Jen at Lansdowne Hotel, March 31. Was my first time taking photos of a live band in 6 months. After mounting social anxiety that started mid last year and slipping confidence in my work a panic attack a few minutes I was due to photograph Pennywise made me take a break from my photography. It was only meant to be three months and I was supposed to be back to take photos of Papa Roach and Thursday. That didn’t happen and it seemed like my photography was over forever. But I decided to show up to Jen’s gig to see how I did and despite the usual social awkwardness and depression I think I did manage to do pretty well. Am I back? I’m not sure but missing out on photographing Thursday made me realise how much I want to keep doing this.















