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You and Haechan were supposed to meet some of his members at a restaurant in less than an hour, but you weren’t in the mood for it anymore. You had been scrolling through Instagram before getting ready and seeing all the beautiful models had made you feel insecure.

Of course this was nothing new to you. Dating an idol came with many insecurities, but your boyfriend was always there to remind you of your worth.

You slowly walked to the couch in your living room, stopping in front of Haechan. “Can we stay home tonight?” Your voice was small and not filled with the usual cheerfulness. This made Haechan look up at you with worry in his eyes.

“Why? What’s wrong?” Haechan pulled at your hand, pulling you to sit next to him. “I’m just not in the mood to sit at a table and eat in front of a bunch of people.” Haechan frowned, already knowing what this meant, you were feeling insecure.

“Oh baby.” He mumbled before pulling you into his chest. “Of course we can stay home tonight.”

Sangyeon and you had been dating for a couple of months. And in those months you had made him the happiest man alive. He liked you, adored you and slowly realized that he loved you. And he wasn’t the only one to realize that, his members noticed it too.

It didn’t hit him all of the sudden that he was in love with you. It hit him slowly and through different things you did.

He first noticed it when saying goodbye to you made him feel really sad.

Sangyeon and you had spent the whole day together. The two of you had done nothing special that day; you just laid in Sangyeons bed, watched movies and ate a ton of unhealthy food. And even though the day wasn’t that special you had both enjoyed it. A lot.

It was around 9PM when you told him that you had to leave. “I have an early class tomorrow morning, so I better head home.” A pout immediately formed on Sangyeons lips. “Okay.” You laughed, pressing a small kiss against his pouted lips.

He walked you to the door. Hugging you tightly before pressing a kiss against your lips. “I’ll miss you.” He mumbles against your lips. You pulled away from him, smiling softly. “I’ll also miss you. But we see each other in a few days again.”

It had taken a few more kisses and hugs before you finally left. And when Sangyeon closed the door again a sad feeling overtook him. He was really going to miss you. He had brushed it of as nothing. You guys had just spent the whole day together so of course he was gonna miss you.

But later that night when he was laying in bed he realized that it wasn’t just because you had spent the whole day together. It was because your presence gave him a lot of happiness, made him feel save and warm. And he wanted to feel that all the time.

He noticed it when you became the first one he wanted to share his day with. No matter how good or bad it had been.

Sangyeons day hadn’t been the best. He was in a bad mood. And throughout the whole dance practice all he could think about was getting in bed and calling you.

So that’s exactly what he did. Once he was freshly showered and laying in bed, he picked up his phone and called you.

You picked up not even a few seconds later. “Hey baby.” Your voice was bright and filled with happiness. And after hearing just those two words a smile made it’s way on his face. “Hey love.” You immediately noticed that the sound of his voice was the opposite of yours. “Bad day?” you questioned sadly. “Yeah.”

And he started telling you all about it. You listened without interrupting and without judging. And once he was done with his rant you gave him advice and promised that tomorrow would be a better day.

And when Sangyeon went to sleep that night, it was with a smile on his face. And with a soft mumble of “I’m falling in love.”

He noticed it when in a room full of people his eyes searched for you first

You were sitting in a dressing room, waiting for Sangyeon and his members. You were mindlessly scrolling through your phone not really paying attention to anything going on around you. So you didn’t notice when The Boyz walked into the room again.

Sangyeon stood in the doorway and even though the room was filled with a lot of people, his eyes landed on you immediately. A small smile forming on his lips. It was like you could feel his eyes on you, because you looked up at him, eyes meeting each other. Sangyeons smile grew wider and your lips formed the same shape.

Slowly Sangyeon made his way over to you. Once he was seated beside you he pulled you in to his side. While resting his head against yours he thinks to himself, “I love her.”

Noticing it when you’re goofing around with his members.

In the time that you and Sangyeon were dating you had grow closer with his members. So it was no surprise that when you were visiting the dorm one day, Sunwoo and Eric pulled you with them to play some games.

Sangyeon was standing in the kitchen, watching you and some of his members goof around while playing Mario Kart. You were pushing Sunwoo, accusing him of cheating. A fond smile was present on Sangyeons face while he watched you.

Jacob had walked in to the kitchen. Noticing Sangyeon staring at something he followed his gaze, Jacobs eyes landing on you and the two guys. He turned to Sangyeon again and saw the loving gaze in his eyes.

Namjoon lived a stressful life. And no matter how good he had gotten at managing  his stress, sometimes it still got the best of him.

He wasn’t one to take his stress out on you, he usually set down with you and talked about it. The two of you always managed to find a solution for any of the problems he was facing. So he didn’t know why he hadn’t come to you the moment he could feel the stress getting the best of him. He just kept it to himself, letting it grow bigger and bigger.

Until he couldn’t take it anymore. A small argument between the two of you turned into a big fight. Namjoon was yelling at you, not even knowing what words were leaving his mouth. You tried to calm him down, but no matter what you said he just didn’t listen. So you let him yell, knowing he didn’t mean this, that he soon would realize what he was doing and would apologize. Than the two of you would talk about it and find a solution.

“Let’s just and this!” You were taken aback by his words. “W- What do you mean? You can’t be serious. Just because of one fight?” You had wished your voice would have sounded stronger. But just the thought of Namjoon leaving you broke you. “I’m dead serious. It’s not just about this fight. We clearly don’t work together anymore so let’s just give up.” You shake your head at this words. Tears gathering in your eyes.

“NO! I’ve given up on so many things in my life, please don’t ask me to give up on us. Because I’m not doing that. I love you Namjoon and you love me, I know that, so I’m not throwing that away just because we’re going through a rough time!” A few tears slipped out of your eyes, you didn’t bother to wipe them away. Your boyfriend was allowed to see how much his words were hurting you.

“Do you really wanna end our relationship?” Your voice was small. You were scared he was gonna say yes, you couldn’t imagine your life without him in it anymore. You guys had been together for so long, how could he want to end that?

“No.” Namjoon’s voice is even smaller than yours. And in this moment you can hear how exhausted he sounds. “I’m sorry. I don’t wanna break up. God, I’m sorry that I said that. I can’t live without you. I’m so sorry. I love you.” He sounds panicked, only now realizing what he had been saying.

It was like every little thing that could go wrong in your life was going wrong. And at first you could handle this, you were able to deal with it all on your own. But weeks past and things were still going wrong. It felt like the whole world was against you. And you could only fake that you were okay for so long.

Johnny knew something was wrong with you. He noticed it the little things you did. But he wanted to give you your space, you would talk to him when you felt like you were ready.

It was around 10 at night when you felt like you were gonna fall apart. So you texted the only person you knew that was gonna be there for you. “Can you come over?” As soon as Johnny saw your message he was on his way.

It wasn’t even half an hour later that your boyfriend entered your apartment. And with one look at you, he knew you were so far from being okay. You were seated in the corner of your sofa, one of Johnny’s large hoodies hugging your frame. Silent tears streamed down your face. You looked so small.

You looked up when you heard your door closing, your eyes meeting your boyfriends. “Johnny.” Your words came out mixed with a sob. Johnny could feel his heart break a little, you looked so broken.

“Oh baby.” He mumbled while making his way towards you. He dropped on his knees in front of you. Softly grabbing your face, trying to wipe the endless stream of tears away. “Tell me what’s wrong.” “Everything.”

“What can I do for you?” Johnny wanted to help you. He hated to see you like this. Wishing he could just take all your pain and worries away. “Please just hug me. Just hold me.” You were already pulled into his embrace before you finished your sentence. “Of course baby, I’m never letting go.”