SoundSapphic

and then just letting weeks pass, time will do this thing. I know that by now whenever I play the song it’ll trigger an automatic reaction. you casually remember and complain to me, hiding your blushing face in my neck while you whimper about how you literally can't listen to that song anymore without getting worked up, your body remembering exactly what i did to you when the first note hits.

which is exactly why i love playing it when we're in the car with all of our friends. you sitting right in the passenger seat next to me, before i casually cue that exact track up on the car speakers, knowing what this song does to you.

i watch your entire body go completely rigid the exact second that song drops on the car speakers while we’re on our way to a house party.

“oh turn it up!" one of our friends says from the back seat, completely oblivious. "right? i love this song" I reply smirking as I turn the volume knob up. I glance over at you, gripping the edge of your seat, your knees pressed together as you try to stop the sudden throb between your thighs. you know damn well this is the exact pace I used when I had your legs pushed all the way back over your shoulders on my bed.

I casually rest my palm against your inner thigh, keeping my eyes on the road. "you okay over there baby? you’re being awfully quiet suddenly." you turn your head toward the window to hide your face. letting out a tiny gasp as you shift uncomfortably against your soaking wet underwear while my hand continues to caress your thigh.

"good girl" I whisper under my breath low enough to be swallowed by the music. squeezing your thigh to ground you. "just sit nice and still for me. we still have a bit of a drive left."

i love how that little brain of yours goes dumber by the minute, every time i get closer with every slow touch of my hands against your skin. you need me so bad that your mind just turns to pure mush. it’s sweet. you can't even form a coherent sentence when i'm tracing my fingers down your neck, your jaw falling open just a little bit because trying to think and feel me at the same time is just way too much for that soft head of yours.

you’re just a pretty breathless thing when you're under me. all your thoughts evaporating the minute i slide my fingers inside you, stretching you open until you can't even remember your own name. it’s cute how hard you try to hold onto a single logical thought, only for me to curl my fingers deeply inside you and watch you completely dissolve. eyes rolling back as you let out the most pathetic little whines.

come here and let me fuck all those thoughts straight out of you. just shut your brain off for me and let mommy do all the thinking for you. you don't need a single thought in that head when you belong to me anyway. i need you to just let go of every capability you have. lying there limp while my fingers strip you away from every piece of sanity you ever had.

i'm just going to keep going, filling you up and ruining you to your favorite rhythm until your brain is fried by the pleasure. just drowning you in it until you're dazed and dependent on my voice to tell you what to do next. you get so beautifully dumb when you're horny for me baby. just blank and ruined.

i just want to watch you cross that line where your vocabulary fails you. when you're trying so hard to ask for more but all that comes out of your mouth are these meaningless little whimpers because your mind is too filled with pleasure to remember how words work. i’m just going to lean down, brush your messy hair out of your sweating face and smile down at how vacant you look. don't even try to speak baby. you're too far gone for that. just lay there and be mommy's quiet good girl.

that should disgust and enrage you.

if any other demographic of students had a 95% failure rate, we would be demanding reform and studies to understand why that’s happening

when i was at my first university, trying to get accommodations for my ADHD, they just kept asking me what accommodations i wanted, and refused to answer when i would ask what was available to me. how the Hell am i supposed to know what i can have? what’s available???? also, i don’t know!!!! i’m an adhd sufferer, not a fucking disability expert for the fucking college, unlike you, DISABILITY EXPERT WHO WORKS FOR THE COLLEGE.

but because the us is OBSESSED with making sure no one gets anything “”for free””, she literally would not tell me what my options were until i broke down in tears and asked her why she was refusing to help me. and then she did a big sigh, like i was fucking up her entire career by *checks notes* asking the disability center in my university to help me, a disabled student

at the second uni i went to, i tried to explain to a dean that i was literally two gen eds that had nothing to do with my degree away from graduating and that i was burnt out and broke and exhausted and suicidal and i just needed to be able to finish my degree without the gen eds. and this. fucking. guy. looked me right in my face and said in the most patronizing tone he could muster “if you can’t handle it, then maybe college just isn’t for you.” keep in mind that up until that semester, i had been an honor student who made Dean’s List every semester and didn’t get below Bs. if it hadn’t been for my mental breakdown, i would have graduated cum laude, maybe even summa cum laude.

The full database can be accessed here and the ADHD page is here. The full database can be filtered by disability, by limitation, by work-related function, by topic, and by accommodation. Many of these accommodations are applicable to academic settings as well as the workplace.

Here are the section headers for ADHD accommodations ideas to give an overview of what the page contains - this post would become Do You Love the Color of the Accommodation if I attempted to list them all here

Also just heard a podcast interview with a software developer who had good suggestions

First of all, everybody say thank you to my lovely roommate and their strap for getting me to make such pretty noises for you all <3

Secondly, thank you all for 2k+ followers! I started this silly little horny blog to try and express myself, as well as to try and overcome my insecurities and feel sexy again. I never imagined I'd be getting 2k of you following me in such little time lol. I'm glad you all enjoy what I post, and I hope you enjoy this as well~