sojuuboii

Just watching Wi Ha Jun dancing to Cheer Up to actually cheer me up. Lmao.

So, today was not a good day but not totally a bad day. Like saks lang really but it was quite a tiring Monday. Didn’t finish a lot at work today because I had a creative block for idk what reason. I wanted to continue working but I’m kinda sleepy now. I wanted to rant how my day was but no one’s interested in listening to my stories. And it’s okay. The hell they care about my shit, right? Lol.

I have so many kwentos but like there’s no one I can tell it to. 🤷🏻‍♂️ Let’s journal it na lang. 🙃

Reminding myself that not all days are good days. It’s just a bad day and not a bad life.

One day I’m going to tell myself I made it.

Do whatever the fuck you want. Just don’t hurt people.

You are so lucky you don’t have to go through the same experience you’re letting me experience right now. This is just so painful. Painful the second time around.

Things are getting darker and darker each day. I’m really close to ending my life any moment.

I want to die just to make everything stop. No one would even care when I’m gone.

Why is it so easy for people to make you feel like shit when you didn’t do anything to them at all? Why is it so easy for people to shut you off? Worst part is, you can’t do the same to them because you love them and care for them even if they treat you like a piece of trash that they can just throw in the bin whenever they feel like it.

Hear me out.

I thought I was getting better but it’s all coming back. It’s in my head, rent free. Fml.