Independent rp blog for Soma Cruz from Castlevania Aria/Dawn of Sorrow and also Dead by Daylight.
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Hello! My name is Kieran/Alu and I prefer he/him pronouns, but they/them is also acceptable!
PRIVATE;Β I will only rp with mutuals. This means I must be following you and you must be following me in order for us to interact.
SELECTIVE;Β Iβm going to be a bit more choosy about who Iβll interact with.
CROSSOVER FRIENDLY;Β I prefer rping with fandoms iβm familiar with, but iβm open to those iβm not as well. Youβll just have to excuse me for any mistakes since I wonβt be too familiar with your muse or their world.
MULTIVERSE/MULTISHIP;Β All relationships will take place in different verses.
DO NOT FORCE SHIP;Β Do not try to force your muse on mine and do not get upset if I happen to say no to your ship. Not every ship is going to work, thatβs just how it is.
MUN IS 18+;Β Even so, smut is very unlikely to happen here. However, nsfwish topics and the like are allowed and definitely possible. If things start heading in that direction though, we can do a fade to black.
On that note, please donβt force any kinks or fetishes on my muse. Please discuss this with me first. Iβve been put in some weird and uncomfortable situations because of this.
NO GODMODDING;Β I control my character, you control yours. Do not have your muse auto-hit mine, or narrate anything happening to my character. Itβs really quite infuriating and can leading to a lot of things happening to my character that my character should have reasonably been able to get out of or would be generally ooc.
IMING;Β Please do not spam my IM. If I donβt respond please donβt just keep texting me. It causes me anxiety. I do not always have the time nor the energy to be able to talk, please understand.
REPLIES;Β I am generally pretty quick with replies. I usually respond within a week at most. If I take longer then that it means iβm probably busy with other blogs and havenβt checked in. Feel free to send in message if Iβve gone a week without replying and you see me still being active. I might have missed your reply or ask somehow.
TRIGGERS;Β Some triggers will definitely be possible due to the natures and backstories of some of my muses. Death, derealization, disassociation, identity issues, suicidal ideation, and other things will appear, but I will tag stuff. If you need anything specific tagged please let me know.
I have a memory issue and am easily confused, please bear with me.
I am queezy about eye gore so iβd be nice if you could tag it.
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//I have a wholeass carrd made for my dead by daylight oc and the temptation to bring him to tumblr is... it sure is. The only thing stopping me is that he's based around obscure Dungeons and Dragons lore--
I also feel the need to show off the perk icons I commissioned that I got earlier today-- I haven't figured out how to add them to the carrd in a way that i'm satisfied with yet lmao. Credits to the lovely artist here
BOOK MEMES:Β Random book quotes IV
β³Β PleaseΒ feel free toΒ tweak themΒ etc.
βDesire makes idiots of all of us.β
βLet them hate, so long as they fear.β
βThe dead know everything, but don't give a damn.β
βOf all the riches he possesses, the right to complain is his most treasured.β
βAm I walking toward something I should be running away from?β
βI won't be okay, but I will be betterβ
βThe very shapes of the trees were like frozen screams.β
βThey tried to kill me, [ name ], that means I get to try to kill them.β
βAnything is better than lies and deceit!β
βYou were the centre of my universe and everything else spun around you.β
βIβm hopelessly in love with him.β
βPerhaps it is the greater grief, after all, to be left on earth when another is gone.β
βDonβt let anyone in on how much you know. That upper hand will be the one that saves you.β
βItβs violent work that sustains the fantasy.β
βTo learn what we fear is to learn who we are. Horror defies our boundaries and illuminates our souls.β
βWe're here to make magic with wordsβ
βIt's an ancient technique known as lying, [ name ].β
βChange isn't always comfortable, but it is a fact of life.β
βI am the only one who gets to decide what is in my best interest. Not you, [ name ].β
βName one hero who was happy.β
βNo mourners. No funerals.β
βI want to survive this world that keeps trying to destroy me.β
βFear and guilt are sisters.β
βBooks are meant to be touched, otherwise theyβre useless.β
βDidnβt someone say love is a shared delusion?β
βI am made of memories.β
βBe glad of your human heart, [ name ]. Pity those who donβt feel anything at all.β
βWherever we are, we want to be somewhere else.β
βThey are not terrible. They are just the truth.β
βI didnβt hurt her. I loved her.β
βYou never know what you are going to want until you see it clearly.β
βI've spent the last fortnight fearing you would destroy me. You may still.β
βNo live organism can continue for long to exist sanely under conditions of absolute reality.β
βIf you ever loved me, it was because I was a soft thing you threw down into the bottom of a pit to break your fall.β
βWe are all someone's monster.β
βAlways look on the bright side. And if there is no bright side? Look away.β
βAre you now so deluded you think you exist outside the category of everything?β
