the arena
The first thing I see is darkness, the screeching sound of shifting metal echoes as the wall in front of me rises and light floods in blinding me. At first I just stand there, terrified of the unknown that awaits me ahead, suddenly a shout and a strike of pain in my spine and I'm out the door and face down in sand, I rise slowly taking in everything, I'm lying in an arena of Sand and blood, the Air stinks of death and decay, above savage human looking creatures are screaming for blood, loud ear splitting shrieks of rage echo from the rafters. Across from me there is a giant glass cube in the ceiling and a man standing on the ground below it with his face showing no emotion but his eyes are red, his face dirty and tracks of past tears stain it.
I stand. There is a boom of laughter behind me, I look up to see several large pale man in a separate box from the other savages they wear suits of charcoal and hold glasses of what looks like blood. A clinking of chain draws my eye back to the cube where a group is being forced out, they are malnourished and dirty. they have musical instruments, as soon as they are all in, the cube begins sliding towards the middle, the fat cats laugh away spilling there evil fluid all over their black as pitch cloths their faces are clean all but the teeth red with blood. The clanking stops the cube hangs in the middle of the arena.
The band begins slowly at first but as the tempo increases the man moves first his head, slowly raising it, and cracking his neck rising it to the sky and exhaling loudly like an addict that just got another fix. Then his legs walking at first then running, next his arms pulling a broadsword from behind his back ready to slice me. His face is blank and emotionless as if my life is unimportant in the grand scheme of the arena. His swings are wild, beads of sweat drip down my face the stink of death and sweat is overwhelming but I don’t notice it takes all my energy just to dodge his swings, in perfect beat with the music as if it is the only thing motivating this act of aggression.
The tempo rapidly drops and slows, the song turns mournful, and the man’s swings slow, a steady chant of “kill” rises over the crowd above, saliva dripping from the screaming maws, the man seems completely fine with obliging their whim, fear creeps through me as I realise. I can’t kill him, I don’t have the heart to take this man’s life and he seems fine with taking mine. The dodging continues moving as fast as my body will allow, throwing dirt with every movement, the man’s eyes are focused on me and only me never wavering, never faltering, always hunting me. His tear stained face is painful to watch as he chases me his eyes almost begging me to fight back to finish him. A primal scream from the band throws me off for a moment causing me to trip, I land on my back cracking my head against the bloodstained sand, the man’s broadsword comes flying towards me, not slowing, not caring. I don’t have time to dodge, I prepare for the inevitable. Then the blade stops so close I can smell the blood on it. I lay there for a moment then realise. The music has stopped.
We sit in almost silence, broken only by the savage booing from the crowed as they jump all over each other, staring at each other. He begins to walk back to his starting point, head down still showing no emotion. I just lay there fearing what might be coming next.
“KILL HIM ALREADY, OR ARE YOU TO WEAK?”
The voice echoes all around us in a supernatural sort of way. The man pauses mid step, he turns and points his sword at me but he is not looking at me, he’s looking at the festering wounds of men that put themselves above us, he opens his mouth and makes some sort of tortured noise, as I realise with horror he has no tongue. I stand,
“FINE”
More grating metal sounds as if in punctuation to the single word they uttered. A hole opens in the ceiling, two pieces of wood fall to the ground hitting the sand and sending it flying in all directions. I don’t move at first, I watch the man as he nods to me then continues walking to his spot. I take this as my queue to move closer to the pieces of wood to find that they are... are... tonfa? I’m not certain but I feel like that is what they are called, I feel like I’ve used them before, as if they are a part of me. I give them a spin and feel them as an extension of my arm and I know I’ve held these before. They are completely smooth along the handles but jagged and chipped on the clubs and there is dried blood in the chipped out holes the blood has turned the wood almost black. Black wood blood red streaks ...these are the weapons of a killer. More than that... a torturer... a man who gets enjoyment from his work... I feel dread at the thought of how I know that... I can’t kill the thought of it makes me feel sick but these....these weapons...are they mine?
The band is being forced out and a woman is being pushed in she stares down, not at us below her just ...down. she has the same dirty tear stains as the man who is now staring at her...eyes filled with rage...I can almost feel it flowing through me from across the arena. She stands in the middle of the box loosely griping a microphone, seeming to not see anyone around her. The man watches as the box grates slowly and loudly to the middle, then his focus goes back to the disgusting pigs of men behind me, rage in his eyes ...flooding from his heart.
She slowly raises the mic to her lips and she sings slowly and mournfully. The man’s stare lowers as he exhales deeply less like an addict this time and more …prepared and charges me. He leaps sword at the ready to bring down on my head, I raise the tonfa to guard and close my eyes waiting for the sound of the blade cutting wood....but it doesn’t come. Suddenly a weight hits the tonfa but no metal on wood. I open my eyes slightly to see the man crouched on my arms looking into my eyes with determination....and I know what I must do.
