My almost angry letter?
I was never sure of what I felt for you. I admired you maybe? I don’t really know. But it took me a lot of myself to ask for your number and it took a lot of me to actually ask you out on a date. Either way you just ignored me and now I am not really sure as to how even feel. I am not hurt. I have done enough of that. Also I am not very content. Part of me really wished for some positive answer, a simple yes would have been nice. But more than half of me really wished you just said no. But silence is all I got and I am disturbed. I cant sleep, I ask fate all the time about you. I think of you all the time nowadays. I look at my phone more than ever. I hate you. I like you . I cant say that I love you. I have been mistaken before. I don’t know what LOVE is. But I am not calm. I cant sleep. Songs all apply to us, to me, to everything. I sing them and feel like maybe I should give up music too. I doubt myself. Will there be anyone ever for me. I am selfish, I don’t wanna share a love. I want him for myself. All to myself and do everything that I want. Is that really too much to ask for? I wonder what you think of me. Too ugly maybe. Fat. Crazy. Undecent. Not from the same species? Anywho. What will I do now. I will let you suffer. Alone. With out me. I am a nice person. Too bad YOU failed to see that. Everything foolish I did was to show my self up. I failed. What an annoying fool I must have been. I am sorry. BYE
Jk.
I still hold something.
May God be ever in your favor.
Stay Humble. Or not. You were always perfect
