ALWAYS SEE HIM SNEEZE, please, han, why do you hide your cute face????? it has to be intentional at this point*
hello. this thought has been rattling around in my head for a hot minute now and i need to say it out loud lest i block my penis off with a shotgun. just, gassy bloated achey and just a lil whiney paul. yknow, he does just prefer black coffee, he wants it to wake him up, but theres another reason why he never gets any milk or cream- as hes aged, it was around turning thirty that his body started to fuss about food more, made him sensitive, eventually reaching a point he forwent the occasional splash of cream in his coffee. hes not complaining really, hes never been a sweets kinda guy anyways. issue is, hes also an awkward man, and sometimes this bites him in the ass
hes out with bill n alice, he begged paul to come and help him, and paul relented as long as it was somewhere he wouldnt mind spending a while at. and it was fine, mostly, they went to a lil art museum, paul got to appreciate lots of pots and bowls. however, one hiccup- up front was a lil cafe type spot, next to the gift shop, and theyd all picked up some before going around. and very quickly, as bill and alice struggled to find where they both wanted to be, paul was handed off their drinks, barely any sips taken from either as they squabbled. paul wanted to just toss them, but the trash all had signs saying no liquid, and the anxiety under his skin made his choice- just drink them yourself, and toss the cups. technically they both got decaf, so he should he fine caffeine wise, its just.... bill drinks coffee out of habit, so he valued taste, and alice drank the husk of what one could call coffee around all the caramel. they were both loaded with milk, but paul was too anxious to dump them in the bathroom or stray from the woodwards to find a proper dump. by the time hes finally free of staring at paintings and being a weird third wheel to an strained family moment, hes Feeling it. hes so so damn glad he drove himself here and didnt carpool with bill, he doesnt know how he wouldve handled the others hearing the roaring sound of his bubbling stomach
he finally gets home, eager to sit down and give emma a lil keychain from the gift shop. she likes it, but also hears the cauldron that is her boyfriends stomach, his stomach rounder than usual and gurgling. she knows about his sensitivity, it had to come to light at some point living together, but shes never been witness to it. he goes off to bed, failing to hide a wince as he begins to cramp. and emma, both concerned if hes okay and curious to see him like rhis, follows. auagaghh im high sometjinf sometjhing Tummy rubs kisses he farts so bad she sucks his clit and he whines and apologizes and cums. pathetic gassy twink whos just fulla noises front n back . i need things down to that mans hole fucking expeditious
You making me like Paul even more dude what th he'll this is peak.
Move Emma it's my fucking turn /silly
But yeah Emma is quickly discovering that seeing Paul squirming so much and being all whiney and pathetic is doing something to her. Making her feel extra normal.
She uses the excuse that she only likes the humiliation, that she likes to see him squirm and cry and that she doesn't care about his adorable noisy belly or his farts but she quickly stops lying to herself and admitting that she's just a gross fuck.
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can i admit something here. it's like. really personal LOL. but also somewhat kink related? this is gonna be a lot of fuckin rambling, sorry
so. i got into omorashi a long time ago (thanks to a fandom that you'd think wouldn't have omorashi in it) and started wetting myself for fun every now and then. then i got into messing and only did that a few times since i didn't live alone (but man it felt good).
but...
somewhere along the line, pissing myself became... not so fun.
because... my pelvic muscles aren't as good as they used to be.
and i've been wearing disposable underwear for almost ten years
i don't know the exact cause. i think it was after switching depression meds. because, seemingly out of nowhere, i suddenly started having nighttime incontinence... i didn't think it was related to my meds at the time, so i just stayed puzzled and confused, being sad that my (then) boyfriend didn't want to share a bed with me as often (we were close to breaking up anyway, i kicked him out a few months later)
i'm seriously afraid no one is going to ever want to be with me because i piss almost EVERY TIME i fall asleep. like 99.999999999% of the time. even if i go to the bathroom before bed. the only times that i don't is if i haven't had enough water that day (so usually only on trips since i don't drink nearly enough of any liquids then).