I turn with him still on me and put all the weight I can into my arms and I push him off just as he jumps...directly at the men in the fragile glass house. the girl sings on still staring at nothing without emotion. The man flies towards the window screaming the whole way blade at the ready. The well-dressed corpses hit a button and an alarm sounds. I take in everything so I can to see what to expect.
I see the glass box dragging itself towards the door where it started but now that door has angry looking beasts with blades in their hands and hate in their eyes looking ready to maul this poor girl. I see the roof opening up letting the screaming monsters access to me and the
man. The roof is opening slowly leaving me time to try and save the girl. The door is a ways up, so I run to the wall and notice it’s not smooth...I can climb I put the tonfa on my back in their carrying strap....why do I hav... no, no time must push on.
I climb the wall, the creatures in the door way don’t seem to see me they are to focused on their pray in the glass cube. She begins screaming her sad sad song and I notice the cube is almost to the door. As soon as I reach the door I grab the closest beast and pull him out. I hear him scream with surprise as he drops, the others are surprised long enough for me to throw myself up into his spot pull my tonfa out and begin cracking their heads. I spin with trained ease and aim for vitals like a steady practiced hand and in seconds they are dead and bleeding on the ground…the smell of the blood hits me right away, overwhelming…disgusting.
The singer has stopped screaming now and returned to a normal volume. There is a loud thud as the cube pushes into place and the door opens. The girl looks out shocked to see me standing over 4 corpses as I breathe heavy. I can barely believe it myself. I look past her to see the man jumping out from a hole in the cage the pigs made for themselves. I can’t see into the room very well... because the windows that aren’t broken are red...dark...dark red.
The same colour as my hands... there are tears on my face. I can no longer see the man, my own emotion blocks my sight I can hear nothing but the ringing in my head as shock and fear take over... what have I done...I killed these people, a hand touches my shoulder, stopping my downward emotional spiral and there is the girl I saved, smiling. My fear lowers. Suddenly a voice breaks my concentration.
“FINISH THIS NOW”
It’s an odd voice, it sounds like an unhappy mix of demonic and angelic, it echoes upon the walls reverberating through my mind bringing back my fear, a new fear, of what I’m not certain. I look the girl in the face feeling the fear rise. The smiling girl grabs me by the shirt, I’m so confused I don’t have time to resist as she flings me into the glass case hard enough I smash through it. Time seems to slow down as I crash through the window and fall to the ground, glass swirling around me I hit the sand...no...Not sand...its mud now...red mud...
”STAND UP”
I listen...slowly rising to my feet. I’m surrounded by bodies, mutilated flesh, chunks of bone and appendages thrown across the walls and the ground ...there is no dry dirt in sight. The stink of death is stronger than before it takes all my focus not to vomit. The man....is different, he has one giant red clawed hand over his face, his arm is red...not with blood...but demonic red and he...he has a feathery wing coming from the other side.
“I AM AN ABOMINATION”
He drops his hand and raises his head glaring at me. half his face is red his one eye black but the other is....glowing? It’s hard to tell with the stink of death surrounding me blurring my vision...
“YOU ARE TO BLAME FOR THIS”
What? I stare slack jawed and eyes wide.
“How?”
I ask slowly...almost in a whisper.
“YOUR EXISTSTENCE BREAKS THE BALANCE SO LONG AS YOU EXIST AS YOU DO I AM STUCK LIKE THIS...”
What is he talking about?
“...AND IF I KILL YOU I DIE WITH YOU...”
My mind is racing I don’t know what any of this means.
“WHY COULDNT YOU HAVE JUST STAYED THE DEMON AND LET THE BALANCE REMAIN”
Demon. That word hurts my vision clears the stink is like my fear gone.
“I am NOT a demon”
I say with determination locking eyes with him.
“NOT ANYMORE. YOU’RE NOT NOW YOUR....I DONT KNOW WHAT YOU ARE, BUT ITS WRONG AND NOW IM NOT AN ANGEL IM...IM....AN ABOMINATION”
My eyes stay locked with his I do not pull away from his rage.
“If you were an angel HOW COULD YOU KILL ALL THESE PEOPLE”
Now it’s his turn to stumble... there is fear in his eyes.
“NO...NO THAT’S YOUR FAULT NOT MINE ...YOU ... YOU BROKE THE BALANCE AND MADE ME THIS WAY....IF...IF…”
He is stumbling back now.
“If what? If I had stayed the demon you wouldn’t have killed these people? I don’t know what happened that made me forget what I was but it seems they broke you as much as they did me”
His eyes go wide....
