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CODE 143 (ILY) - PT.03
pairing: hacker!seungmin x fem!reader
ss count: 24
tags/warnings: smau, a lil' emotional in the beginning, mongmong being secretly soft, sexual inuendos, insane amount of banter/flirting/insult-affection, seungmin makes a joke that her brain was malformed in utero (sry if this is offensive to anyone but as someone w/epilepsy and a malformation of cortical dev in the brain i found this v funny)
part one | part two | part three | part four tbc
summary: you hate scammers. you're sick and tired of getting spam calls and texts. so, when your credit card information gets stolen and then your entire bank account is compromised, you take justice into your own hands by reaching out to a vigilante hacker who is, admittedly, kind of cute.
a/n: guess who is really bad at keeping surprises a surprise? me. could i have gatekept ts another day? yes. but fuck that. i wrote this and it's done and so is pt 4 bc i am actually insane so HERE YOU GO. enjoy. ngl atp this might be a 6 part series good LORD i yap too much lmfao. i'm having so much fun w/this series. also, if you're reading this, congrats, now you know that pt 4 was SUPPOSED to be their "meeting up" chapter HOWEVER i yapped so much in this chapter that pt 4 has now become a full pt dedicated to seungmin's pov w/the boysss!! as usual i love reading all yall thoughts in the comments/reblogs/etc so ty for all the activity there!! hehe
taglist: @yessirfelix @franaby @hrts4spade @jaziona92 @champagneconfetti @igottabangchan @fandomloverfan @cosykitchenwitch @babribriba @yourstargirlyyy @exii1lp @mimimtoofly @skz-all-day-every-day @mrsminseochoi @danielle143 @remmnm @superdupercas @yasingly @chocolatepainterbear @pemdasislife @fizzy0719 @planetkittenwhiskers @wolfhallows4 @staralixies @testingspider @roxas-hearts13 @elmistay @scribblesnsketches05 @hunter-or-the-hunted @ilvin88 @rosalicous @mandmilovehim @ughyeka @iamwhoiamwhat @cloudyminni @hanniesbubuwife @minniesonly
^^^ i think i got everyone but if i didn't erm... oopsies? 🥺💔
CODE 143 (ILY) - PT.03
pairing: hacker!seungmin x fem!reader
ss count: 24
tags/warnings: smau, a lil' emotional in the beginning, mongmong being secretly soft, sexual inuendos, insane amount of banter/flirting/insult-affection, seungmin makes a joke that her brain was malformed in utero (sry if this is offensive to anyone but as someone w/epilepsy and a malformation of cortical dev in the brain i found this v funny)
part one | part two | part three | part four tbc
summary: you hate scammers. you're sick and tired of getting spam calls and texts. so, when your credit card information gets stolen and then your entire bank account is compromised, you take justice into your own hands by reaching out to a vigilante hacker who is, admittedly, kind of cute.
a/n: guess who is really bad at keeping surprises a surprise? me. could i have gatekept ts another day? yes. but fuck that. i wrote this and it's done and so is pt 4 bc i am actually insane so HERE YOU GO. enjoy. ngl atp this might be a 6 part series good LORD i yap too much lmfao. i'm having so much fun w/this series. also, if you're reading this, congrats, now you know that pt 4 was SUPPOSED to be their "meeting up" chapter HOWEVER i yapped so much in this chapter that pt 4 has now become a full pt dedicated to seungmin's pov w/the boysss!! as usual i love reading all yall thoughts in the comments/reblogs/etc so ty for all the activity there!! hehe
taglist: @yessirfelix @franaby @hrts4spade @jaziona92 @champagneconfetti @igottabangchan @fandomloverfan @cosykitchenwitch @babribriba @yourstargirlyyy @exii1lp @mimimtoofly @skz-all-day-every-day @mrsminseochoi @danielle143 @remmnm @superdupercas @yasingly @chocolatepainterbear @pemdasislife @fizzy0719 @planetkittenwhiskers @wolfhallows4 @staralixies @testingspider @roxas-hearts13 @elmistay @scribblesnsketches05 @hunter-or-the-hunted @ilvin88 @rosalicous @mandmilovehim @ughyeka @iamwhoiamwhat @cloudyminni @hanniesbubuwife @minniesonly
^^^ i think i got everyone but if i didn't erm... oopsies? 🥺💔
sneak peek of CODE 143 (ILY) PT 4 💀 bc i got too excited and decided to just write both pt 3 and pt 4 in like 5hrs but then ts was so long that i think i'm gonna have to make a pt 4.5 for the rest of the pt of the boys bs in their gc 😭
foxboy!jeongin x puppygirl!reader x puppyboy!seungmin
fxm, piv, implied 3some in the future, chan is in this but his role is very minor, they have animal like personalities with ears and tails but they aren’t actually animals, biting, protective seungmin, greedy jeongin, they don’t like each other in this lol, for context read the first part here. ik i said there was gonna be chan content in here, but that's planned to be for the next part, which is a prequel to this.
jeongin had became a master of patience. in hunting, he would wait for the perfect moment to strike. he’d wait near campsites often for people to leave their food so he could steal it. and up until a month ago, he’d wait for chan to leave his house so he could sneak into your backyard and fool around with you.
and it was fun while it lasted, until chan woke up one night and caught you two outside. so he told himself, “i just have to wait until i get another chance” that chance being when chan would let you outside again, and jeongin would make up for all the lost time without you. he was just drooling at the thought of it, pouncing on you while you were caught off guard, shoving down your shorts and fucking you right there. he could figure out the details of getting you in his den later, but he wanted to take you right there and then.
but that opportunity never came, because you weren’t outside at all anymore. at least, by yourself.
he spotted him through the glass door one day, holding you in his lap while you were babbling on about something. you two looked to be the same breed, and he was only a bit bigger than you. he turned to look at jeongin, like he knew all along he was being watched, and just smiled as his hand moved down into your shorts. you writhed in pleasure, likely begging him to keep going and he complied, all while still holding eye contact.
jeongin was so mad, he wanted to jump into the backyard then, smash open the door and sink his teeth into this new dogs face, but he was smarter than that. he knew that could get him in some deep trouble, so like the patient fox he was, he waited.
he waited until he could think of some plan, but he couldn’t. his cock was throbbing, he spoiled himself with you now it was almost impossible get himself off without your mouth or cunt to wrap his dick around.
he sat in his den, pumping his dick into his hand, trying to find some relief so he could just think, but wasn’t enough. it wasn’t you.
so right then and there, late into the night, he crawled out of his den, scurried to your back yard, jumped the fence, and crawled in through your doggie door.
it was very unfamiliar territory, his claws scrapped the floor as he walked so he moved slower. he followed your scent to a corner of the house he couldn’t see from the outside. and there you were, laying down peacefully with a sleepy smile on your face. he would have fucked you right there, but the other dogs arms were wrapped around you. he got slightly closer, inches from your face now and laid a kiss on your eye.
between the familiar scent and sudden contact, you began to stir. jeongin was careful, laying his mouth near your jaw and licking to slowly wake you up without alerting you. and you did wake up, confused as you scratched the sleep from your eyes.
