my screws are tight as FUCK

hi im clove im 23 im trans man and bi with heavy preference for girls

this blog is for non-anime interests and my own posts, @touhoupussy is my anime sideblog, @gothxirl is my reblogs blog, and @8coyotes is my kin sideblog

this isnt where im most active talkingwise feel free to ask for my masto where we can immediately become aquaintances by proximity

currently looking for:

-wherever the FUCK these emojis come from. it's not skype. reverse image search hasnt given me anything but a broken bilibili links so far??

-a 2-panel horozontal comic of the "<-clueless" guy. he is crying. first panel he is sniffling and his eyes are more wide open. second one his eyes are less open he is not sniffling.

popular posts on here seem to just fucking always be condescending or paggro to the reader, like everything is a fight you have to justify or shame others for if they dont agree or even just dont understand, which isnt inherently malicious, but people treat it like it is

and while shit is a lot better calloutwise, or at least ive moved to a side of tumblr that doesnt really entertain that, it's still not good for the ocd in general because of like. have you guys seen those posts 'Ummmm being nice is Really Easy actually and if you say/think its hard i dont trust you :joy:' where if you literally just fucking THINK the wrong thing they say that youre a Bad type of person to Avoid and not just, a person with a trait/opinion they dont have.

and many times i've gone wow i'm glad solving lifelong trauma can be eased by just thinking something else enough times! it doesnt sound hard. sometimes i get irritated at others bc Bro it would be so fucking easy to think a different thing than do the shit you're doing rn.

but Christ. Alive. it can be so hard. when you have had the same reflexive thought about something since you were a toddler, when you CONSCIOUSLY have a hard time believing shit is factually different than how you feel it is, when someone actually IS being bad in a way that proves that overactive alarm in your head right, when you are just fucking tired or in a dour mood and want to call everyone you see a piece of shit in your head. it is hard.