Somewhere Imaginary

I started my journey through therapy to becoming a better person and dealing with my childhood trauma and history of Narcassistic abuse! I feel like screaming to the world how it has already helped so much in two sessions to know I am finally being validated for all that I went through.

Sidenote: I completed testing for ADHD and find out results next week.

I wasn't tested as a child due to lack of healthcare and education.

I'm on my way to a better ME! ❤

also... check out this big tomato I grew!

I'm back.

I had to take some time to myself from this past year of nightmares.

BUT I've been in production on making masks for frontline workers with microfiber that's 60% effective at filtering air particles 0.4 microns or larger! Between me and my mom, we've already made 180!!

That's 180 people that's safer because of our efforts and I am SO HAPPY about it!!

Take Me Back to Sedona...

I'll walk some paths, if you wanna...

I'll take my time, soak in the sun,

and relish the joy from no drama.

Feeling happy today about writing progress I have made, and I read back through my earlier posts on my creative journey. It's interesting to see how deep thoughts from years prior can carry with you.

January is always a hard month for me emotionally. The lack of sunlight gets to me, so I have been focusing on my art. I have been having so much fun exploring my imagination and refining my skills. Hopefully I get more motivation back soon to get to writing again. I need to get the words onto the page.

Here's my most recent piece:

Love always,

Lydia

I am human. Humans hurt, humans cry, and humans heal. That's how we grow strong and mature, but it's also how we can turn cold and bitter. Even if I don't always show it, I am quite bitter. I need to get over that.

This is my life now. 3 years after the worst heartache of my life, I now have the love of my life to hold for the rest of it. Life can change so quickly and I am so grateful for my personal and professional growth these past few years. I am optimistic for the future still, and hoping to make more of my dreams come true. I am so lucky to have him by my side supporting me all the way.