“hmm…wha…” as your eyes slowly opened, you started to realize who was infront of you. your tail wagged immediately as you pepped up. “in-“
he put his hand over your mouth, shushing you, and making a ‘come here’ motion with his hand. you slowly removed yourself from seungmin, he didn’t fight much as he was a much heavier sleeper than you. you followed jeongin to the backyard quietly, and he pounced on you the second you were both fully outside.
“i missed my puppy…” he said, on top of you licking your neck and you yipped happily. “i missed you too, innie!” that cute little nick name you gave him only made him harder, he wanted you calling him that forever.
“you’re my puppy, you understand that?” he ripped your panties off, causing you to gasp, but not fight him. he lifted your legs to rest on his shoulders. your cunt was already glossy, he didn’t want to think too much about that, since it was likely from seungmins doing. “you belong to me, not any other mutt in the world, understand?”
“innie…” you stared at his cock, he pushed himself between your folds to coat his dick in your slick. you both moaned, his tip was hitting your clit at a perfect angle, prodding at it just like you remember he used to do.
“puppy…this time, i’m gonna get you fucking pregnant…” you didn’t really register what he was saying. too caught up in how good it felt for his cock to rub against you. you whined and whimpered, moving your hips at a messy rhythm to rub against him. "mph, you feel so goo- ngk!"
in one quick motion, he shoved his cock into you, which almost made you cry out in pleasure, but he slapped his hand against your mouth. he wasn’t doing much better though, this was his first time truly inside you. his original plan was to fuck you in his den nonstop until you couldn’t move, but this was also pretty good.
his hips bucked slowly at first, then sped up to a relentless pace, still covering your mouth. your pussy was hugging his cock so well, like it was begging for his seed, each thrust felt like he was slowly going deeper. he was curved slightly and his head was rubbing perfectly against that spot inside you. “mph!- innie, p-please!” you moaned, trying to beg him to slow down a bit, but it was no use.
jeongin was patient, but it was like the universe was testing him and he succeeded, this was his reward. “shhh, you feel so fucking good…does that dumb mutt fuck you like this? hm?” his hands moved to pin your wrists above your head now, and before you could cry out, he kissed you. a deep sloppy kiss.
“you got me all jealous now puppy…mph…i’ve gotta punish you now…” before you could really process what he was saying, he sunk his teeth into your shoulder. jeongin stuck one hand back over your mouth to muffle your howl as he bit harder, leaving a permanent mark on you before licking the spot tenderly. “there, now everyone in this neighborhood will know who you belong to." he backed up to look at the mark, it was fresh, but he could tell it would be visible far into the future.
jeongin could feel himself about to cum, and by the way you were bucking into him, you were too. “you gonna cum, puppy? cum around my cock and let me pump my seed into you. you’re gonna be carrying my kits and be my mate for life, yeah?” it only took a few more thrusts before you both fell over the edge, jeongin went back down to kiss you, his tongue down your throat and taking every moan you were gonna let out. his thrusts started to slow, and he settled on top of you, both of your tails wagging.
“mmm, innie, i missed you…” you said, still cum drunk and sleepy.
“you wanna come back to my den? i have a spot ready for you-“ he was cut off by seungmin pulling him back by his ears, he growled, but seungmin didn’t let up, only tightening his grip. “the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
jeongin smirked, gripping seungmins hand. “what’s wrong, jealous?” seungmin yanked him back, forcing him to fall on his back. he let out a whine, and seungmin crawled on top of you, checking over your body for injuries.
“did he hurt you?” he saw your shoulder and growled, his anger bubbled up in his chest and he was damn near ready to kill jeongin. “go inside.” he commanded, but you didn’t listen. you grabbed at seungmin before her could jump at jeongin.
“minnie, wait! he didn’t do anything!” you said, snapping out of your cum drunk trance. “we were just playing!”
“playing my ass, he’s trying to kidnap you!” jeongin recovered on the ground, sitting up and rubbing his ears where seungmin gripped them. “it’s not kidnapping if she comes willingly.”
“which she won’t!” you whimpered, instantly getting both of their attention. “please stop…i’m sorry, i don’t want you two to argue…” seungmin sat you up, licking your bite mark. “y/n, please don’t cry...”
it didn’t help, you were still upset, until jeongin creeped up on the other side of you. seungmin growled at first, but he settled for a glare when he saw how you calmed down from his touch.
“aw, y/nnie, it’s ok…” you cuddled into jeongin and he wrapped his arms around you. now the roles were reversed, seungmin being forced to watch with a grimace as the one he hated held you.
“i don’t want you two to fight…” you said , reaching to hold seungmins hand. the two looked at each other, knowing they both wanted to answer ‘no’ but understanding it would make you upset.
jeongin did want to take you to his den and rub it in seungmins face that your were all his, but you obviously were attached to him, and it would be unrealistic that you weren't microchipped and chan wouldn't come looking for you. seungmin also knew if he were to tell jeongin not to come back, you'd be upset. he found you waiting by he door a couple of times, waiting for him.
despite being complete opposites, both of them got the idea at the same time, but only one of them vocalized it.
"well, if you're owner isn't here maybe i can-"
"excuse me?" seungmin knew what he was implying, and he thought it too, but putting it into action was way too risky. jeongin was a fox, being tricky was in his nature.
you spoke up again, voice a little stronger now. "please minnie, i'll be a good girl, i promise i won't leave the backyard!" jeongin deflated a bit at that, but that was the beauty of comprimise. he'd rather have some of you than none you.
while seungmin wanted to say hell no, run to grab chan, and hopefully have jeongin euthanized, you were making the biggest saddest puppy dog eyes at him.
seungmin spoke after a long silence. “listen and listen well. don’t you ever try and get her to leave the yard again. and don’t come back here without me present. and if i see another bite mark on her again i swear to god...”
jeongin was…shocked. he was partially expecting seungmin to just…idk kill him? or banish him at the least. but he also must’ve known you well enough to understand you’d probably try to sneak out if he told jeongin to never come back. smart.
your tail wagged excitedly, jumping into seungmins arms, excited at his compromise. “thank you, minnie!” you licked his face excitedly, he felt a twinge of satisfaction from having you on him again (and also horniness)
just then, all three of jumped, hearing the sound of a door open, it wasn’t the one to the backyard, but still close. you were going to turn to jeongin to warn him to run before chan saw him, but he was already over the fence, blowing you a kiss before disappearing into the woods. by the time chan made it outside, jeongin was gone. and all he saw was you on top of seungmin , with your panties discarded to the side.
