i want a throatfucking where it’s clear the more you violate and degrade me the more it gets you off. it doesn’t matter if i need to breathe if i’m gagging and choking if drool is starting to pool and drip down the side of my face. your pleasure is all that matters and besides, you like how fucked up and whorish i look. tell me to take it like a fucking slut, i wanted this so bad, so i better take everything you’re giving me. push me further than i think i can take. drag my head down by my hair and thrust into me without a care for my wellbeing, like my body’s just a toy for your pleasure.

You’re going to starve in here. Locked away, listen to the world move on without you. Cry, whine, bark, scream until you have no voice. The people you love are just outside the door. Cooking, laughing, singing, enjoying their freedom without you. They will not open the door. They may not even remember that you are there. So you will press your body tight against the door and fall in love with your new life in the tower. In love with the door until you starve and melt into it.

evil woman that gives me praise and validation and says things she knows i'm desperate to hear but only when she's doing filthy violent things to my body. and she treats me like shit the rest of the time

inject me with paralyzing drugs n do whatever you want to me while i am still conscious n awake… but be creepy n weird about it, like ur talking me through everything ur doin even though u know i cant respond to you ♡

murder suicide is awesome to me bc its like annnnnd im coming with you