i understand why people go legit insane like i get it

when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

honestly theres always been something really wrong with me but whatever

Are you actually relaxing or are you just shutting down and dissociating?

this isn’t a tumblr account, this is a historical record of how insane I am