“jeez, is all you two do is fuck?”
the following weeks were…weird for seungmin. he got to have you during the day, and jeongin got you at night. he could hear you try and be quiet as he pounded you. nights where chan stayed out late or didn’t come home jeongin would make you howl. when seungmin had you, however, he was gentle. lapping at your swollen cunt and gently fucking you until your back arched and you cried his name. seungmin felt a sense of pride that he got you before jeongin did, and jeongin liked that sometimes it was his cum seungmin licked out of you.
it wasn’t always sex however. you got to nap and cuddle during the day with seungmin, and play recklessly with jeongin. chan still wonders why you’re always so sleepy when he leaves for work every morning.
you were very satisfied with how your new playmates were getting along, although getting along was an over statement. you were still trying to figure out how to get them to play together (preferably with you between them with one in your mouth and the other in your cunt)
but that was something for another time. now, you were content with whatever complex you had, as long as you had someone to cuddle after being freshly fucked.
a/n: im sorry if this is ass, im not ovulating rn and my ability to tell whether smut is good is horrible rn.
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foxboy!jeongin x puppygirl!reader x puppyboy!seungmin
fxm, piv, implied 3some in the future, chan is in this but his role is very minor, they have animal like personalities with ears and tails but they aren’t actually animals, biting, protective seungmin, greedy jeongin, they don’t like each other in this lol, for context read the first part here. ik i said there was gonna be chan content in here, but that's planned to be for the next part, which is a prequel to this.
jeongin had became a master of patience. in hunting, he would wait for the perfect moment to strike. he’d wait near campsites often for people to leave their food so he could steal it. and up until a month ago, he’d wait for chan to leave his house so he could sneak into your backyard and fool around with you.
and it was fun while it lasted, until chan woke up one night and caught you two outside. so he told himself, “i just have to wait until i get another chance” that chance being when chan would let you outside again, and jeongin would make up for all the lost time without you. he was just drooling at the thought of it, pouncing on you while you were caught off guard, shoving down your shorts and fucking you right there. he could figure out the details of getting you in his den later, but he wanted to take you right there and then.
but that opportunity never came, because you weren’t outside at all anymore. at least, by yourself.
he spotted him through the glass door one day, holding you in his lap while you were babbling on about something. you two looked to be the same breed, and he was only a bit bigger than you. he turned to look at jeongin, like he knew all along he was being watched, and just smiled as his hand moved down into your shorts. you writhed in pleasure, likely begging him to keep going and he complied, all while still holding eye contact.
jeongin was so mad, he wanted to jump into the backyard then, smash open the door and sink his teeth into this new dogs face, but he was smarter than that. he knew that could get him in some deep trouble, so like the patient fox he was, he waited.
he waited until he could think of some plan, but he couldn’t. his cock was throbbing, he spoiled himself with you now it was almost impossible get himself off without your mouth or cunt to wrap his dick around.
he sat in his den, pumping his dick into his hand, trying to find some relief so he could just think, but wasn’t enough. it wasn’t you.
so right then and there, late into the night, he crawled out of his den, scurried to your back yard, jumped the fence, and crawled in through your doggie door.
it was very unfamiliar territory, his claws scrapped the floor as he walked so he moved slower. he followed your scent to a corner of the house he couldn’t see from the outside. and there you were, laying down peacefully with a sleepy smile on your face. he would have fucked you right there, but the other dogs arms were wrapped around you. he got slightly closer, inches from your face now and laid a kiss on your eye.
between the familiar scent and sudden contact, you began to stir. jeongin was careful, laying his mouth near your jaw and licking to slowly wake you up without alerting you. and you did wake up, confused as you scratched the sleep from your eyes.
“hmm…wha…” as your eyes slowly opened, you started to realize who was infront of you. your tail wagged immediately as you pepped up. “in-“
he put his hand over your mouth, shushing you, and making a ‘come here’ motion with his hand. you slowly removed yourself from seungmin, he didn’t fight much as he was a much heavier sleeper than you. you followed jeongin to the backyard quietly, and he pounced on you the second you were both fully outside.
“i missed my puppy…” he said, on top of you licking your neck and you yipped happily. “i missed you too, innie!” that cute little nick name you gave him only made him harder, he wanted you calling him that forever.
“you’re my puppy, you understand that?” he ripped your panties off, causing you to gasp, but not fight him. he lifted your legs to rest on his shoulders. your cunt was already glossy, he didn’t want to think too much about that, since it was likely from seungmins doing. “you belong to me, not any other mutt in the world, understand?”
“innie…” you stared at his cock, he pushed himself between your folds to coat his dick in your slick. you both moaned, his tip was hitting your clit at a perfect angle, prodding at it just like you remember he used to do.
“puppy…this time, i’m gonna get you fucking pregnant…” you didn’t really register what he was saying. too caught up in how good it felt for his cock to rub against you. you whined and whimpered, moving your hips at a messy rhythm to rub against him. "mph, you feel so goo- ngk!"
in one quick motion, he shoved his cock into you, which almost made you cry out in pleasure, but he slapped his hand against your mouth. he wasn’t doing much better though, this was his first time truly inside you. his original plan was to fuck you in his den nonstop until you couldn’t move, but this was also pretty good.
his hips bucked slowly at first, then sped up to a relentless pace, still covering your mouth. your pussy was hugging his cock so well, like it was begging for his seed, each thrust felt like he was slowly going deeper. he was curved slightly and his head was rubbing perfectly against that spot inside you. “mph!- innie, p-please!” you moaned, trying to beg him to slow down a bit, but it was no use.
jeongin was patient, but it was like the universe was testing him and he succeeded, this was his reward. “shhh, you feel so fucking good…does that dumb mutt fuck you like this? hm?” his hands moved to pin your wrists above your head now, and before you could cry out, he kissed you. a deep sloppy kiss.
“you got me all jealous now puppy…mph…i’ve gotta punish you now…” before you could really process what he was saying, he sunk his teeth into your shoulder. jeongin stuck one hand back over your mouth to muffle your howl as he bit harder, leaving a permanent mark on you before licking the spot tenderly. “there, now everyone in this neighborhood will know who you belong to." he backed up to look at the mark, it was fresh, but he could tell it would be visible far into the future.
jeongin could feel himself about to cum, and by the way you were bucking into him, you were too. “you gonna cum, puppy? cum around my cock and let me pump my seed into you. you’re gonna be carrying my kits and be my mate for life, yeah?” it only took a few more thrusts before you both fell over the edge, jeongin went back down to kiss you, his tongue down your throat and taking every moan you were gonna let out. his thrusts started to slow, and he settled on top of you, both of your tails wagging.
“mmm, innie, i missed you…” you said, still cum drunk and sleepy.
“you wanna come back to my den? i have a spot ready for you-“ he was cut off by seungmin pulling him back by his ears, he growled, but seungmin didn’t let up, only tightening his grip. “the fuck do you think you’re doing?”
jeongin smirked, gripping seungmins hand. “what’s wrong, jealous?” seungmin yanked him back, forcing him to fall on his back. he let out a whine, and seungmin crawled on top of you, checking over your body for injuries.
