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Why is socialising with your friends who like you and have said so in ways more than one STILL. so scary. I shouldn't be nervous to show them my art or say hello. They cheered your name when you walked in the room after being sick for a few days and have told you how cool you are SO. MANY. TIMES. Why is it scary to showcase an interest you fear might be percieved as weird. THEY MEOWED WITH YOU WHEN YOU STARTED BURSTING INTO CAT OUT OF NOWHERE. They will NOT send a pipebomb through your mail if you say you like cartoons.

None of these bitches are ready for my fireball. My orb is too shiny for them. My tower is too tall and mysterious. My beard is too long. My spells are too powerful. My knowledge is too vast and expansive.

Dude why can't i be normal about anything. What if i don't want to bite my bedsheets everytime i think about That One Thing. But also don't want to be filled with an overwhelming sense of despair and emptiness if i distance myself from it because it's the only thing that will make me happy in That Certain Way. Can it stop. Please

Thursday affirmations! I am a normal person I am a normal person iam a normal person i am a normal person