into the night.

Eurovision voting is where i learn that i have very different taste in music than others

i have no idea how to process this. it’s not unfathomable and it’s something i’ve thought about many times but i don’t actually know how to process it. what do you mean he was such an integral part of me growing up and he did some fucked up things in part bc of the fucked up environment he grew up in and now he’s DEAD and can’t do anything to try and make amends. what do u mean the boys now means harry louis liam niall zayn. what do you mean he left behind a child less than 10 years old. what the fuck do you mean

this was not the reason i ever expected i'd be logging back into this account for :( we had some good times didn't we. rest in peace liam

i just keep thinking about louis and all of his writing about grief in his music. how he lost the mother who was his best friend and then just over a year later one of his little sisters, and now he's losing someone else who meant so so much to him - who was at one point or several points of his life his best friend. he's lost so much and now he's losing liam too. it just feels so surreal. none of this feels like it's real.

I like saying "I'll allow it" only in contexts where I have no power or authority

unfortunately if you are an old friend of mine i will always care about you no matter what even if we haven't seen each other in forever because i still remember what you were like 7 years ago and i still remember how it felt to be young with you and i still have a lot of love for you in the back of my mind

France stabbed in the back twice this night, I'm so sorry

never seen a more wrong top 5

ngl i actually really liked netherlands

i'm crying cause i usually liveblog eurovision every year and then this hellsite never sees me again for another year

let's go french witch rave