the underwear is never enough. it's getting more expensive, as is everything else. i have to do laundry all the time to wash all my wet bed sheets. soiled disposable panties gush with absorbed piss drip into my trash can.
and sometimes?
sometimes... more often than i'd like to admit... i'm aware of needing to pee so, so badly. maybe i haven't fallen asleep yet. maybe i woke up but my underwear isn't leaking yet
and... i get lazy.
i let myself go.
i piss right there, moaning quietly as the heat spreads between my thighs. sometimes i have to push it because my (conscious) body is adamant about letting it go. so i push. and push. and i feel it leaking, gushing into the absorbent pad beneath me, letting it out so fast that it starts to crawl up my crack on my backside
and then i'm soaked for the night. and i get a little mad at myself, because maybe i wouldn't have made as big of a mess if i had just gone to the bathroom then come back to bed
but i can't stop it
the feeling of pissing in my disposable underwear is so addicting
i'm already ashamed of not being able to control myself
i'm already so annoyed and humiliated by having to do laundry every day
but it's the one good thing that i've taken away from all of this. i really can't believe it's almost been ten years.
ten years since i feel like part of my freedom has been taken away. because who wants to sleep at a friend's house if you're risking pissing on their couch?
(yes it has happened but it was at a party so i pretended i had drank too much)
idk why i'm venting here
on the one hand, i'm miserable about it. on the other, it makes me so horny
so.
if anyone actually wants a pissy partner who'll soak you during the night... you know who to bug LOL
me eating four slices of pan pizza yesterday when it was fresh: this is so fucking delicious, i'm going to stuff my face with this greasy, extra-cheesy goodness, i want to eat this forever
me today after eating only two slices of reheated pizza that got cold way too fast: oughhhhh... fuuuuck... i can't tell if i need to barf or shit
thankfully the pukey feeling has passed, but oh man, i haven't felt that nauseous in a long time lol
also, before i even ate my pizza tonight, i came home and ripped a pretty small fart in my kitchen that stank a LOT more than i expected... but i've been needing to poop all day, so i guess i shouldn't be surprised. i ripped another one a few minutes later, also pretty small, but the sudden burst of stink was incredible
i still have to poop now, but i'm enjoying the little bit of tummy pressure and the risky game of pushing out insistent gas despite feeling something poking out a little...
i can't wait to see how stinky this gas gets after my stomach's done churning a little more from dinner... also, this feels like it's gonna be a somewhat tough dump. pray for my asshole lol
A rare moment in history 🥹🥳 Especially since he sent on bubble that he has a cold- I hope this means we're getting a lot more content soon, I'm so glad to finally have something to post 🫶
completely unrelated to the previous post but oh my gooooood, han, you just had a cold in february! i hope he feels well enough for the upcoming fan meetings…
though i won’t complain if it leads to some cute sneezes captured on fan videos, or even if he’s just a bit sniffly ❤️
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i’ve been sooooo busy with school stuff, aghh. i know i always randomly pop in and out, i apologize lol
i’ve had some real monsters come out of me in the past month or so. like really big, so big that i’m afraid they’ll clog the toilet. a lot of them have been pretty soft, but some start out hard before the rest of the load comes out of me as soft, lumpy ropes. they stink terribly, and the pre-poop farts are always nasty.
and there are a lot of days that i wake up feeling something solid pressing against my anus, eager to come out. not even in a super urgent way, it’s really just there like “hey whenever you go to the bathroom, you should know that i’m gonna pop out as soon as you push.” my butt is so impatient (or at least my bowels are)!
yesterday i took a pretty big dump in the evening that was soft and easy to push out. it came out in several small pieces, but not like the hard, pebble-like rabbit turds i get often. these were soft, each one maybe a little smaller than a chicken’s egg, and they came out so smoothly, no trouble at all. i’d think i was about to push out a fart but instead a smooth nugget would slide out, gently plopping into the toilet and making a big pile. i was almost proud of the big pile of round nuggets (certainly surprised, because i didn’t even realize how much i was actually shitting).
