Smilejjong

Actually, I left the fandom long time ago, but now I’m leaving tumblr too. I’ve been planning to do it for so long, but my friends kept telling me “Romi, please think twice before doing it” and that’s the reason why I was there till now. I love my blog, I love all of you who helped me having a wonderful experience here on tumblr, but I really can’t stand some of those fans who call themselves Inspirits. An Inspirit is a fan of Infinite, who loves and respect our 7 boys. Most of the Inspirits out there are fake fans, they claim to love Infinite but they can’t stop making fun of one of the members, of course Sungjong. I say of course because everyone knows what I’m talking about. It’s like when someone is sad and needs to make a good laugh, “let’s talk about something funny, how much gay is Sungjong?” or “I need to learn from Sungjong how to be a girl”, “Please Sungjong become my girlfriend” because of course his gender is not that defined, you know. He’s a girl after all. I think we can say for sure he is the only object of Inspirits’ ridicule. Are they so sure to be real fans? Is it real love? Or just sick, crazy love? It’s always been like that, since the very first day. But I kept enduring because I thought that me, with my useless blog and my words, could have still been helpful someway for people to change their disrespectful opinion about Sungjong. The last straw for me was yesterday, when a friend of mine showed me a tweet from a supposed Inspirit who wrote something like “No matter how much Sungjong grows up, he’s still gay.” Of course she received a lot of RT, all from Inspirits, someone even replied “Really true” and someone else just commented on her account something like “I know Sungjong is gay, also Myungsoo, I wonder how can be there still someone who believe they’re straight”. So let me say something at this point: did Sungjong (or Myungsoo) ever reveal his sexual preferences or did he tell it to those supposed Inspirits? How can they be so sure about it? How can they say “I know” when they clearly don’t know anything? Just because of his feminine side? I swear more than half of the kpop idols is gay then, wow. I honestly don’t give a fuck if my bias is gay or straight, I love him exactly the way he is and I will never, never make statements about his sexuality like most of the Inspirits, even Sungjong stans, do, simply because I don’t know the answer to this, I don’t know if he’s into girls or boys, and I couldn’t care less. That’s the difference between me (and thank god some good fans too) and most of the Inspirits. This fandom is sick, I really don’t want to have nothing to do with them, don’t want to be part of it anymore.