Teenage Dream [another angst genshin fiction lmfao IM SORRY ALOT OF SONGS ARE JUST AWESOME FOR ANGST 😭]
{inspired by mostly jealousy and brutal by Olivia Rodrigo
Also heavily self indulgent}
Warnings: angst???, mentions of s3lf-h@rm and su1c1de, cursing,
Basically a two part fiction for xiao because I'm the writer here, not really because it won't be heavily implied that it's Xiao so you can imagine anyone actually.
You were absolutely over all of this, living the same routine, it was tiring, insecurities, life pushing away everyone you know, you were over this magical Teenage Dream. Where was the Prince Charming you were promised?? The one that'd save you from all your problems.
You were annoyed of living, worrying about being a perfect child, someone you aren't, you couldn't be something you don't want to be.
"Well, guess another day of not responding to my friend's, it's for the better you were annoying.”
You told yourself that everyday but was it true?
You didn't know yourself.
As each day went pass, you felt like Suciciding, you were anxious about nothing.
“Go get some groceries from the store and keep your posture right, you keep slacking”
You heard you're mom's voice from a distance, getting up and closing the Tv that was clearly showing nothing and you were staring at it for about half and hour. Did you question your sanity? Yes.
“Right,” you responded, walking up-to the door you grabbed the cash your mom gave you, gripping it and walking out, “Jesus, have I not stepped out of my house in years or what?-”
You were rudely interrupted by a random kid stepping in a puddle.
You tried your best to not tell the kid off, you didn't really like kids, anyone for that matter, you just couldn't keep in sync with everyone else.
Walking to the grocery store you saw a classmate from your school, getting once again a new device to show off how much money he has.
’Great rich boy's here again, does he have no life? ’ You definitely skipped wherever he was and walked the other way.
“It's a cloudy weather today hm it looked like it'll rain sooner” mumbling you accidentally stepped on someone's foot.
“Fuck, I'm sorry!, I mean I'm really sorry I apologize” you slightly bowed to the person saying your apology, “yeah... its um fine?” the guy looked a bit unsure, when you looked up he was actually really pretty like straight from a game!
“No, really! I wasn't looking where I was stepping” you said, the guy just said a ‘it's alright’ and ran, he looked like he missed something, ‘oh well, he was weird’ you decided to put on your headphones and listen to some songs as you went inside the grocery store, walking pass the shelves and checking off everything in your list.
You were walking by and saw the same guy apologizing to a man, you guessed it, he worked here, ‘prince Charming that you??’
[this definitely didn't go in the direction I wanted it to go it became more of a meme thing-]