“did he hurt you?” he saw your shoulder and growled, his anger bubbled up in his chest and he was damn near ready to kill jeongin. “go inside.” he commanded, but you didn’t listen. you grabbed at seungmin before her could jump at jeongin.
“minnie, wait! he didn’t do anything!” you said, snapping out of your cum drunk trance. “we were just playing!”
“playing my ass, he’s trying to kidnap you!” jeongin recovered on the ground, sitting up and rubbing his ears where seungmin gripped them. “it’s not kidnapping if she comes willingly.”
“which she won’t!” you whimpered, instantly getting both of their attention. “please stop…i’m sorry, i don’t want you two to argue…” seungmin sat you up, licking your bite mark. “y/n, please don’t cry...”
it didn’t help, you were still upset, until jeongin creeped up on the other side of you. seungmin growled at first, but he settled for a glare when he saw how you calmed down from his touch.
“aw, y/nnie, it’s ok…” you cuddled into jeongin and he wrapped his arms around you. now the roles were reversed, seungmin being forced to watch with a grimace as the one he hated held you.
“i don’t want you two to fight…” you said , reaching to hold seungmins hand. the two looked at each other, knowing they both wanted to answer ‘no’ but understanding it would make you upset.
jeongin did want to take you to his den and rub it in seungmins face that your were all his, but you obviously were attached to him, and it would be unrealistic that you weren't microchipped and chan wouldn't come looking for you. seungmin also knew if he were to tell jeongin not to come back, you'd be upset. he found you waiting by he door a couple of times, waiting for him.
despite being complete opposites, both of them got the idea at the same time, but only one of them vocalized it.
"well, if you're owner isn't here maybe i can-"
"excuse me?" seungmin knew what he was implying, and he thought it too, but putting it into action was way too risky. jeongin was a fox, being tricky was in his nature.
you spoke up again, voice a little stronger now. "please minnie, i'll be a good girl, i promise i won't leave the backyard!" jeongin deflated a bit at that, but that was the beauty of comprimise. he'd rather have some of you than none you.
while seungmin wanted to say hell no, run to grab chan, and hopefully have jeongin euthanized, you were making the biggest saddest puppy dog eyes at him.
seungmin spoke after a long silence. “listen and listen well. don’t you ever try and get her to leave the yard again. and don’t come back here without me present. and if i see another bite mark on her again i swear to god...”
jeongin was…shocked. he was partially expecting seungmin to just…idk kill him? or banish him at the least. but he also must’ve known you well enough to understand you’d probably try to sneak out if he told jeongin to never come back. smart.
your tail wagged excitedly, jumping into seungmins arms, excited at his compromise. “thank you, minnie!” you licked his face excitedly, he felt a twinge of satisfaction from having you on him again (and also horniness)
just then, all three of jumped, hearing the sound of a door open, it wasn’t the one to the backyard, but still close. you were going to turn to jeongin to warn him to run before chan saw him, but he was already over the fence, blowing you a kiss before disappearing into the woods. by the time chan made it outside, jeongin was gone. and all he saw was you on top of seungmin , with your panties discarded to the side.
“jeez, is all you two do is fuck?”
the following weeks were…weird for seungmin. he got to have you during the day, and jeongin got you at night. he could hear you try and be quiet as he pounded you. nights where chan stayed out late or didn’t come home jeongin would make you howl. when seungmin had you, however, he was gentle. lapping at your swollen cunt and gently fucking you until your back arched and you cried his name. seungmin felt a sense of pride that he got you before jeongin did, and jeongin liked that sometimes it was his cum seungmin licked out of you.
it wasn’t always sex however. you got to nap and cuddle during the day with seungmin, and play recklessly with jeongin. chan still wonders why you’re always so sleepy when he leaves for work every morning.
you were very satisfied with how your new playmates were getting along, although getting along was an over statement. you were still trying to figure out how to get them to play together (preferably with you between them with one in your mouth and the other in your cunt)
but that was something for another time. now, you were content with whatever complex you had, as long as you had someone to cuddle after being freshly fucked.
a/n: im sorry if this is ass, im not ovulating rn and my ability to tell whether smut is good is horrible rn.
STRAY KIDS HYBRIDS AU : OT8 STRAYKIDS X HYBRID RAGDOLL CAT FEM READER
Summary : Hybrids is well known to public, and in the entertainment industry, idols owning hybrids wasn’t unusual. Stray Kids have one, a pure ragdoll cat hybrid. Not as a pet, but more like a family, A Pack for her.
Pairing : Stray Kids OT8 x F!Reader
Tags : Fluff
A/N : This is my first time writing, so advice, tips and critics are helpful :). English isn't my first language so I used tools to help me write.
You were tossing around a lot that night, couldn’t sleep because now you realized just how vast the room is. You didn’t know what time it was, maybe it was two, maybe it was three, or maybe it was four. It kinda made you anxious. The blanket wrapped around and pillow pressed to your body didn’t help much. Even the weighted plushy you brought with you didn’t do its job very well, though it was laying on top of you. You needed a real body.
Somebody
Anybody
With real humane heat to make you feel calm right now. Making you regret rejecting their request on choosing who would you sleep that night
Everyone’s eyes were on you, open big and hoping that you would choose them after someone asked you whose room are you sleeping in tonight. Even Chan, Changbin, and Seungmin were still hoping that you would choose them again. You tilted your head to the side, “yeah no thank you.” It was funny seeing their dumbfounded face. Mouths hanging open like they were betrayed by what you said.
“WHY ?!” Changbin asked loudly. Hyunjin and Minho flinched beside him. “Really, you shouldn’t be the one comlaining, Bin.” You squinted your eyes at him, lips turned into thin lines, “You kidnapped me last night.”
You sighed, pinching between your eyes, “what’s the point of me having my own room if I cannot sleep in it tonight?” you asked deadpanned. You saw Felix expression saddened, his eyes big and sad with a little pout. You tossed you head to the side avoiding his look.
damn it…
“Are you sure, Y/nnie?” Jeongin asked, his face hopeful too. “We would understand if you really want to be alone, but are you sure?”
Jeongin asked this because everyone know you well enough. You sleep better with someone within the group. And vice versa, sleeping with you really help the members sleep better. Especially those who have troubled sleeping.
“You are welcome to our rooms, Y/nnie. Just choose whose ever you want if you change your mind yeah? We won’t lock the doors” He continued. Assuring you that you are very welcome to their rooms.
Just like in the current situation, where you had a change of mind. Basically, Jeongin really predicted it. You grumbled a little, regretting for being a little stubborn earlier. You threw the blanket over your head and closed your eyes. Trying to even out your breath and focusing to the faint sound of the waves, steady enough to pull you to sleep.