”THEY KILLED HER...THERE IS NOTHING LEFT”
Determination re-enters his eyes, as we lock eyes again he pulls his sword from the torso of a fallen creature and runs at me.
“THERE IS NO REASON FOR ETHER OF US TO EXIST”
I leap back in fear, as I’m jumping I see the girl again throwing my tonfa down, I catch them as fast as I can and block his attack. His attacks are much fiercer then they were before. It’s almost like he wasn’t trying to kill me before.
“I guess they didn’t break you”
He doesn’t slow.
“You broke yourself and gave in to the evil”
He pauses for a moment shock and fear crossing his face. It fades and he screams in anger pressing the attack more and more pushing me back against the wall.
“YOU ARE THE DEMON NOW”
I yell as I let my anger fuel me striking and dodging wildly I’m so focused on him I don’t even notice the grinding metal until parts of the roof begin falling into the arena landing all around us. It stops my anger in its tracks the man ignores it pressing more and more he has only one goal and that is my life.
Sitting up on the ledge in a pool of blood I think over what I’ve done. I threw him down into that pit... because... because he has to right the imbalance it was... the right thing to do ... it had to be. I spot his tonfa on the ground... he doesn’t need them right. He just has to die....then they will both be gone
“THERE IS NO REASON FOR ETHER OF US TO EXIST”
before I realise what I’m doing, I have the tonfa in my hand and I’m throwing them out into the arena, I don’t wait to see what happens with them, I just grab a weapon from a corpse and run down the hall. There is little resists along the way but I cut them down easily. I was trained for this after all trained for quick merciful deaths aim for the brain or heart no wounds only kills. I keep running, not even slowing down to give the men a fair fight not that they would expect a fair fight from me I am a 16 year old girl after all...the men always underestimate me making my job easy…well physically.
I don’t stop Running until I find the room I’m looking for. I break the flimsy metal door to the control room and pull the switch to release the cages, dropping them on the arena, then I’m running again, the whole run there took maybe 2 minutes, I can hear the metal grinding as I make my way to the surface. Those cages should make short work of those two.
The light hits my eyes and blinds me temporarily. As my eyes adjust I look around to see the desert that lured many travelers with rumors of treasure, only to find their minds broken and their bodies locked in cages to do the bidding of those…people.
The swirling sands seemed so...swirling? When I snuck in here years ago there wasn’t a whirlpool of sand here. The whole thing must be caving in on itself. The fools never did plan for sabotage. They were cocky bastards and they died for it.
As the sand spins and lowers I can do nothing but watch in horror...I guess that’s that... they are dead...the abomination killed itself. After several minutes the sand settles and I just stand there watching.
The metal is collapsing around me, streams of sand seem to follow in the holes the metal chunks make. But the man is unwavered in his hate of me and his need to kill me. I use the falling debris to put space between us as I try and figure out a way to escape. How he has managed to not get hit is unimaginable. rocks and metal are falling crushing what little remained of the corpses on the ground, blood splattering everywhere I take my eyes off my foe for a moment to look up as sunlight breaks through the roof and I know what I must do.
An arm explodes out of the sand grabbing at anything it can reach; it is soaked in blood and covered in wounds, it finds a piece of metal and pulls. I watch in horror as the demon pops out of the ground gasping for air. The demon I had been hunting all these years, or so the coin man told me. After he gets entirely out of the ground he flops on his back and begins laughing. There is only one way to deal with this...I jump on him my blade at his throat... I look him in the eyes to see the ...evil? No, there is no evil ... just fear... he’s terrified ... demons don’t feel fear.
“Please don’t kill me”
...demons don’t beg ether I learned that the hard way.
”what are you”
I ask ... he stares at me confused tears stain his face and he stinks of rotting flesh in the hot sun.
“I don’t know”
What did they do to him in there…?
“If you’re alive then that means the angel is to... or at least what used to be the angel”
If he is the demon then that is true I rise blade ready to fight it until my death. The demon stands.
“Nope he’s dead”
What? Could that be true?
“That’s not possible the balance demands you both alive or both dead”
I get right in his face glaring up at him. He stumbles back... not demon like not at all.
“Well I saw him die”
“I don’t believe you”
I advance on him more. More stumbling on his part after a moment he finally pushes thru his obvious fear and says.
“Well first a chunk of rock broke his leg he screamed rather loudly but that stopped when the next rock turned his skull into a puddle”
What? Could the coin man have lied?
“But...how can you exist”
my legs are weak none of this makes sense I fall on my back and stare at the sky trying to think of what to do next... nothing comes to mind this whole mission was a waste of time I accomplished nothing
“Are you ok?”
The demon looks down at me hand outstretched.
“Do you think we can get out of here? I don’t know where I am and…could you please help me find… home?”
...he can’t be the demon. The coin man must have been wrong.












