i still can't believe the idol was a real thing that happened on this earth, mainly because who looked at the weeknd and sam levinson and said "yes, these two energies, that's the recipe." and apparently it was supposed to be way more female-focused before they scrapped everything and started over, which is so on brand for that production it hurts. you looked stunning in it though, and i will never recover from that backyard choreography. like you ate that up in a way that was personally offensive to me because you looked better than me, and i don't give those out. i hoard compliments about dancing like a dragon hoards gold, so the fact that i'm freely admitting you outsold me in a backyard with no stage and no lighting rig should tell you everything. i'm a little mad about it still, and i haven't fully processed it, but we'll get there. / @socialitelily
i loved making the idol but it was supposed to be more female focused and men can't handle that. i also think society can't handle some of the themes that were in it but that's on them not me. aw, thank you and you always look stunning. you are way too kind because i think you are one of the best dancers we have hell, you're similar to me in that you act, sing and dance, there's not a lot of us around but you always blow me away. don't be mad, in fact let me take you to dinner and we can both hand out compliments till we can't see straight.
