You didn’t know when but you did fell asleep last night apparently, because you got woken up forcefully from the loud noise from downstairs. It made your head pound a little. You groaned a little, trying to get more sleep. But you heard knocking and the door opening. You peeked a little trying to see who it was.
Minho chuckled seeing the state you’re in. You were buried in the blanket, face peeking out a little from it. Hair a little mess probably from too much tossing around last night. Eyes a little puffy and glazed with sleep. He sat down beside you, making the bed dipped a little. Brushing your hair from your face, “Rough night?” he asked, mocking you a little with a knowing smile.
“Yeah” you answered back, voice small and hoarse. “Poor kitten~” He leaned down to kiss your forehead, resting his on yours. “Come on, you can continue your sleep later, Jagi. You need to eat first. It’s already lunch time already”, He pulled you up to sit. You groaned a little, “Fine..”
You were lucky because that day you guys didn’t plan anything, just a BBQ night and watching the firework show that night. You were the last to finished eating, and really did pass out on the couch near the window. The wind blew softly through the dancing curtains, soothing you to sleep. You were laying on your stomach, a soft pillow supported your cheek, you’re facing to the side. A hand tangling down the sofa. Chan and Minho watching you sleep from the side, literally like parents. Chan crossed his hands like a dad with an adorable smile growing on his face, while Minho shook his head looking at you. Han immediately took his phone to take a picture. Felix came to your side and sit on the floor, brought his palm to the back of your head to pat it. He couldn’t help smiling from how cute you were asleep right now.
“This is because she’s too stubborn last night.” Minho let out a sigh. “Aww~ it’s okay. Let her be.” Chan’s giggling, having a cuteness aggression.
“Channie-hyung is right, let her took her precious nap hyung.” Han agreed, sat down beside Felix and continued taking pictures of you. Sometimes recorded your face a little too close or blew air to your cat ears to make it flick. “Oh, how I wish to cuddle her right now.” Seeing the results of the videos he took, “Look at her… so precious…” Han’s signature gummy smile bloomed so bright the side of his eyes crinkled too.
Han picked up your hanging hand on the wrist and brought it close to his lips. Pressing his lips on the back of your hand so tenderly, his thumb brushing your wrist, eyes studying you. Your lips parted a little, your body moving slowly with the rhythm of your breathing, the sound of your soft breathing.
“Let her sleep now, Jagi.” Minho called him out. “You too, Bokkie. And don’t forget, some of us need to buy the meat for tonight’s BBQ.”
“Yeah, come on, Bug! You’re coming with me and Bin to the supermarket.” Chan patted Han’s head to rush him a little.
“Fine.” Han complied.
You didn’t know how long did you took your nap, but you took it seriously. You didn’t how you ended up laying on top of Felix lap while his hand entangled on your hair, massaging your scalp. You moaned a little from stretching your legs first and got off him groggily. And continued stretching your upper body, arching your back, hands pushing across Felix’s lap, just like a cat. “Oh! Kitty has woken up guys!”
“Hi” You let a smile crept up on your face. Eyes still closed from adjusting to the lighting.
Felix huffed a silent laughed from how cute you looked. “Hi, sunshine”, both of his hand immediately cupping your cheeks and squishing your cheeks. “Good nap?”
“Mhm!” You leaned toward his touch. “Where are the others?” You asked him, already aware of your surrounding better.
“Hyunne, Minnie, and Innie are upstairs. I believe they are napping too after playing outside. Channie, Minho, Binnie, and Hannie are in the kitchen marinating some meat for tonight.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t help around today…”
“Sunny.. it’s okay.. you needed the extra sleep. It’s important to always have a good rest for your body.” Felix cheered you up. “Do you want to cuddle with me for a bit?” He asked while laying back on the sofa, pulling you on top of him. You only nodded and snuggle up to him, resting your head on the crook of his neck. You took a deep breath of his scent. Everyone smells good, but Felix smells so comforting like warmth smell of a pillow, fresh from under the sun. With a hint of something sweet like sugar cookies. You purred unconsciously from it. Felix’s hand went into your hair once again to massaged your scalp while the other on your waist pulling you down harder on him.
“Hey! Not fair! I want to cuddle with her.” Han came into the living room with a pout. “Five more minutes. I literally just started cuddling with her.” Felix negotiated with him, only to make Han came closer and tugged on Felix hand that was on your waist once, “You got to be with her all afternoon while she took her nap.” Han whined. You giggled seeing how childish can these grown men be.
“I’ll cuddle with you tonight, Hannie…” you muttered, voice still lazy, “I promise.”
“Really?” Han face lighted up from the promise. You only nodded and smile sweetly at him. “Of course.”
Han put his hand on his chest, his heart skipped a bit. “Okay! It’s a promise!”
“It is.”
The nine of you set the long dining table outside with everything needed for the BBQ.
The meat, ramyeon, rice, vegetables, side dishes, utensils, and drinks.
Hyunjin helped putting up the grill, Chan cooked the ramyeon, Jeongin brought the cool box outside containing beers, Han and Changbin both set the table. You were cutting the watermelon while Seungmin and Felix helped bringing the cut ones on the plate to the table outside. Everyone moves efficiently, accompanied by music from Chan’s playlist on speaker.
Once done, everyone gathered on the table and started help themselves with the food. The ones in charge of the meat were Chan and Minho. Cooking and cutting the meat to perfection and share the pieces to everyone. You helped feeding both busy men, one after another. Feeding them with lettuce wraps and side dish. You took a bite too after making sure both of them are not left behind eating. The table was filled with chatter and teasing here and there.
Eventually the BBQ got more merrier even with only the nine of you. Hyunjin stood up to take your plate down and pulled you toward him to dance with the music, which you voluntarily moved with his lead. The other singing a long loudly, the lyric gibberish. Chan looked everything that occurred on the dining place and smiled proudly. His attention broke when Minho elbowed him and signaled him with his head toward the house. Chan knowing what he meant, slipped from the scene and went inside.
You took a break from laughing to much, sitting down on your chair and drink some water. Minho followed sitting down on his seat, after putting all of the cooked meat on the center of the table. Chan too was already sat on his.
The music slowed down a little, with a calmer music. The chatter begun again but it was a softer topic like how they were grateful for the short vacation.
“I don’t want today to end.” Seungmin spoke first. Everyone agreed nodding their head.
“We need to let loose tonight!” Jeongin suggested. Apparently talking about drinking, the alcohol waiting in the fridge.
“Don’t need to be told twice, it’s going to be wild!” Changbin laughed.
Suddenly, multiple-colored bright lights caught everyone attention. The fireworks show Jeongin told had started that night. You were so mesmerized with how colorful it was, you stood up and rushed toward the opening a little to see it a little better. The fireworks coloring the dark sky, with many shapes, and variety of sparks. The stars were scattered around the sky where the firework couldn’t reach. You could hear the others’ steps, following you.