βNot all those who wander are lost.β
βMen mock the gods until they need them.β
βThey tell you revenge isn't worth it. I say there's nothing finer.β
βBe selfish, be brave.β
βA bad memory shared between two people carries with it only half the pain.β
βI am a kind of stray cat, arenβt I?β
βThe heart is an arrow. It demands aim to land true.β
βPeople do not know what to make of me, and this pleases me. I don't want to be scrutable.β
βItβs hard to accept what you donβt want to see.β
βHe is half of my soul, as the poets say.β
βDespite logical input from a conscious mind, a body fears what it fears.β
βI feel like I could eat the world raw.β
βMors irrumat omnia. Death fucks us all.β
ββ¦there is no such thing as humane colonization.β
βI have done at least one good thing: become a person my father would hate.β
βI'm a business man, no more, no less.β
βClever folk arenβt popular, by and large. They arouse suspicion. They donβt fit in.β
The giant creature listens as he ambles toward the purring generator. Towering over it, the monster stuck the generator with a heavy kick of his boot. A partially completed generator meant only one thing to the executioner, a survivor was nearby.Β
The monster felt a twinge of emotions, a pull of guilt that one had locked away. The emotion flowing is all too familiar. It was almost as ifβ¦ It couldnβt be him. It was not James Sutherland, this guilt was different, holding a different weight to it.Β
The large creature pivots its large helm around meeting a sight of the radiant alabaster hair and gleaming grey eyes. He watched the survivor scramble as it hurriedly rose from its position behind the turned furniture. The executioner monitored the survivors movements, calculating what it was about to do.Β
Amusing enough to the monster, the survivor yanked a flashlight from its belt loop. He observed it as it contemplated what to do with its new found item. The survivor didnβt use the item as many of its companions would either. Rather, it stood there with the item in hand. Pyramid Head.
The sense of dread grew from the survivor as Pyramid Head cast a shadow upon the small survivor. A mix of dread and guilt oozed from the subconscious of the poor creature before Pyramid Head. A heavy sigh reverberated off the pyramid shaped helm, this creature must be punished.Β
The Great Sword etched its way into the ground, Pyramid Headβs thick muscles working to move its heavy mass. The slow drag of metal in concrete rang out as the monster approached its target only to be stilled by the whisper that crept past the survivorβs lips. The soft expression, the confusion. It was all the same as his main target, Sutherland. The monster stared at the survivor unsure of what to do with it for the time being. Does he still punish what doesnβt know the realm?
Soma gets a better look at the thing as he steps back away from the table. The things hulking, yet still distinctly humanoid form. The massive blade which made that metal sound from earlier. Terrifying, but is a less over the top way than some of the other monsters. Well, maybe the giant blade was a bit much--
He swallows thickly as the sword dug into the floor, leaving etches of barbed wire for the short distance it moves. He's in a rather closed off room. He's not sure he can make it out the door without the creature slicing him with the blade. The generator is going to have to be abandoned for now, hopefully the others are working on some elsewhere.
He's about to try and bolt when the thing suddenly stops, just... looking at him. He doesn't need to know where it's eyes are to know that much.
"Not uh, not much of a talker huh?" He laughs nervously as he slowly moves out and away from the table, trying to inch his way towards the doorway in a way that wouldn't completely trigger this things prey drive.
Something in him very much didn't like comparing himself to prey, but he ignores that part, as he always does.
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The fog swirled only revealing a silhouette of an enormous figure. The silhouettes' top angular blending into an almost human form.
Metal against concrete leading way to sparks as the two made contact. The sound echoing eerily off the walls of the enclosed space.
A heavy feeling lingers in the air. Something that pulled from deep within you. What sin had you buried within you? What where your fears? The monsterous creature was brought here by something not just the entity request.
The figure lumbered ever nearer. A sense of dread cast over the space the figure takes up. The fog dissipates to reveal a strong human body with a helm crafted of rusted metal and flesh. A large sword drags behind the creature itself also being of rusted metal.
The creature paused before you awaiting for a signal of life
It's the same as it always is for a moment. The slow creep of dread, the feeling as though you're falling, the blacking out and the fading back in. The pull of a trial, something he still hasn't gotten used to in the short while he's been here.
His vision settles back in, to rusted walls and blood splattered floors. It's that school, with the unsettling fleshy corpses. Soma cringes as he slowly stalks out of the room he'd been dropped into. He offers a small nod to his other companions, who each rush off their separate ways.
