⁀➴ ivy #,,

"Nesta didn't change Elain's anatomy, so she won't be able to birth ilyirian babies"

Why would Nesta do such a misogynistic thing to Elain's body. To Elain. The sister that struggles with dehumanisation, with identity issues? To change her body against her will? AGAIN? And for what? Breeding? Please.

Azriel Ihatemyilyrianroots Shadowsinger won't have an issue with that.

SJM has said plenty of times throughout the books how disgusting it is to view women as baby machines.

There's a reason why Nesta asked the Mother for the KNOWLEDGE to help. The Knowledge. So NONE of them has to go through that again.

The fact that Mor is primed to enter Valkyrie training, which we know Nesta, Emerie, and Gwyn still continue to do, is a big flag to me for not only a Emerie romance but the fact that she mentions Cassian and not Azriel??

It’s a nice narrative maneuver to have Mor take Azriel’s place to 1. Jumpstart an Emorie romance and 2. Free up Azriel to engage with the plot and Elain in the next book without other responsibilities.

Also, what could happen with Vallahan since the treaty stuff isn't working out? Spying. Who can spy? Azriel. Who is primed for a spy training plot? Elain.

Jameson Hawthorne: Fast Times, Sugar Talking, Tears

Grayson Hawthorne: Bed Chem, Please Please Please

Xander Hawthorne: When did you get hot

Nash Hawthorne: Manchild, Never getting laid

Old Untouched wips part 4:

I still really love this one. It’s a shame that I never went back to it. I always had this Image in mind of Nesta dancing with death. Though, the dress needs lots of work.

Inej & Kaz, my favorite crows:

And a chibi inej too 🤧

Got some more art of Jude from 2023

It’s a shame that I barely post of her— the colors suck though.

Failed Feysand redraw:

Evil Elain Archeron:

This idea came straight after the evil Valkyries. I had pictured Elain to be so mentally messed up that she would gradually force the Night Court to be a Court of sun and light- meaning she managed to take over the Night Court and killed bunch of people who thrive in darkness and mistreated all those who don’t have a bright aura to them. It isn’t because she’s likes Sunshine or whatever obviously- it’s not like that.

To add on:

Ignore the crap I wrote, it makes no sense (drawn in 2024). Personally I think evil Emerie is my favorite cause her lore and arc is so good. Also, they‘re purely evil. Evil like Emerie slaughtering children because they‘re children and Gwyn trying to sacrifice Azriel to Koschei after ruining his wings with fire (Don’t worry, he gets his lick back)- Nesta would have her Carmilla moment (Castlevania) before her death. Emerie ends up being the only survivor of the Dusk court.

I thought it‘s a cool angsty horror series. No I don’t want to get into what I had pictured for Evil Elain and Feyre working alongside Amarantha. I‘m quite embarrassed to share this. Originally they were suppose to be sort „girlboss“ dark and have some romance involved, not outright monsters. Nesta is actually the most „decent“ villain here.

ANYWAY

One of the Ship babies from early 2024 (I think?). Yeah don’t think I forgot about them.

Last but not least:

I visibly cringe whenever I look at it- it’s so corny 😭 I remember the reference and I had wanted to make my own version of said reference

"Oh but, she told Az that he's the new ribbon" "She's a Gw/nriel" "Nesta's the biggest Gw/nriel shipper"

Nesta has been around Gwyn and Azriel for an entire book and has never picked up anything romantic.

Do you know what she DID notice?

⠀⠀⠀Az following Elain's laugh.

⠀⠀⠀His shadows ready to attack her to defend Elain.

⠀⠀⠀"His secret to tell, never hers"

Bonus: Since lots of them are Nesta stans.

"Elain needs to shut up and obey and accept the bond" "I don't really like Elain that much, I don't care about her, I just want Lucien to be happy" "Baby Lulu deserves a happy ending"