Chan was the last to joined, because he wants to cherished this moment. He settled his phone to record this moment, made sure everyone in frame with the fireworks exploding behind. The little surprised he fetched minutes before tucked safely in his hand.
“It’s so beautiful…” You whispered eyes sparkling from illuminating the bright lights.
“Y/n-ah” Chan called out to you. And when you turned around everyone’s eyes looking at you, with him in the center. “Yeah?” you tilted your head to the side confused. “Come here, baby.” Chan’s hands opened, inviting for a hug. You walked toward him willingly and hugged him looking up at him giggling. “Okay, what’s happening?” you asked curious. The other closing in to a group hug with you on the center. You squealed from the contact, surprised and happy.
After pulling out, Chan still held your right hand in front of you and put a small box on your palm. You frozed a little, and looked up at him again with wide eyes. “wha- eh? What’s the occasion?” You couldn’t form question other than that. The gear in your head stopped. Looking at the box like it was a grenade.
“Y/n.” Chan called your name with a firmer tone. You still frozed and still processing. Seeing you didn’t budge, he pushed a finger under your chin to make you looked up at him. “Y/n.” He tried again.
“Channie?”
“We want to thank you for saving us. For sharing your light with us. For coming to our lives at the right moment. Without you we couldn’t make it this far.” The words coming out of Chan’s mouth was soft, wrapped with gratitude and love. Your fluffy ears flattened out, and you couldn’t help the tears forming in your eyes. You weren’t sad, you were touched by those kind words.
“Open it” Changbin standing beside Chan, instructed you. Inside the box was a necklace. A compass shape necklace. Made of silver, and it seem customized. With their initials crafted carefully, symbolizing the eight cardinal directions. The needle star-shaped in the middle, have ruby in the middle of it. Red and sparkling so beautifully under the light.
The firework still coloring the sky behind you, expressing how you feel inside. A tear fell down without you knowing. Chan brushed his thumb to erase it. “It’s a compass, telling you that ‘you will always find your way home, to us’, and it’s also a reminder ‘to not lose yourself in these world’, because Y/n… the world wouldn’t be the same without you.. here.. with us.” Chan continued.
“..Thank you so much. This is so beautiful.” You thanked them, looked at them one by one while smiling. Tears spilling from your eyes. To them you look so ethereal right now, even with the tears rolling down your face. Smiling so wide, it made your eyes curves crescent like a smile. Their favorite precious eye smile. The colorful lights still framing your figure from behind.
Chan took a step forward boldly and put a hand on your nape to close the distance. His plump lips sealing yours. He kissed you so tenderly yet it was firm. Your lower lips caught between his lips. Your grip tightened around the box, afraid for the necklace to fall. Chan deepened the kiss, tilting his head a little to the side. His eyes open, seeing your eyes closed tight, only to make his action bolder. His tongue brushing your lower lips lightly, tasting how sweet your lips was. He pulled away, looking at your flustered face. Cheeks red and eyes a little hazy, making him smirked a little. Your eyes traveled from his face to behind him. The other looking at both of you with the same passionate look and hunger in their eyes, some a little jealous from the leader privilege. The moment subdued when Chan lead everyone back to clean up the table before moving the night inside the house.
CODE 143 (ILY) - PT.02
pairing: hacker!seungmin x fem!reader
ss count: 19
tags/warnings: smau, y/n being a whole ass freak (brief mention of masturbation), deeply unhinged dialogue that probably reveals too much abt the inner machinations of my mind, roasting/banter, seungmin being down bad, a LOT of sexual innuendos made by y/n lmfao
part one | part two | part three tbd
summary: you hate scammers. you're sick and tired of getting spam calls and texts. so, when your credit card information gets stolen and then your entire bank account is compromised, you take justice into your own hands by reaching out to a vigilante hacker who is, admittedly, kind of cute.
a/n: tehe i have to admit i laughed so hard while writing this and i hope y'all find this funny too and not very strange 💀 also - thank you all SO MUCH for all the love for this series!! i was so excited to start this one and the feedback i've gotten already has made me so excited to continue ^^ i think i got everyone for the taglist but as always, i'm so sorry if i accidentally left you out!
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CODE 143 (ILY) - PT.01
pairing: hacker!seungmin x fem!reader
ss count: 21
tags/warnings: roasting/banter, seungmin being a tsundere (and bad at flirting), you got ur info stolen rip
part one | part two tbc
summary: you hate scammers. you're sick and tired of getting spam calls and texts. so, when your credit card information gets stolen and then your entire bank account is compromised, you take justice into your own hands by reaching out to a vigilante hacker who is, admittedly, kind of cute.
a/n: this is a personal dream of mine. my injustice sensitivity awakens that dawg in me...
a/n: lmk if you wanna be in a taglist for this series, lmao. i'm unsure if this will be a smau-fic or just smau yet. we'll see.
divider made by me but got pic from Pinterest
puppy!reader who loves being outside and scratches at the door all day begging owner!chan to let her out to play.
he obviously can’t lock her outside all day so he installs a doggy door and fence with mesh wire, so she can still see everything and won’t feel trapped without the risk of escape.
so imagine chans surprise when he’s walking by his screen door one day, and he sees fox!jeongin playing with you in his yard.
your tail was wagged as he tackled you to the ground, licking your face and subtly pushing his cock against your clothed cunt. “you’re so cute, puppy…” he said, panting with arousal. you were just as happy as you were when he was chasing you, and began to lick his face in return.
chan slammed open the door so quickly he expected it to come off its hinges, he had to scare jeongin away, and scoop you up to get you inside. he tried to tell you jeongin was a fox and not a funny looking dog, and you are NEVER to play him or any fox again, but you really didn’t understand. how could he be bad if he plays with you?
like when he bends you over late at night with your face shoved into the ground to muffle your sounds, rubbing grinding his dick against your panties. or like that time he kept you on your back all day while chan was away licking and sucking on your clit until you were crying with overstimulation.
in jeongins defense, he didn’t plan on eating you, he’d never hurt you! he just wanted to keep you in his nest to get you pregnant with his kits over and over again until the end of time!
regardless of what his intentions were, chan needed to keep him out and you in, scared for your safety so he thinks of a plan to prevent you from disappearing. chan had stopped letting you outside after this. you were bummed out by this whole fiasco, he hated seeing you upset, and you’d drag your toys by the door while pawing at him, begging him to let you out.
this wouldn’t last long however, because when chan came home the next day with another puppy, you’re immediately intrigued and sniffing the crate the other pup is in. when chan opens the door, puppy!seungmin pops his head out slowly with an unimpressed face, before silently walking over to your dog bed and making himself comfortable.
that was really all it took for him to warm up to you, he could smell your scent from the inside of chans car and loved it, and just followed it where it was strongest. immediately after he made himself comfortable you showed off all your toys and clothes and plushies, happy to have a new permanent playmate.
