tell me all the things that make you feel at ease

if i don’t experience tenderness soon i’ll violently die

not to be a dramatic gay but when a guy stretches and his shirt comes up a lil bit and you can see the bottom of his tummy and his hip bones i actually literally want to rip out my own heart and eat it

it worries me so much that there’s been this (mostly unintentional) culture built up around coming out, to where young lgbt kids are putting themselves in danger at school and at home because they don’t want to “live a lie.” i just want to say, i came out when i was 15 and it created a lot of difficulties in my life that i could have avoided by waiting until i was older. it isolated me socially, it exposed me to homophobia from my parents, my family, my teachers, and my classmates at the most important developmental stages of my own confidence and sense of self… closeted people are not living a lie. closeted people are surviving. don’t let anyone pressure you to come out before you’re ready. don’t put yourself at risk when you don’t have to.

i want to cuddle so bad right now

I just want to be soft and domestic with a boy. I want to build a blanket fort, pour us some tea, I want to wash the dishes while he dries them, I want to be washing counters when he comes in and gives me a kiss when he gets home.