me: *wearing a ring*

I want a “just checking in” kind of love.

The other week I woke up after dreaming about you hugging me and throughout the day I swear I could feel your arms around me A few days ago I was walking through the city and I swear I smelt the specific aroma of your room and it had me frozen in the middle of town square for a few minutes until my knees stopped shaking The other night it was like I lost all control of my fingers as they typed your name into my Instagram search bar even though I knew seeing your happiness would bring me more sadness Yesterday I laid in bed all day because I’ve spent weeks without thinking about you and without looking at your social media sites and without asking about you but I caved And tonight I know that I’m slipping back into old ways because I only ever have the inspiration to write when I’m hurting over the fact that I’ve lost you

And it’s like every breathing moment, I wait for you to message me to say that this was all a horrible mistake, and how you shouldn’t have ever let this happen.

Out of all the words you said that broke my heart, it was the absence of your voice that hurt the most.

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