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PLEASE don’t tell me they’re real. don’t tell me about your spiritual beliefs while i’m talking about them.

don’t tell me the shadow people are demons or aliens or from another dimension.

don’t tell me the world might actually be fake, or send me real life matrix conspiracy theories right after i’ve told you they’re a trigger.

it may be funny to you, when i have to sit against a wall so i know nothing’s behind me, or when i wear long sleeves to ignore the bugs under my skin, but it’s horrible for me.

it’s hard enough to convince myself that they’re not real, i don’t need someone else telling me i’m just seeing into another dimension or some shit and ending up back in a psych hospital.