So live a life you'll remember

when will it stop hurting? The pain go away, after two and a half years you just walk away and you're fine and I'm here falling to a million pieces. I love you with all my heart and I don't know how to keep going without you. I don't know how to go back to life without you! Someone help!!

I go to sleep in your arms and when I wake up you're gone, I think that's worse than you not being there in the first place. And you lied to me, blatantly lied to me. "Oh I'm not sure" you liar! Why is it so easy for some people to lie, just like that, it rolls off the tongue so easily and you probably don't even think twice :(

I can't even think of a topic to search for to find posts to describe what I'm feeling... I'm angry and hurt and betrayed and just Grr... Why can't anyone let me have my moment for once in my life, I set myself a goal and give myself plenty of time to aim for it and only tell ppl important to me and then they go and 'cut my lunch' so to speak... If I can't trust them who the hell can I trust, nothing I do will ever bloody measure up and now if I do it I'll cop crap off everyone for "copying my brother." this isn't bloody fair :'(:'(

at what point do you draw the line, once again, we made plans, once again something more important came up n I didn't hear from you, shock horror. N yet still here I am, I'm the one that feels stupid. I feel like the bad guy for bringing it up, and of course you have to go and make me feel worse by actually inviting me to something on Saturday night but because I'm such a fucking stubborn Bitch I didn't back down and now I've missed my chance... Again :'( This is killing me, I'm so in love with you but I physically cannot keep doing this. When will I get the strength to walk away from you, or will you grow the balls to walk away from me, it's not like you actually want something for me, I'm just the fun on the side, keep me at arms length and everything is fine right? I can't handle you, the love I have for you is only going to be replaced by hate which is so much worse, I wish I'd never met you :( I wish you weren't in my life, I was fine until you came along... Why, just why

that point where reality hits you and all of a sudden, out of nowhere, the courage you’ve been searching for appears and you think to yourself, “I can do this!”

All I want is to crawl into bed with you and cuddle.. but you don't want that, you can't offer me that. So why on earth am I still here waiting for you?? What is the point of waiting for someone who can't offer me what I want... What I need???

you work your ass of for something, you do it for the love, you don’t ask for recognition but when recognition and appreciation is given to someone who didn’t even help it’s the biggest slap in the face and you cant say anything because you’ll just look like an attention seeker.