chan can leave the house now without having to worry you’ll run off. seungmin enjoys staying inside more, and you’re so enamored by him you follow him everywhere, telling him about a squirl you saw, or how you were a good girl because you didn’t bark at the mail man. and he just listens, sometimes nodding and grooming your hair as he does, other times he just sleeps and when he wakes up you’re still talking, but he’s keeping you occupied and that’s all that matters.
there is one teeny tiny problem now, however. chan didn’t really think about what’d happened if you went through heat with him around, and he found the results of that one day after coming back home. you were face down ass up on chans’ bed with seungmin on top of you driving his dick into you at an incredible speed. your yipping filled the room, along with the strong smell of sex. seungmins tail was wagging as he bit down on your shoulder for leverage, and he let out a satisfied growl as he came inside you for the umpteenth time that day.
chan didn’t really mind you two fucking, but sleeping on cum soaked sheets wasn’t something he wanted to do, so he “banished” you to your dog bed whenever he noticed you two getting needy. chan had also starting giving you birth control (covered in cheese so you’d eat it) to prevent you from getting pregnant unexpectedly. so all was well. atleast inside, outside on the other hand…
when jeongin stopped seeing signs of chan watching him, and you altogether, he got worried, at first believing chan gave you away, but when he caught a glimpse of seungmin grooming you, licking your face as your droned on about something stupid, he was fuming. how could some mutt be licking and cozying up to his puppy? you were supposed to his doggy to breed and coddle and mark.
seungmin spotted him outside the window, you hadn’t, still sitting in his lap cuddling a plushie of yours. he attached his mouth to your neck and put his hand down your shorts, still maintaining eye contact, now with a cocky smile. you squirmed but pushed yourself against his hand regardless, already needy for him.
jeongin couldn’t do much but growl, but he was already plotting his revenge.
a/n: ty for reading!! this is my first skz fic im so nervous about posting this hhhhhh, im making some puppy x skz headcanons next so look forward to those!! also pls do send me asks about puppy x skz i love puppy girls sjdhjdjsjdnd
also this fic was heavily inspired by @wreckitwrites !!
omg hi can u please please please do no. 1 with chan or seungmin and it’s like an angry confession and they it builds up the sexual tension and then it leads to him saying no. 17!
(can u please make it as wild and as rough as possible because i’m freaky like that)
(it’s not a must to do this obviously! just an idea! love your works and congrats on 2k!)
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pairing: nerd!kim seungmin x f!reader genre/tags: smut, oral (f. receiving), fingering, squirting, nerd talk, idk what this is man
[ note. ] — this is hella short fwkdjdks but i’ve had this in my drafts for a hot minute and felt like posting it so ;p
you’re not even sure how you got here— splayed across seungmin’s creaky dorm bed, thighs pinned back by his scrawny arms, while he’s halfway buried in between your legs. his dorm smells faintly of coffee and the plastic tang of electronics, textbooks stacked haphazardly on his desk with highlighted notes spilling out of them. his glasses slide down the slope of his nose everytime he moans, but he doesn’t bother fixing them, too entranced by what he’s doing.
your skirt is hiked up to your waist, panties hanging somewhere forgotten on the floor, and seungmin looks like he’s studying for an exam he’s desperate to ace. his messy dark hair keeps tickling the insides of your thighs, dampened by sweat and your slick, and you swear he’s drooling more than he ever does over the ramen cups piled up by his nightstand.
“fascinating,” he mutters, licking a slow stripe up your slit, his voice low like he’s reading observations into a recorder. his nose nudges your clit until your hips jolt violently against him, and you can hear the way he breathes heavier at the reaction. “your body responds to direct pressure here at… what? less than three seconds? consistent stimulus equals immediate twitch reflex.. interesting.”
you choke out his name, your face burning, embarrassed heat flooding you from head to toe. “seung- god- stop talking like that—” you croak halfway through because his tongue is right back on you, unrelenting.
“control group would disagree,” he deadpans, like he’s actually defending his thesis. his tone is clinical, but the way he seals his mouth over your clit is nothing short of feral. he sucks, flicking his tongue in precise little circles, and your gasps makes his eyes flutter shut. the corners of his glasses misted instantly, and he slightly pulls back only to come up for air, a string of saliva connecting his lips to your drooling cunt.
“the data is clear. you taste… fuck—” his nerdy facade cracks, shredding into something guttural, a raw groan punching out of him as his chest heaves against the mattress, “—sweet as sugar.”
the sound of him moaning while saying it is humiliating and addictive all at once. his hands grip your thighs tighter, knuckles pale as if he’s holding you open for dissection, except he’s the one falling apart. he pushes two fingers inside without warning, the intrusion sharp and sudden, curling them ruthlessly until you’re keening. your hands fly up to his hair, yanking, but he only groans louder at the twinge of pain.
“see?” he pants, and you realize with horror and arousal that he’s still narrating, voice shaking with exhilaration but steady in its nerdy cadence. “every contraction around my fingers is another point of evidence. repeated pattern. measurable. predictable.” his pace is relentless, the thrust of his fingers perfectly angled as if he calculated it ahead of time, tongue and lips locking you down at the same time.
you feel your orgasm wash over you before you can even warn him, your whole body convulsing, and wetness gushes down his wrist in a sudden torrent. his eyes go wide, lips shiny, glasses completely fogged up. he stares at the mess you’re making with the awe of someone witnessing a chemical reaction for the first time.
“hypothesis confirmed,” he pants, and the smugness is ruined by the cracked, wrecked edge of his tone. his fingers are still fucking you open as you squirt again, testing the limits of your body. “multiple consecutive releases are achievable under consistent oral application. remarkable. oh my god—”
he moans low, like he can’t help it, tongue latching back onto your clit just to prove his point, dragging you through another wave until you’re sobbing his name into the stale atmosphere of his dorm. every thrust of his fingers hits deeper, rougher, and your legs are trembling so hard you feel like you’ll split apart.
he only pulls back when your thighs can’t hold still anymore, shaking too violently, threatening to knock his glasses clean off. he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand, spit and slick smeared across his chin, his lips red and puffy from working you over. cheeks flushed a tint of pink, chest heaving, he stares at you like you’re the most important discovery of his life.
“conclusion?” he murmurs, sounding rougher than you’ve ever heard him before, “you’re the best experiment i’ve ever run.”
summary: vacation's fun in theory until you're in your head the whole time, and the only person who can calm you down is a thousand miles away. on the other side of the room.
Entering the dining room you were met with the sight of Seungmin, standing out like the North Star, in a clutter which was his bandmates. He should've been a high fashion model, really. He looked so handsome. Good enough to eat.
But you weren't drooling over him. Or the food.
