White Witch

This account is going on a small hiatus of sorts. I’ve been working on drafts here and there, but lately I’ve had a quite noticeable drop in activity due to real life concerns occupying my time and more recently personal issues arising that need to be dealt with beforehand. I’m hoping I can gather myself again after about-- a weeks time. I think that would be reasonable. So till then I don’t expect to be around much unless it is to tend to some of my drafts. I’m really having fun with all the threads I have going so I hope my partners can spare me some more patience because I’m still thrilled to be writing with you! Also hello to all new Magick Point members!!! This group is quite honestly the most friendly, talented, well maintained group of rpers I’ve ever had the opportunity to be a part of, so I hope you, like me, enjoy your stay~.

9. Where do you get the inspiration for your muse?I’ve kind of answered this in bits in pieces throughout other mun questions, but as I touched on before, I really think of my exploration of Namine as an exploration of past feelings I had growing up within different experiences. For awhile I only had a ‘muse’ for Namine when I was in bad mental state where I felt disconnected from myself… I would swing into these moods and when I did, I would find solace writing her, as if she understood. I want to examine these negative feelings— feeling unworthy of other people, feeling weak, lying to yourself and others, running away from your problems because you’re scared, wanting to kill your past self, feeling as if you’re fated to be ‘tainted’, loving someone who will never love you back, feeling like there’s no one who understands you, wanting to be more for yourself, wanting to be happy, hoping for someone to save you when you cannot find the will to save yourself… These are just a few of the aspects of the human condition I’ve explored through Namine-- many of which I have gone through myself. I think I derive a lot of the inspiration for my muse by setting out to explore those past feelings in a way that is more— digestible in a sense, since it through a fictional character’s experiences rather than straight up derivative of my own.Forgive me, I fear that was a rather uninspiring answer :’) .

4. A muse you want to rp as but haven’t?Ahh— I’ve rped so many kingdom hearts characters but one I haven’t, yet have always wished to in the back of my mind is Larxene!!! I was also musing about rping as Kiki from Kiki’s Delivery Service, Ritz Malheurfrom Final Fantasy Tactics, or perhaps Leblanc from FFX-2 oddly enough hahah.5. A muse you wish you could pull off?Well I once rped a Vanitas and that was one of the few times I’ve written a character that was more of a struggle for me… I really liked the AU-verse me and my gf had composed for him, but it was a bit against my nature to try to tackle him, though he was well received :’) . It wasn’t that I couldn’t pull him off per say— just that it took a lot more thinking and consideration when writing him lol.7. A difference between mun and muse?I’m not a manipulative witch ;) ~. Jokes aside! I’d like to think I’m a bit more forthright than my Namine hahah. I think she represents a much larger bit of my past self than my present self thankfully. I’m also not as cruel and hopefully not as hard on myself as she.

8. A ship(s) you have for your muse? >8( of course you send this u punk lol.I actually have quite a few ships for my Namine, but sadly they’re all angsty ones hahhh. I don’t see her having a normal, romantic relationship with really anyone, she is too restless and self conscious with her own identity and sense of self to truly find solace with anyone else. Above all, what’s hindering her most, is that she considers herself a burden to others and not worthy of other people… Along with just finding it very hard to really confide or connect with others. So I never consider really setting her up with anyone more than exploring feelings she has regarding certain individuals.As for specific ships I think it’s very plausible to write her having one sided feelings for Sora, that is pretty much canon. I let these feelings influence her ones about Xion though too, as Xion reminds her of Sora and Kairi simultaneously. I love exploring Namine’s feelings for Kairi in particular tho!!! I think of her idolizing Kairi in a way she does with Sora a lot, except she’s more conflicted as Kairi represents to her everything she is not. It’s a very much adoration yet loathing situation that I love to write :”’) . I ship Marumine (Namine and Marluxia) in a severely messed up stockholm syndrome way with my only partner of that ship, cerastium. Besides those ships I see Namine reflecting upon Roxas as a similar soul to herself, kindred spirits really, but not in a super romantic way, more like close friends that understand one another very well. I’m pretty open to shipping though if something develops through writing!!! I’m a notorious crack shipper hahah.OH. & of course, lets not forget, abissale ;) . So far AU-wise, I’ve discussed shipping with my gf’s vanitas, but only in the most unconventional of ways lol. I love writing these two sobs!!! They are so dark and empty and practically encourage each other to seethe in all that they are and are not! I feel that they are so similar on the inside that is harmful in a way when they are together, but at the same time they are ultimately drawn to one another because their wounded souls connect in a way of understanding they have yet to experience with anyone else… It is a innate, poisonous connection, hardly something romantic, but I love it all the same. I want to bury them together B) ~.

You make me happy as well, mon amour~!!! U 3 U

"Tell me... how should a person be, Axel?"

ANTOINE DE SAINT EXUPÉRY, THE LITTLE PRINCE

"…Ahh. You are forcing me to spout truths I cannot bear, ma cruelle ami.What do I have to regret?To regret is to remember and I have not even that. It is her who regrets, it is her who feels sorrow at all that was done. I regret her, who was weak and let others fall to keep herself from harm. I regret her, who could not find the will to fight back. I regret her, who stole away into the night to try and keep me from pain. Was it inevitable? I would do myself justice in saying such a thing, to insist that it is fate that keeps us on this path— but I want to believe, I want to hope— that this way of life is not unavoidable. Perhaps, one day I can succumb to this weight instead of run\...What do I not regret, ma ami?”

"Oh dear, you are asking about the famous chemist, Vanitas P. Salvatore, correct? How misplaced I find your curiosity is! You might as well have asked me which celebrity I find most aesthetically pleasing… You see, I’m not one for swooning over distant stars, though I admit I can see how his allure is dreadfully deep to others; dark and sleek like venom that infects quite quickly.So while I understand that a man of his making may come off as simply… handsome, to others. I find myself much more intrigued in the presence of his aura (have you noticed it, my friend?) that threatens to swallow one whole— something which is rather distasteful and uncouth in my opinion! Oh, but yes, your question— of course, he is quite fetching upon first inspection. Fiendish, even, I would say~.”