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Haiii. I go by he/him.

This is kind of a place for me to vent about my body issues. For some context, I am overweight. My BMI puts me firmly within the obese category and until June, I didn't realise how bad things were.

What I'm doing about this isn't healthy, not by a stretch, but I feel that I need to take drastic measures, because I cannot walk a long distance without genuinely bleeding from my legs because of chafing. I am probably developing some kind of restrictive whatever but I've had one before so like blehhhh whatever. So yeah there's that. Uh. Yeah. That's something.

I have super caring and loving friends and I made this blog because if I said any of this shit around them I would get an immediate attempt at intervention. I mentioned f4st1ng for health and got left on read so I know this isn't shit they wanna hear. That's why the username.

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Whenever people say "that will make you bloated if you lose that way" underestimate how little I care. I can be bloated. Idgaf. I am medically obese I will never be as wretched feeling as I am right now.

Oh I can't wait until I'm moving to a city soon. Moving to a city by myself no parent to ask if I'm eating enough and a big high street where I can say "oh hang on I need something from down the high street I need to go on a walk" and I have good reason to go on long walks

#I'm so hyped to be able to go on long walks to Tesco to buy gum and energy drink

Just ate an honest to god disgusting amount of pasta and my mother called it "enough pasta to feeda hummingbird" GIRL that's my whole day's calories. That's over my whole day's calories. Fym hummingbird

My inspo, as a guy who's also really into art

Saint Sebastian (I think by Reni?)

I mean look at him. Look at that clear difference between stomach and rib. Amazing.

Zdzislaw Beksinski untitled painting of these little freak things hugging. They are boney. I want that.

St. Vincent of Saragossa, forgot who but body tea. Maybe dead and feasted upon by carrion birds but aret we all?

And finally: Apollo Sauroktonos by Praxiteles

Look at him. Isn't he great? Body tea, that's for sure. His cunty little stance and the fact he's being a violent little bastard in this statue only further makee yearn to look like that.

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"why am I randomly falling asleep like a dropped rock" - man who ate 500kcal today in one meal

csny

everymorning: i think im about to die. i think im going to die. im actually going to die. this is it. im going to die. im going to die immediately.

every single night: lock in. OK. Lock In. Change your Life. I love you. Lock in. This is going to be big. I’m going to change the world. Ready? I love you. Lock in. I have an idea. Lock in.

flipchild

My mother said that what I'm doing is "not healthy" so suffice to say I need to stay hiding this better

Yay yay yippee yay

#ik it's not much compared to others but it's big for me

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GUYS I CAN SEE THE BOTTOM OF MY RIBCAGE WHEN I LAY DOWN NOW‼️‼️ I'VE BEEN OVERWEIGHT FOR SO LONG THAT THIS IS GENUINELY AN ACCOMPLISHMENT FOR ME I CAN SEE THE DISTINCTION BETWEEN BY STOMACH AND RIBCAGE OMG

wrigglewormz

I feel like having wings violently burst out of your back would just feel really good. Like itd feel awful but also itd feel really satisfying.

Realistically, this is not enough for one day's food total, but oh my god does it make me feel like a complete fucking lard to have eaten all of that. I feel ill. I feel disgusting.

radawaycuntt

Let’s have so many fucking issues and problems together

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Straight up spiralled the scales confirmed it isn't dysmorphia I'm just right actually. Nothing incorrect if I'm just honest to god that bad rn

#I'm so disgusted but I know if I cut lower I'll like die or smth #so I'm just gonna keep the diet going normal style #lmao “normal” and it's 500/day #on a positive note I lost 2lbs today!!!

moonlitstarz

i’m gonna shock everyone

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