You didn't quite know why, but you weren't really happy to be there. Changbin's girlfriend had greeted you 5 minutes ago, naturally, as you were the first other girl to leave her room tonight. You were early, too. Early because you'd started getting ready 2 hours before dinner. You'd picked out a pretty black dress, added sparkles, of course, to your usual eye makeup, and wore a dark lipstick. One of the ones that went on wet and stayed all night. None of it was too much, just pretty. Bold?
It was important to you to get dolled up. Get noticed, keep Seungmin's eyes glued to you as long as possible to make up for lost time, even when you knew it might've been futile. Behind closed doors, he gave you all the attention one could. But for now, there was everyone else to entertain. Not just you, passively needy in your seat, and uncomfortable in your own skin like you were a teenager all over again.
The flight was barely anything. That's why you couldn't say anything. An hour and 15 to Jeju in the same plane as the love of your life, and knowing you'd be sleeping with him every night of the trip was hardly anything to complain about. So why did you feel sick? He was distant, you thought. But he was anything but when with you. Was this some sort of separation anxiety? You'd never had it before.
"How are you and Seungmin-ssi?" The girl from earlier asked, bringing you back to earth. Your eyes, unfocused and lingering on some vase shot up to meet hers, which were polite and conversational. She was a lot like you, actually. Fiery, or something along those lines. She was a cute girl, too. Her and Changbin were like a married couple already.
"Oh, we're good," you responded, mustering what you thought was a subtle grin. "He's great."
"Yeah? Cute. Whenever I see Changbin with him on TV, I think of you."
You chuckled softly, lips parting slightly. "Yeah, you too. It's nice to see you again." You pushed down the bad feelings. "I'm just gonna go to the bathroom."
She nodded, and you left your chair. You walked fast to the bathroom, hoping to hide away until you were breathing right again. Maybe you were nauseous from the plane. You were sure this would all be fixed when he'd say something to you.
All day, no words from him. Well, no sentences. You woke up, alone in bed, finding Seungmin on the floor packing his bag. You exchanged ‘good mornings,’ and he wasn’t cold or anything, but your flight was early enough that he didn’t make time to ease into the morning or tell you how pretty you were when you woke up.
He had gone to bed early the night before after a series of tired nights from performing. He was beautiful on stage. Naturally, you’d wanna pounce him the second he got home. But you spared him, knowing he was probably sore and achy, ready to collapse the second his bed was in sight. He may have let you give him head after a shower one of the several nights, or ride him that night with the technical difficulties, but usually, at least for the first stretch, and the only stretch of concerts in your city, time with him was limited. But all sexual frustration aside, though, you loved cuddling him. Taking care of him, doing anything really. And with all the practices that consumed his everyday, the sex was actually most of your time with him.
But you could handle a day of loneliness.
You sat alone on the plane, window seat, first class. Best of the best, right?
Back to the present, you’d caught your breath sitting on the lid of the toilet, sorting out your thoughts the best you could. You stood up and checked the mirror, expression as blank as it was when you’d left your room. You were excited to sleep here tonight. Not as excited to leave the bathroom right now. But you did anyway.
You caught Jeongin’s kind eyes briefly, and tried your best to return them. For that half a second you shot him with one of those unintentionally bitchy expressions where you assume your lips are grinning when they’re really barely tilted at all. You always resorted to that one when your social battery was low.
You were being perceived. You hated it. You were tired.
Throwing those selfish feelings aside, you went to secure your seat at the dining table again.
Seungmin was still consumed with his boyfriends.
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Dinner flew by. The food was awesome as usual, made by a bougie private chef the group hired for the trip. Seungmin took a seat next to you, which signaled for anyone who wanted to eat by him to set up over there. You remained pretty quiet for the whole meal, which came more naturally than ever at the moment. It was weird for you to be so tentative. Did he even bat an eye?
You got up to bring your plate to the sink to clean it off.
“[name],” said a too familiar voice.
You turned your head to catch his eye. “Yeah?” You mouthed, assuming a sound would come out, only for it to catch in your throat.
His eyes softened as much they could with his lack of information. “Wanna go upstairs and talk?”
You nodded, and followed beside him when he started walking. His hand gently took hold of your wrist.
“Don’t worry about me…” you mumbled halfway up the stairs. With all these feelings you’ve been organizing in your head, you were speechless now that he was in front of you.
“I’m gonna worry,” he whined softly. You entered one of the many rooms and sat by the headboard of the bed as he shut the door. He sat in front of you on the mattress. You held out your hand, reaching for the side of his neck to pull him in. You kissed him, and he of course accepted. Whatever you needed. He wasn’t an idiot; he could gather that whether you truly felt neglected–-which you sort of did—or not, you needed attention. It was either that or you wanted to be completely alone. But that was proven wrong when you kissed him. Or more so accepted his hand.
The anxiety built up from everything set in now, and became a soft fire now that you weren’t anticipating anymore. You moved your head to kiss his cheeks a bit, and when you parted, he looked over your face like you were a puzzle; a beautiful one. “You ovulating or something?”
“Hey…”
He pressed his lips to yours again, tender and matched to your passion at the same time. Your hand wandered lower, over his chest and down over his pants. You palmed him, willing to take him in any way if it meant being as close as possible, even if you weren’t communicating the best.
“You sure?” He asked, just above a whisper.
“I…want you.”
He gave you those puppy eyes, by default. “Okay, well I’m yours.”
It was as if when he was finally good at feelings, you weren’t.
He kissed your neck.
“I just…missed you,” you muttered while he worked, with a hand ghosting over his back, still tentative.
“Yeah?” Against your skin.
You didn’t respond.
He pulled back, meeting your eyes. “That’s what this is all about,” he said, a confirmation to himself.
You nodded.
He huffed and pushed you gently back onto the mattress. “Well?”
Slowly, you smiled. With teeth. He was too charming; he never let you be unhappy.
He marveled, brushing his thumb over your lips. “Your lipstick cracked.”
You looked up at him like he was the moon. “Did it?”
“...You haven’t smiled all night? Fuck, this is evil now. Wait,” he said, hushed, crawling off of you and leaving the room for a moment. You kept that grin on your face. He didn’t hate you. When he was back he was holding a wet washcloth. He handed it to you. “Here, now we can have soft kisses.”
“What if I want it rough?” You remarked, still subdued.
He rolled his eyes. “Your lips are sticky.”
“Sorry…” You scrubbed your lips till they were bare. They were dry now, but soon you’d be sharing lip balm with him.
He sat patiently. “..Sorry.”
You perked up. “For what?”
“Making you miss me. We were together the whole time, anyway.”
“It’s okay…you didn’t do anything wrong. I just…maybe I am ovulating.”
He chuckled quietly, “Well we’ve got nothing but time this vacation.”
You smiled again, looking over his face, which had light imprints of your lips staining his cheeks. “It’s on your face.”
His eyes widened, and you could’ve laughed at how cute he was.
“Wipe it off?” He asked softly, offering his cheek, which was now flushed.
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