[softgaypanic]

Yeah I’ve been staring at this for too long. Digital painting faces is way too hard and I give up!

Thought of the day:

I’ve realized lately that, weirdly enough, you feel almost closer to characters you love when you’re writing/drawing them yourself. It’s like your brain suddenly lets the character move into the attic with all the rest of your emotional support hallucinations.

I’m gonna blame this one on Joe Locke 👽🍼

what he said

found out today that I didn’t get into this clinical trial I desperately need, not that it matters much to you, dear internet strangers

I don’t know what to do next

I guess slip back into a world of fiction where I can at least escape things for a bit

it feels unfair

Nick: behave.

Charlie: I thought you said you could multi-task 😇

Nick: …isn’t that what we say to each other in the shower, babe?

Charlie: Nooooo 😩 will you ever let that go?

“Charlie… turns the radio on and continues scrolling through his phone, probably through Tumblr, his knees bent and his feet on the seat. Honestly, it’s a beautiful day. Blue skies all round, reflecting off town windows and cars. I roll my window down and turn up the radio, and then I take my disposable camera out of my pocket and quickly take a picture of Charlie, his face all sunlit, his dark hair being blown about by the wind, his body curled up on the passenger seat.

He looks at me instantly, but he’s smiling. “Nick!”

I grin and look back at the road. “Don’t mind me.”

Yeah this is barely half done but I can’t hold it in…

1. Just a couple of really good mates doing platonic bro things? REALLY, Charlie?!

2. Look at that pure gay panic 😱

3. Umm, Nick? The word you’re looking for is “lap.”