Not wanting to accidentally have them all cornered at the end, Soma decides to be the one to head downstairs first.
It's quiet, outside of the usual eerie sounds this realm held. He finds a classroom with a generator easily, and crouches down beside it. He still doesn't understand it, how the knowledge to do this seemed almost planted into his brain when he'd arrived in this place, an unsettling fact all on its own.
Still, he has an objective to get everyone out of here alive so he won't dwell on it now, just as he hasn't before.
The rhythmic hum of the engine begins to fill the room, and as it reaches the second piston, it's almost loud enough for him to miss the scrape of metal that fills the bottom floor. He does catch it, with barely enough time to let go and slide behind an overturned table.
He still hasn't seen most of the killers yet from what he's gathered, he has a feeling he's about to meet a new one. He's holding his breath as the metal sound grows nearer, until it just. Stops.
The sound of wet, hollow breathing could barely be heard over the generator. And if he could hear the thing breathe that meant--
He tilts his head up, and back only to be met with the sight of a chunk of triangular shaped metal angled down at him.
He can't help the startled gasp that leaves his lips as he scrambles to turn around and jump to his feet. He pulls the flashlight from his beltloop but immediately he's struck with the question of if this thing even has eyes.
It's not immediately attacking him, but the dread seeps into his bones nonetheless. Dread, mixed with something else pressing against his chest.
"What the hell are you--" He finds himself saying in a harsh whisper.
//I feel like after the events of both games, Soma has a very complicated relationship with most of the people in his group.
Mina, firstly. I do subscribe to the theory that she is the reincarnation of Lisa. And I feel like subconsciously Soma knows this, and it's why he actively denies them being more than friends despite the clearly reciprocated feelings. He feels like if he pursues her, it's continuing the cycle. Attaching himself to her in that way, just sets up a new domino that could tip into him becoming the dark lord.
Though, he kind of feels that way about all of them. Each of them is a new person to care about, a new person to get hurt, a new person to lose. A new risk. But Soma is a social person, who thrives on interaction and no matter how much he tries to stay away, he just can't commit to that. So he kind of exists in this liminal space between close and distant.
Getting slightly off track--
Julius. I headcanon that after Aria, Julius takes on a sort of mentor role and trains Soma formally in combat. Soma really respects and looks up to him, and almost begins to view him in a fatherly sort of light. Yet, he struggles with that thought as well. He thinks it's selfish and cruel to try and get close to Julius of all people, knowing the man will probably have to kill him one day. He feels like he's setting Julius for destruction or dooming the world by making it so the hunter can't bring himself to do it.
So he'll never tell Julius that he feels that way.
Then there's Arikado. That's a whole ass can of worms.
I do headcanon that Arikado pulled some strings and got him a nicer apartment closer to the shrine, paid for by the agency. Intended for Soma to have one less thing to worry about while he goes back to finishing up high school after the events of Aria.
Unfortunately Soma never fully views it in this way. He sees it as another way to monitor him and keep him 'under control'.
He strongly distrusts Arikado if i'm being honest. It mainly stems from the fact that he knows he's withholding so much information, which Soma takes as Arikado not trusting him. So due to that, Soma tends to take all of Arikado's actions as being in relation to not trusting Soma and trying to control him in some way.
It's not helped by the fact that Soma just gets this weird feeling he can't place whenever he's around him, and obviously Arikado isn't going to tell him why that is.
So Soma is just. Mad at him honestly. Frustrated, and mad and distrusting.
Then there's Hammer and Yoko, who I feel he has the most normal relationships with. They're not quite as involved, and tend to give him the space he needs without smothering him or making everything about That. He feels like he can relax around them a bit more, so sometimes he'll actively seek them out for company and just... be a loser young adult.
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//For my dbd people, nobody should know that Soma is the reincarnation of Dracula except like, Dracula (or if your character has something that could let them peek into his psyche? Like maybe The First or something like that)! This isn't something he goes around announcing for fun, it's actually something he's deeply terrified of the other survivors knowing about.
