What does it look like when Trinity is finally settled in like a routine regression, not a panic drop but just solidly in a routine?? Please!?
whatâs it looks like like when trinity is settled and comfortable during regression đ§¸đđŤ§
a/n :: ty anon for this!!! i specifically wrote santos in a younger headspaceâ cause sheâs is so babyre coded itâs insane. sheâs also very comfortable with her regression here, just like you asked anon! ALSO pov of big brother dennis!!! gahg. this was longer and in more detailed then my usual headcanons, ykw itâs a fic at this pointâ
c/w :: diapers, wetting, babyre!
𧸠â santos who wakes up with her thumb in her mouth, and feeling very very little, although she knows itâs okay to be little, her brain still fights with her on this, due to the fact of not truly being able to be small and feel safe due to past traumas, groups making her grow up to fast⌠trinity decides sheâs gonna try and hide under the covers and tries to fall back asleep, to possibly âsleep the regressionâ away.
đ âdennis who then finally wakes up, realizes itâs a bit late in the day, so, out of worry for his roomate, he knocks on trinityâs door, to which she replies with, âgo âway!â he frowns and knows that tone, walks in her room and and spots trinity under the covers with her fist in her mouth, he chuckles to himself slightly, he knows that his roomate is feeling itty bitty today, and he just loves playing into this âbig brotherâ role, he feels like it gives him the chance to give back to trinâ in a way.
𫧠ââahh ahh, hey there girly.â dennis croons at trinity the same way he would at the horses back at home before removing her fist from her mouth, âwe donât bite our fist, trinâ germs are everywhere, right? we both know that.â dennis gently scolds at her as trinity pouts back. trinityâs chest heaves a bit, not knowing if she can tell him the truth of how she feels, even if dennis has seen her regressed a million times by now. dennis can tell sheâs a bit afraid of a possible bad reaction from him, reaction, so he speaks up, âitâs okay to be little, remember trin? i got you. alright, kid?â he whispers as she feels a bit more relaxed. his thumb and index fingers then cups her cheeks and squeezes gently. she reminded him of a baby bunny.
đ âtrinity giggles at him as dennis contours to smile before shuffling up and stretching out, âalright, we got a whole lot of nothing ahead of us, trinity. letâs get ready for it.â
𧸠âthe morning consist of dennis helping trinity, dennis knows on the days the two have the same day offs is when trinity usually regresses, it had become more so a routine for the two, a routine that dennis cradles close to his heart, the same for santos. he brushes out her hair for her, helps her brush her teeth, reminds her that yes, she has to floss, and since santos is feeling on the smaller side today, he reminds her that she has to wear a pull-up today, which does get santos a little weepy, and red faced when it comes to extra help, but dennis has reminded her many times.
đ âstill for trinity, he is so delicate with her, he kneels down to where she is sitting, he gently cradles trinityâs hands, rubbing the sides of her arms the way he knows comforts her, âalright, kidâ i know you hate it when we wear pull-ups,â he rememberes to use the word âweâ because he wants to make sure that when it comes to trintityâs regression, she isnât alone in making any decisions, that heâs always there to help, not scare, he wipes any tears that flow off of trinityâs cheeks as he continues,
𫧠ââbut I can tell that your feeling smaller today. i donât want you to have any accidents, and i just want you to feel comfortable, can we do that? can we make you feel safe a secure? hm?â dennis ask his eyes softening for her as trinity muffles out a tearful, âmhm..â she mumbles as she rubs her eyes.
𧸠âso dennis does just that, helps her, tapes her up, and gets her comfortable while giving her toothy comforting smile after that and a high five, âsee, not so bad, huh?â into which trinity just sticks her tounge out, âalright, alright, letâs go you goober.â as dennis then walks her out to the kitchen for a lazy late breakfast, cereal and toast.
đ âsince itâs their day off, the two have agreed in the past that they wantâ if they had nothing planned out, just the two to do absolutely nothing, and thatâs what they do! dennis puts on whatever disney movie hyperfixation little trinity has, currently itâs âlion kingâ, and he plays it until she then asks for the rest of the triology of the movies, and so fourth, until trinity ends up tuckering herself and taking a nap, laying herself on dennisâs lap. baby trinity is usually so much easier to put down then kid or toddler trinity, which dennis isnât complaining.
𫧠âa couple hours past and dennis has also fallen asleep, but then heâs woken up by some sniffling dennis looks down as sees trinity whimpering in her sleep, he starts to play with her hair as trinity starts to settle, dennis chuckles to himself before gently picking trinity up ever so slightly and taking her off his lap so he can get lunch ready.
𧸠âdennis strolls to the kitchen and starts to make something easy, he rememebers the left over sinigang and adobo left over that trinity made prior to the night before. He shrugs and grabs that for her and gets it ready to heat it up.
đ âdennis finishes, he then hears cries, they were louder then before, ah, trinity was up from her nap, and just in time for some lunch.
𫧠âdennis walks over and trinity is sniffly faced, he trots over and pats her back, âhey trinâ, you alright? hungry huh?â santos is flushed, still crying, she isnât able to voice fully what she really needs, feeling so much smaller then she usually is, she just resorts to her frail cries, and small mumbles, âicky.. icky.â as her fists ball up a bit before dennis realizes.
𧸠ââoh kid, didâya have an accident?â which this earns a petrified reaction from trinitiy, as she feebly hides behind the pillow on the couch and continues to whimper, this absolutely breaks dennisâs heart to see her so scared, he sits down with her and rubs her shoulders and starts mumbling soft encouraging words.
đ ââyour okay, trinâ your only so little, girly. itâs okay, babies have accidents, im not upset, denâ isnât upset.â he says softly before gently placing his palms on her wet chin, her bottom lip jutting out pathetically as she rubs her face. dennis could tell that this was more an angry cry then a sad cry, maybe trin felt like she was out of control? whatever it was trinity slowed down her crying, the sobs turned into whines before she fully calmed down. âletâs get you changed so we can eat your favorite, okay?â dennis whispered as he got up, helping Trinity up as the girl stumbled a bit.
𫧠âdennis lead the two into trinityâs room, and laid her down gently. dennis knows he has to do this tenderly, santos is just too small to change herself, and so he quickly coos and croons as her as he gets the job done, sprinkling baby powder as he tapes her up, sniffles came from trinity as he continues to try and be gentle, but also a twinge of a playful spark was sprinkled in as he threw the dirty diaper in the trash, he grinned. âif i get this in, we can watch whatever you want tonight, Trin!â dennis shotâand scored!! âAnd the crowd goes wild!â he announced, earning a burst of giggles that came from trinity that quickly filled the room.
𧸠âwhitaker and santos then walked back in the kitchen, the two sat at the couch as dennis fed trinity her lunch, dennis smiled at the girl, she had such a tough demeanor, it was nice seeing her so happy, so vulnerable, he was happy she felt comfortable enough to share that with him.