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@skinnysgoodright
I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF
This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.
Reblogging because itās a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.
w-what if potato is actually lucky
Alright, Iām convinced bring me good news potato.
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I cannot express how much I adore dappled shadows formed by sunlight in paintings and photography and in real life
I also adore how this pattern has manifested itself in the form of camouflage for some species
The echo of those same dappled shadows that we paint in our art is genetically coded into a babyās fur in order to keep her safe. A beautiful thing.
(Photos by Joel Sartore)
I GOT A FUCKING RAISE THE POTATO WORKED WTF
This potato works. Every. Fucking. Time.
Reblogging because itās a damn potato and I want to encourage people to assume potatoes are magical.
w-what if potato is actually lucky
Alright, Iām convinced bring me good news potato.
h&m changing rooms are a special kind of hell lol
I swear to good this made me spiralš
Iām in my honeymoon phase again lol
lost 10kg since then HOWEVER i am not in my honeymoon phase anymore and I hate everything and also want to eat everything sometimes lol
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i mean I love loosing weight, however all I can think about is my fucking hair
which is kinda ironic, because thats not the thing I really should be worried about, when I should actually worry about dying u know
but I am so scared and I feel so ugly already, it has only been getting less over the years and I look like shit and itās only getting worse
after the first time that I almost died of this disorder, my hair grew back strong when I spent 7 months inpatient
however the more this cycle repeats, the less hair is growing back and Iām so desperate, I donāt know what to do, like Iām only 22, Iām not supposed to be bald at 24š
hey everyone! pls anyone who faces the same problem comment some tips cause im desperate š
so basically im relapsing really bad rn and im coming home in a couple weeks to my momās place and like i cant keep fasting with my mom around bc she will get mad at me immediately if she suspects im skipping meals again so pls does anyone have some real tips on this? i cant p*rge either, cause it takes me hours and i cant be in the bathroom for so long.. also my mom is already very very suspicious about my eating habits and she always think im āskinnyā so she would 100% notice it if i lose a tiny bit of weight, how do i hide it? pls if anyone relates dm or comment it would be really cool to talk about it :(
why do I miss chaos so much
and finally I love having an empty stomach again
war has finally stopped
or has it just begun
h&m changing rooms are a special kind of hell lol
I swear to good this made me spiralš
Iām in my honeymoon phase again lol
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Iāve kind of lost the plot, donāt know whats going on anymoreā¦
Iāve been at my set point since november now, not gaining not loosing, this is what Iāve been wishing for since 2018
Iāve spent the last 5 years gaining and loosing weight in a 30kg span, restricting, binging, restricting, binging
Iāve completely lost hope that normal eating and staying the same weight was ever possible for me
however it is and I canāt quite believe it, my eating still isnāt perfect but it isnāt anywhere near being as chaotic as it used to be, I stopped not being able to focus on anything other than food
So tell me why it still isnāt enough, tell me why my mind makes me believe this is a perfect starting point for loosing weight again, as if this all wasnāt to happen again
I know that if I loose weight now, the next 5 years are gonna be unbearable, restricting, binging, restricting, binging
Tell me why my mind is playing tricks on me, making me feel guilty again for eating when Iām hungry, as if I havenāt wished for this the whole time
I hate this illsness with all my being, however there seems to be no escape
h&m changing rooms are a special kind of hell lol
Yāall uni starts again next week and I feel so fucking disgusting
Iāve ordered clothes and been looking forward to trying them on so much cause I love getting new clothes, however I look like absolute shit in them, so fcking ridiculous š¤”
Also Iām really scared of uni cause apparently Iāve not made any effort to make friends after Iāve found two girls I could regularly talk to last semester, however I donāt think Iāll see them in a lot of courses this semester so Iāll be there all awkward and alone and am really not looking forward to that
I think for the first time in YEARS I am at my set point which is crazy because I have convinced myself that this concept may be true for others but canāt be for myself.
Iāve gained 14kg this past year (which means I am 61/62kg nowš„²) and whatever I eat (even if I binge a lot) I am not gaining any more weight, which technically really calms me down. However itās just too bad itās not a lower weight.
So even though realizing I do have a set point calms me down doesnāt mean Iāll stay at this weight I guess itās just NiCe tO kNoWš¤”
99 Distractions for when you need them
Drink a cup of hot tea
Wear soft, comfortable clothes
Take a bubble bath
Take a long shower
Get a massage
Get a manicure
Read a magazine
Wash your hair
Wrap up in a blanket
Give yourself a facial
Colour a colouring book
Play with Lego
Blow bubbles
Light candles
Read your favourite childrenās book
Make a snack
Have a nap
Watch a funny video
Watch a good movie
Read a joke book
Watch the clouds go by
Play with a pet
Drive with the windows down
Braid your hair
Do a crossword puzzle
Research a topic
Complete a maze
Play a word game
Organise something
Listen to a podcast
Visit your local library
Plan something
Write in a journal
Talk a walk
Wash the dishes
Stretch
Dance around your room
Iron your clothes
Water your plants
Go to the park
Cook a nice meal
Hoover the house
Drive to a new part of town
Hula hoop
Practise your yoga
Play tennis
Rearrange your bedroom
Go for a swim
Run through the sprinkler
Wash your sheets
Ride a bike
Go bowling
Weed the garden
Call a friend
Make a gift for someone
Write a thank you note
Write a letter
Meet up with a friend
Visit a nursing home
Message someone you love
Invite someone to go shopping
Bake bread
Send an uplifting, kind anonymous message
Doodle
Invent something
Paint
Play an instrument
Make an instrument
Draw
Create a video
Draw yourself as a cartoon
Visit an art museum
Watch the buskers in town
Do a craft project
Try out a new recipe
Plan a new outfit
Decorate your room
Meditate
Pray
Listen to guided meditation
Download a new game
Level up in an old game
Take photographs
Compliment someone
Call your parents
Play with your siblings
Find new blogs to follow
Give yourself a pep talk
Moisturise
Tidy your room
Update your blog theme
Make a smoothie
Design your dream house
Paint your toenails
Clean your makeup brushes
Write a story
Clean the fridge
Organise your wardrobe
Watch a full season of a new show
<3_<3 I needed diz
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so yesterday I bOosTeD mY mEtAbOLism like a real clown
i think i might actually be addicted to weed even though I always thought that wasnt really possible but look at me now I guessš¤Ŗš¤£šš§š¼
but also not actually surprising since I get addicted to things quite easily
anyways, Iāve been smoking everyday for months now and at the beginning I binged a lot but after a while I managed to stop eating when Iām stoned but yesterday I fucked up and I lowkey highkey wanna
kill myself
1726 today and I have yet to eat dinnerš¤”
monday is weigh in and Iām really scared that I havenāt lost anything this week
I feel like such a failure
