我的世界

I honestly wanted it to be you. I want us so badly but i dont think you want it to be me or even see it at all. You tell me you do but its your actions that got to show and not your words

At this rate, whats the point of being nice if nice people are getting no where in life. Get crap in their life

Loving him is so hard. I want us so bad but its so hard to love him.

How is it that, one day we are good and happy, the next day we are not..

Am so done with nonsense in my life. I need and want a happy relationship, get married, have my own house

You give me this feeling that we wont last, but i cant make myself leave you. so i guess i’ll just have whatever time i have with you

I want to believe that somebody will love me right

Some days i just really feel so alone

Today i felt like im way behind and not where im supposed to be in life. People my age are thriving, earning loads and in a healthy relationship. But me? Im earning the bare minimum so im trying to spend lesser to save up more for my future and im not in a relationship cause my ex decided to cheat. I want to be at the point in life where i have a good stable income (not rich rich) but stable enough that it allows me to enjoy my life that bit more and also have someone that wants to be with me the rest of their life.

I already had this feeling that i shouldnt meet this person and yet i decided to just agree and meet for a date. Guess what? My guts are right! Shit happened and what a douche of a person!

I’ve realised that so many people that look good on the outside are ugly af on the inside! super ugly ass heart.

I miss having someone

you dont ever post about me on your ig but when we broke up you post tons of photos and ig story. So what does that mean?