The Secret Life of a Switch

2: Rough sex or soft sex? Soft

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes? Lots 

5: Favourite sex position? From the back, laying on my stomach

You don’t always have to fight for the things you want/deserve. I spent YEARS, crying about simple things I needed. I accepted situations that I wasn’t comfortable with or didn’t want because I was afraid I could never start over. I was afraid what I had was as good as it got. But every day I learn that isn’t true. I don’t have nightmares anymore. I don’t cry myself to sleep anymore. I don’t feel ignored or forgotten. And if for a second I do, I get reminded that isn’t the case. I wasn’t asking for too much. 

I haven’t played in a lonnnnnnnggggg time. But I finally got the chance to play and it was with a long time crush. An older gentleman who identifies as Hedonist. Real laid back, chill guy. Heavily sought because he is sooooooooo fine. Looks 25 but is really a smooth 40+.

I was excited when I found out we would be in the same city.

We talked for a few days leading up to our planned meeting and everything he said just made me more excited. When the time came to meet up, we chilled and talked about casual topics like sports and what not. I made it a point to tell him I thought the Lakers sucked (he’s from LA). Then I told him I was getting sleepy. He wasted no time taking my neck into his grasp. Over the next hour I experienced asphyxiation unlike anytime before. Everything he did was so meticulous and perfect. My body just gave in and I came so many times without a second thought. He even did the impossible: made me squirt all over his hand and on the bed. I was exhausted.