there really is nothing quite as satisfying as taking a huge, soft dump where it seems like you’ll never stop pushing out shit. you push and push and push and shit comes out every time, easy and smooth. even better if you’re a bit gassy and a lot of your pushes not only produce soft logs but also some little relieving bubblers.
whyyyyyy am i getting constipated so often!!!! agghhh
that’s rhetorical, i know it’s most likely because i’m so stressed LOL
but dang, i just got home after class feeling kind of desperate (having held in my piss all day, i peed before i showered but i already needed to pee again before i left for class), but right when i got to the bathroom, my ass was like AY HOLD ON THIS NEEDS TO COME OUT TOO and suddenly i’m pushing as soon as my ass hits the seat then it starts to fucking stretch me and i actually have to stop and breathe for a second to adjust 😵💫
this one was pretty tough 😭 definitely not the worst but i absolutely wasn’t expecting it… where did this urge come from??? was i so distracted by needing to piss that i didn’t realize i needed to shit too or did my body just decide at the last second “oh we can do this too now, let’s go”
good morning, an unknown source woke me up just before 4 am and i can feel something insistently pressing my asshole. i don’t wanna get up… trying to suck it back doesn’t seem to work. hopefully it won’t try to escape if i fall back asleep, but i might need to be careful later when i’m pushing out my inevitable morning farts (those always feel so big and… full, i guess? i’m not sure how to describe them but those specifically feel really good when i let them out)
… okay, i just felt them come on as i was typing this LOL, i had to be careful because i did feel a bit of movement when i started to relax my hole a little and then actually push
ughhhh i’ve been having big hard poops the past few days… this one feels like more of the same. stop being so big and stretching me out 😫
Please describe the mess they made in their diaper/undies. Please describe the warmth, the speed of the stream, the way it spreads in their clothes. Please describe how hard and big it was and how big of a bulge in made in their bottom, or the sudden sick jolt from their tummy when their butt started to spew like a firehose, and the warm mushy feeling that spread from front to back.
Please describe the look on their face, how hard they tried to hold it, how hard they're pushing now and how obvious it is what their doing despite their best efforts to hide it.
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i had an epiphany of a concept...so yknow how there are remote control vibrators...what if that existed but for, like, bowels
this would definitely involve some kind of futuristic tech, like take a pill with nanobots in it that stimulate the gut by remote control Bluetooth or something, but think about it...dominant controlling their fart submissive in public...
the lowest setting probably would cause some mild stomach upset at most (although leaving it on for long enough would probably cause some movement), raising it more would probably make the submissive have to clench their cheeks a little to keep themselves from farting a little, but once you get up to a higher setting it would basically cause them to fart instantly without being able to hold back...their dominant lulling them into a false sense of security by having it off and then when they least expect it they turn the remote control up and the fart sub starts immediately ripping wet, loud farts, one after the other, the sub praying that nobody around is paying attention (or worse, can smell it)
readmore for scat
The highest setting would definitely cause immediate bowel movements and if the sub isnt close to a toilet theyd probably shit their pants/panties right then and there 😵💫 and if its on that setting long enough it would just keep going until theres not a single bit of excrement left inside their gut...
no really please i need some good scat/eprocto/possibly vore g/t content, especially things with an emphasis on how destructive a giant’s bodily functions are… and them being embarrassed about it (would also love just some tame snz content, too)
more specifically…
please please PLEASE someone write/draw sweet little hannie as a giant. please
i want to see him stuck as a giant and he’s so flustered because now everyone can see him all the time and he’s scared to “go” because he’s afraid it’ll destroy things AND humiliate him (even though the urge to let things out is getting stronger)
shoutout to skz, actually. thanks for catering to my niche fetishes, boys. idk why you keep having han sneeze during songs but i’ll take it. and run with it. forever. it’s like this scene was made just for me.