Solum

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Sometimes silence is too loud , like it stresses me out how quiet it is

It takes so much to make me cry, but Daniel being heart broken in radio silence made me ball my eyes out

It’s sad that “weird” people are judged they’re just themselves & I love them for it ❤️

I’ve changed myself so much that I don’t recognise myself in the mirror anymore…just so I wouldn’t be hurt by anyone but myself and I knew who to blame

I want to run from everything in life … it’s just easier to ignore it all than it is to deal with it

Been re-reading solitaire and all it’s done is remind me my sibling doesn’t care about me …. It’s also reminded me I’m more like Charlie than I am tori

I keep trying so hard to be kind through all this shit and life just keeps trying to fuck that up for me

I hate when people try to compare their trauma to yours … yes you’ve been through something terrible but you don’t have to invalidate what I’ve been through just because you think you’ve had it worse

Ever feel like screaming at the top of your lungs because you’re so stressed ?

Loneliness is so weird, literally the most popular person in the world can feel lonely and the most isolated feel popular and cared for … it’s so odd

I’m a lot like tori in the fact that I don’t listen to popular songs often and I’ll listen to 1 song on repeat until it drives me insane and I hate it

Nothing better than horror movies and coffee on a cold October night ❤️

I find myself in my own mind drowning in my thoughts of self harm and suicide and the only thing that stops me is the thought of hurting the family who are still here for me

James Arthur , Lewis capaldi and cavetown have my heart ❤️