â  Do you believe in god ? â
â Â Iâd really love to meet this God who seemingly laughs at the misery of everyone not eligible for his miracles. Â â
â Â I donât think itâs too far-fetched for there to be a god - if Earth was nothing but his playset. Â â
â Â have you ever wondered what it feels like to die? Â â
â Â But in the end, you always fix it, and that makes me feel like you really do care about me. Â â
â ⌠Hey, are you having a bad day or anything like that ? â
â Â Sometimes I get frustrated that a normal day can be ruined even by really small things. Â â
â Â Just remember that the sun will shine again tomorrow. Â â
â  If youâre having a bad day, you can always come to me, and Iâll talk to you for as long as you need. â
â Â It can be really hard to get enough sleep nowadays. Â â
â Â I just think youâre really great and wanted to make sure youâre not accidentally destroying yourself. Â â
â Â Youâre not still hung up over it, right? Â â
â  ⌠Oh my gosh, I canât believe I just said that.  â
â Â That pun was completely unintentional, I swear! Â â
â Â I know how much you cared about her, so it only feels right for me to share her last moments with you. Â â
â Â Itâs not healthy to think about the things you could have done differently. Â â
â Â Itâs kind of giving me an identity crisis. Â â
â  All my memories are really hazy ⌠ â
â Â Everyone has a story. Â â
â Â Just by being a good person, you can save someoneâs life. Â â
â  ⌠Man, humans are complicated !  â
â Â As long as youâre here with me, Iâll take care of you, my love. Â â
â Â Do you ever just feel like thereâs no real reason for you to be alive ? Â â
â  Itâs not like I can just go change the world. â
â Â I think I would be too selfish to kill myself anyway. Â â
â So much for being a good person, right ?  â
â  Man, I wish there was a piano in here ⌠ â
â Ah ⌠I donât mean that like Iâm bragging or anything !  â
â Â Itâs weird, like, we only care about killing the things that we personally relate to as a species. Â â
â Â Sorry, I donât mean to sound dramatic or anything. Â â
â Â Weâre programmed to desire social feedback. Â â
â Â I donât think you should be doing that ! Â â
â Â I really caught you doing something naughty here. Â â
â  ⌠Oh no, that sounds kind of desperate, doesnât it ? â
â  ⌠Thatâs not conceited or anything, is it ?  â
â Â Sorry, I donât really know what Iâm doing ! Â â
â Â Itâs not right for me to miss things that werenât even real in the first place. Â â
â Â Didnât plants evolve to be spicy to prevent them from being eaten ? Â â
â I canât help but feel like this was fate.  â
â Sometimes I feel like Iâm not in control, and itâs kind of scary.  â
â Â You ever have that thing happen where you just get anxious for no reason? Â â
â  But isnât that kind of ⌠inefficient?  â
â Â I just wish high school prepared us a little better with the knowledge we need to make the decision thatâs right for us. Â â
â Â I would have loved to wear some cute clothes for you. Â â
â  Hey, do you like horror ?  â
â Â The problem I have with horror movies is that most of them just rely on easy tactics. Â â
â Â Itâs not fun or inspiring to get scared by stuff that just takes advantage of human instinct. Â â
â Â God, just thinking about it gives me the chills. Â â
â  Iâve been imagining all the romantic things we could do if we went on a date ⌠ â
â  Eh? D-Did you say ⌠k ⌠kiss?  âÂ
â  This suddenly ⌠itâs a little embarrassing ⌠ â
â Â Donât lie if it turned you on a little bit. Â â
â Â She even told me I should kill myself. Â â
â Â I couldnât even believe she said that - I just had to leave at that point. Â â
â  Itâs not like I could ever actually kill a person âŚÂ â