My beautiful friend told me that this guy in our friend group liked me so i started to like him too. Then one day I was talking to my friend and she told me that he was no longer interested in me, also showing me the messages he had sent her. That evening he sent her a message while he was drunk telling her that he wanted something serious with her. I was so angry and disappointed with myself that i thought that a boy could ever be interested in me. I've never felt so ugly and fat before. The thing that bothers me the most is that she doesn't care at all ‘bout this guy, she likes to receive this kind of attention, and I kinda understand her, who wouldn't like it?

I only need to be skinny, then everyone will like me.