You Nudnik!

Hey guys, my life has gotten hectic, from mental health to my near-death car accident I got into a few weeks ago, life has gotten a little too busy for me to properly keep up. Alongside other reasons, I just have to step away from this fandom for a while. 

I AM STILL WORKING AWAY AT THOSE GIVE-AWAY REQUESTS, PLEASE DO NOT THINK YOU WON’T GET THOSE! 

I just got distracted with... well you know, life... And then I have a lovely commission that’s really challenged me to go a bit outside my comfort zone with a different style... anyways... this all to say, your pal Sputtersparky-tm is leaving the fandom. Whether it’s forever or not is outside of my foresight. If you want, feel free to message me over here, I believe tumblr is pretty silly in the fact that people often have difficulties getting their ask to go through on my main, so I’ll still be checking messages and asks over here. Eventually I’ll start a page dedicated solely to my art so people have a direct place to go to... I’ll link it in the bio when time comes. But in the meantime I’m just fulfilling those awesome give-away requests and that commission then heading out! 

With this all being said, just in case this is goodbye forever... I naturally have to give a little speech...

To all the amazing followers of this blog, whether you have been here since the beginning or just started following me... Thank you so very much. Your support, whether direct or not, has helped keep me going through a lot. I see all of you, and I hope you are all doing alright. Please have the best day you can and I’ll maybe see you in another fandom?

Sincerely yours,

I have brought you all a cursed screencap of skinny, young LP...

Sincerely, 

I’m always torn between being my professional self or being my authentic self...

On one end I fear sounding uncaring and not genuine...

On the other end... I see little to no negatives other than maybe weirding out the person I’m talking to or not sounding professional...

OH THE PAINS OF SOCIALIZING...

I was ready to go on a full on rant... I had a whole mini essay ready... but I should reel it back a bit... (Feel free to skip to end if you don’t wanna read all this because that’s where I respond more to what you were saying...) BTW never hesitate to spam my asks... I can handle it, I welcome it, negative or not, I can always delete the asks that I consider spam. 

All I can say is that everyone has the right to be themselves... Mental illnesses??? Yeah... they tend to overlap and corelate and it only get’s harder to cope with trauma on top of that... and everyone has the right to cope in their own right, don’t like the way they cope? Feel free not to engage. Same goes for who I hate are given the name “trans trenders”... That shit really fucked me up on my journey... AND I HAVE GENDER DYSPHORIA... Such terms only hold us back as a growing humanity, we’re all learning, and I support those who are on their own journeys... My whole thing is if you’re not doing any REAL harm... who gives a shit? 

And don’t come at me with that bullshit “BUT TRANSTRENDERS GIVE R E A L TRANS PEOPLE A BAD NAME”... Okay transmed... I get it, but really, who’s to blame on that point? Us who are just trying to figure ourselves out and be happy in life, or you nimrods who choose hate over acceptance and can’t help but conclude that anything that isn’t black and white is just a “phase” or “bad for bs reasons A B and C”??? 

Sorry for all that, I don’t normally get serious on this blog, I try to be light hearted and goofy because that’s who I normally am... but when it comes to people coming after this shit... I can’t be goofy or silly... because this isn’t a laughing matter... 

Thank you for what you said, it made me feel better and more justified... and as you can see, it really made me feel more confident in spilling what I really wanted to say to that anon... I try to be kind to everyone... but... not when it’s this... So thank you so much, you’re really a super amazing person and if you actually read through all of this, thank you so much, I really appreciate it. Please have the best day/night you can, you don’t deserve anything but the best....

I love my followers so much... 

*ahem*

To those of you who entered my giveaway... I see you... and because a reasonable number of you entered, expect a tumblr message at some point... probably not today or tomorrow since it’s my time... but also I might feel professional enough to run my blog like the business I wish it could be and step out of the shadows to ask you all... what do you want me to draw for you?

To those of you who are reading this, please start thinking, even if it’s silly, even if it may be personal, don’t worry... I don’t judge, I want you guys to have fun with this. So, thank you all, and I hope to hear from you guys soon...

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