He thinks if they find out, they won't trust him and trust is very important in surviving the trials. He also like... thrives on having close bonds and feels that people knowing that he's like... one bad day from becoming the dark lord at any given time would really put a wedge between things--
Also no one should know about his weird vampire but not quite a vampire situation except maybe Alucard. I'll leave that up to Alucard muns tho lmao
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β I am not merely a clown; Iβm the entire damn circus! β
β I will bite you if you continue this behavior. β
β Being a dramatic ass bitch isnβt a personality trait; itβs a lifestyle! β
β Trauma? Oh β¦ you mean, my lore? β
β why must I cite sources? is it not enough to just say βtrust me, broβ? β
β sorry for being a perfect sweetie and a genius it will likely happen again. β
β forget about touching grass; I need to touch WATER I NEED TO GO INTO THE OCEAN I NEED TO DIVE INTO THE SEA!!! β
β Iβm attracted to men with muppet energy and no i will not be explaining. β
β you want me to make friends with people? the thing that killed julius caesar? β
β whatβs your birthstone? mine is rock bottom. β
β I absolutely hate that Iβm not bioluminescent. Pathetic. β
β ohhhhh my god i have got to stop mourning the past or whatever. β
β you expect me to act like a normal human being? Iβm wearing a turtleneck! β
β i donβt struggle with same sex attraction Iβm actually very good at it. β
β unfortunately i often find out without even getting the chance to fuck around. β
β Iβm bisexual which means that Iβm attracted to anybody who can defeat me in physical combat. β
β all anyone needs to know about me is that iβm a dumbass and i love women. β
β sorry but philosophers arenβt impressive i came up with stuff like that when i was 12. β
β I pay my own bills; I can cuss all I want! β
β I donβt have rizz; I have sad eyes and a weird presence. β
β my demons are chasing me and theyβre doing the Naruto run. β
β honey we are ALL doomed by the narrative. it's not that serious. have some fun with it. β
β dating me is like interviewing a psych ward patient. β
β being a girl with very large brown eyes comes with great responsibility. β
β iβm autistic in ways that you canβt even begin to imagine. β
β being a loser may be a phase to you but its a lifestyle for me. β
β entering a magical portal in the woods would fix me. β
β Iβm lonely but not in a hot mysterious way; more like in a pathetic way. β
β life is so unserious just say womp womp and move on! β
β youβre vibing? In this economy? β
β just because Iβm small doesnβt mean I canβt kick your ass. β
β my primary motivators are fear, spite, and aesthetic longing. β
β sorry about the chaos; I needed attention. β
β WHAT IS UP GIRL you look foreboding and malicious! β
β baby i can be your problematic bi wife. β
β i donβt think any of you understand how important i am to the plot. β
β what if we are both red flags? what then? β
β any dream can be a prophetic dream if youβre willing to do some really weird shit. β
β my hobbies include being right, being gay, and being a hater. β
β i have a phd in Loving The Color Pink And Also Glitter. β
β being a menace to society is a full time job and I am dedicated. β
β my life has been a bouquet of oopsie daisies. β
β i survive on spite, anxiety, and blasphemy. β
β if youβre not obsessed with me, why would I wanna be with you? β
β the hottest thing a man can be is a little afraid of me. β
β my love language is being a hater. β
β i donβt get enough credit for acting far less insane than i actually am. β
β the A in my name stands for always right. β
β Jesus is my homeboy but God has a lot to answer for and I will continue to be rebellious until he does so. β
β Iβll see a man with long hair and then remember that Iβm not above temptations of the flesh. β
β iβm going to be honest with you Iβm not going to be honest with you. β
β stop asking me if Iβm ok Iβll literally make out with you. β
β part of my masculine charm is that Iβm literally insane. β
β are you sure those are demons bro? or are they consequences from the choices you made? β
β i do not identify as a boy or a girl. i identify as a nuisance, an irritant, a fool, and a problem. β
β praying on someoneβs downfall isnβt enough i need to participate in it. β
β we all need to chill. i wonβt do it first but itβs something i noticed. β
β not to sound like a Victorian woman suffering from hysteria but going to the sea would fix me. β
β the silly goose convention called; they asked if you could be their keynote speaker. β
β i deserve unrestricted access to old castles and old churches i want to know all the secrets. β
β doesnβt matter if youβre cringe or based weβre all just here to suffer. β
β Iβm no longer comedic relief Iβm now serious panic. β
β this is getting difficult to romanticize. β
β done healing my inner child. next up is my inner teen. her highness needs a sword. β
β i am Godβs silliest experiment. β
β iβm very vulnerable right now if anyone wants to take advantage of me. β
β sorry i overshared do you still think im hot? β
β I can yap for days and still maintain my air of mystery. β
β good luck sending me mixed signals; I donβt even understand normal ones. β
β not all of your life decisions have to be smart. some can be purely for cinematic value. β
Waterprisoned: Independent rp blog for Joachim Armster from Castlevania: Lament of Innocence. 95% headcanon based. Suffering through the themes of immortality as it's own form of torture, the all consuming thirst for revenge and the piecing back together of ones identity after it all.
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