It's a Chris Pho Nudel.

I am going that right way. I am going.

I don’t understand my own writing. The concentration question is stumping.

Wierd altnerney universe is that what is real life is like. Total control and control ndless lossibioties like skittles on crack because today I hurt from hives brought upon my look.

I wouldn’t even be surprised if someone took all my apple products and melted it all to make a future hood ornament. I wouldn’t be surprised if I catch malaria because we have a resident evil. He asks for god and when proposed to make prayer with us it’s a tizz in his head so we ask for freedom from Satan and instead he capitalize big S and we think oh right. Special super sizzling safe sanity. Sometimes I feel the opposite of any rule that has been made and think to myself that I’ll be single soon so I knowing the bright side. Like if in a relationship I admit they’re cheating and then I proceed to move away. It’s like the entire world will see a glimpse of Chris but know all to well that Chris is missing a jaunt and or gaunt. It’s a look he used to have before all pills eaten gave me pill face. It’s beautiful 😻 I think it’s a different look that I do not need. LIke what does it say? What do I sell. It isn’t a blank canvas because it’s spot so I know that isn’t right. I think Chris still asks about his Silver because it’s an entire lifestyle that involves the insomniacs. Class is just so dark. I have soooo much work that is looking impossible. It’s because I never got my TI38 and know how to use it? Yeah. Siri, Stat is beginning to take the main frame and getting ahead is what I need to do. Today took 4 hours for a quiz and 2 lesson exercises. And then there is teacher who reminds me of Mr. Casetta. Asking why though, at least no one talks here. So there.

That’s more than my crotch. It’s living me through.

I am very mad that I am only going to get a little money for this semester. I have made it up in my head that I might want another pull of my credit. Is it fair to do or would it require more than just a look see. If I were to get this all on paper, plans and all, I kind of will. Parents are mum about it and I am suffering in a depressed lifestyle. I want to work too. Will this idea help or hurt me. Give me another 5k and I am stuck paying 5k+5k for 10 years. What is that anyway? How do I look at that. Is it 10x10 with the number to use for interest and all that and then break that down into months of for payment. I can’t do a dang thing until I find graph paper.